Translation
Fanfic: gebrochenes herz -oder blutende liebe
Chapter: broken heart or bleeding love
hi Guys . I have this depri story especially for my friends
written smallSango, MokiKaiba and Yang-Chan. but all other readers are of course also welcome. you can also write a Kommi "from me" * ggg *
and let's go
p.s. if you should die of crying fits or cardiac arrest, I am not responsible * gg *
Broken heart or bleeding love
It's quiet, very quiet. I stand at my window and look at the beautiful full moon. We just watched this full moon, together. You held me in your arms And we kissed long and tender. i felt so good. But that was a month ago now. A long damn month of suffering and agony for me. remember our time together, it was a good time, maybe it was too good. I've never had as much fun with you as I did before. I still hear the words you used to break my heart: & # 8222; I'm sorry juna.but I cannot and must not let my feelings run free. After all, I have a company to run, so useless feelings like LOVE have no business. You mustn't get that wrong now, I like you a lot, but I can't allow myself a relationship. and the kiss wasn't meant seriously either, it was a slip up. and now go please, i still have work to do. & # 8220; Great, do you see what you did to me? I'm crying again, I've been crying for days now, and what for ?! I cry over you! But of course you, with your heartless and cold manner, don't notice it. well how? I won't let anyone or anything touch me anymore. my grief has built a thick wall around me that nothing, nothing at all can touch me. Of course I suppress my feelings when you or your brother is around. in your presence I am, as always, jolly and happy Juna.nevertheless I still live with you in your villa, and why ?! no not because of you but because your little brother wants it that way. and you know exactly how much your brother is attached to me and you don't want to disappoint him again. That's why you asked me to stay. Oh damn I can't anymore
I go to my desk. There is a picture of the two of us, Moki shot it when we were having a water fight in your garden on a hot summer day. Your eyes radiate such a pleasant warmth on this picture. I have to smile (wow can I still do that) at the thought of when the picture was taken. you chased me through the garden with a water pistol. I only wore a bikini and you only wore shorts. you looked so horny * Schmelz * (sorry). Then you caught me. You wrapped your muscular right arm around my stomach and with your left you held the water pistol to my head as if you wanted to shoot me.and you laughed, yeah you laughed tears. but suddenly I hear your words again and I am torn from my thoughts. Tears are running down my cheeks again. I throw the picture on the wall in anger. The glass shatters. I run out of the room and shuffle in the direction of the bathroom. I take bath water. suddenly I see it. Yes that could be my salvation. I quickly run into the kitchen and have paper and pencils together and start writing:
To Seto.
Dear Seto, I'm sorry, but I couldn't take it anymore. Since you broke my heart I didn't want to live anymore. I was always afraid of death, but now that fear has gone up in smoke. Tell moki I'm sorry and give him away. In eternal love
Your juna.
p.s. sorry about your razor.
Then I ran back to the bathroom, took the razor apart, cut my wrists and put my cut arm into the tub with the warm water.The clear water immediately turned red. the blood just spurted out of my arm. There was blood everywhere. tears ran down my face. I imagine your smiling face again. pain flashed through my body. I'm scared but then I feel such a pleasant warmth and I still think I've finally made it.
Then I passed out & # 8230;
Whether she dies or not comes in another story.
Ciao and bussy
Jessy
And writes clerks. I sat here for hours. I really deserve that.
Bye
written smallSango, MokiKaiba and Yang-Chan. but all other readers are of course also welcome. you can also write a Kommi "from me" * ggg *
and let's go
p.s. if you should die of crying fits or cardiac arrest, I am not responsible * gg *
Broken heart or bleeding love
It's quiet, very quiet. I stand at my window and look at the beautiful full moon. We just watched this full moon, together. You held me in your arms And we kissed long and tender. i felt so good. But that was a month ago now. A long damn month of suffering and agony for me. remember our time together, it was a good time, maybe it was too good. I've never had as much fun with you as I did before. I still hear the words you used to break my heart: & # 8222; I'm sorry juna.but I cannot and must not let my feelings run free. After all, I have a company to run, so useless feelings like LOVE have no business. You mustn't get that wrong now, I like you a lot, but I can't allow myself a relationship. and the kiss wasn't meant seriously either, it was a slip up. and now go please, i still have work to do. & # 8220; Great, do you see what you did to me? I'm crying again, I've been crying for days now, and what for ?! I cry over you! But of course you, with your heartless and cold manner, don't notice it. well how? I won't let anyone or anything touch me anymore. my grief has built a thick wall around me that nothing, nothing at all can touch me. Of course I suppress my feelings when you or your brother is around. in your presence I am, as always, jolly and happy Juna.nevertheless I still live with you in your villa, and why ?! no not because of you but because your little brother wants it that way. and you know exactly how much your brother is attached to me and you don't want to disappoint him again. That's why you asked me to stay. Oh damn I can't anymore
I go to my desk. There is a picture of the two of us, Moki shot it when we were having a water fight in your garden on a hot summer day. Your eyes radiate such a pleasant warmth on this picture. I have to smile (wow can I still do that) at the thought of when the picture was taken. you chased me through the garden with a water pistol. I only wore a bikini and you only wore shorts. you looked so horny * Schmelz * (sorry). Then you caught me. You wrapped your muscular right arm around my stomach and with your left you held the water pistol to my head as if you wanted to shoot me.and you laughed, yeah you laughed tears. but suddenly I hear your words again and I am torn from my thoughts. Tears are running down my cheeks again. I throw the picture on the wall in anger. The glass shatters. I run out of the room and shuffle in the direction of the bathroom. I take bath water. suddenly I see it. Yes that could be my salvation. I quickly run into the kitchen and have paper and pencils together and start writing:
To Seto.
Dear Seto, I'm sorry, but I couldn't take it anymore. Since you broke my heart I didn't want to live anymore. I was always afraid of death, but now that fear has gone up in smoke. Tell moki I'm sorry and give him away. In eternal love
Your juna.
p.s. sorry about your razor.
Then I ran back to the bathroom, took the razor apart, cut my wrists and put my cut arm into the tub with the warm water.The clear water immediately turned red. the blood just spurted out of my arm. There was blood everywhere. tears ran down my face. I imagine your smiling face again. pain flashed through my body. I'm scared but then I feel such a pleasant warmth and I still think I've finally made it.
Then I passed out & # 8230;
Whether she dies or not comes in another story.
Ciao and bussy
Jessy
And writes clerks. I sat here for hours. I really deserve that.
Bye