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Fanfic: Verlorene Kindheit Teil (15)
Chapter: Part 15
Part 15
Matti kept looking at his room window, maybe he should ...? No, no way, he didn't want to see this bastard anymore, it just puked him because Masako treated him like he was a toddler !!! Matti got up and went to the window, shouldn't he fly back to her clearing? Should he?
There was a knock, the door opened and Leina stepped in.
"Where is Misaja?"
Matti shrugged his shoulders, disinterested, "I don't know."
Leina shook her head and went out again.
Matti opened the window and leaned out, he had the feeling that he would still love her, but somehow ... somehow he also began to be interested in Masako ......
Masako stood there with his arms crossed, he loved Matti, but he didn't want to admit it, he was scared, so scared of losing Matti. Matti would certainly never do anything with him, he would never do that. The way he mourned his girlfriend afterwards ......Masako himself had a girlfriend once, but she was dead a long time ago. He had a son with her who was a few years younger than Matti. His son hated him, hated him for being interested in men, he said it was a betrayal of his race. He had no contact with him, maybe that was better that way ?!
The long-haired Sayajin searched the sky, he would not come, Matti would not come ..... He had pawed him ......
Janaki was lying in his bed, it was already late in the evening and the little boy was sound asleep, but not peacefully, he was tormented by nightmares.
In his dream there were big birds, they screamed terribly, looked beautiful and at the same time scary. He heard laughter, loud laughter, in his dream he ran through the castle, everything was dark, he heard loud weeping behind a large door, he opened it and stepped into the dark room.
There he saw his, so promising, surrogate mother, she was holding a small bundle in her arms from which loud crying came from.She smiled and rocked the bundle gently back and forth. Janaki closed the door behind her, only now she registered the boy, with a skeptical look she looked at him, then she said: "What are you still doing here? Didn't I tell you that you should disappear? I don't need you anymore, I do have her now. "
She showed him the little baby in her arms, the child was big and strong, it had some dark brown hair and just as dark eyes. Janaki stumbled back a few steps and shook his head in disbelief, it was death after all! "Yes, you all thought it wasn't death? But that's not it, you were wrong!" She laughed loudly, her behavior scared him. "So now get out of here, go ahead and get away! I never want to see you again!"
Janaki began to cry silently, then he ran scared to the door, wanted to open it, but it didn't move an inch, he pulled and shook the door in panic, but he couldn't get it open.Again and again he heard her voice, "Get out of here ..... Get out of here!"
He kept shaking the door in vain, but it wouldn't open.
He ran to the open window, he thought about jumping, but suddenly he was pushed from behind and fell out of the window. He wanted to scream, but no sound came out of him.
He fell and fell, everything went black around him .....
Janaki opened his eyes, his breathing was very fast, he was very cold, despite his warm duvet.
And then suddenly he heard a loud knocking, where could that come from? He looked at the closed window, outside, something seemed to be sitting on the window ledge ..... Janaki became frightened and the knocking became more energetic.
And somehow he suddenly felt an urge to open the window, something forced him.
He crawled across his bed to the window, which was directly above his bed.
Now he was sitting in front of the window and looking through the window panes, but the only thing he could see was a large shadow and red, slightly brownish eyes, glowing eyes ......He heard a loud, terrifying croak, Janaki trembled with fear, but something forced him to open the window, he was hypnotized.
The window was now open and a very large bird fluttered into the room and sat down on the bed with him. Janaki knew this animal, yes he knew it ...... It had helped him escape.
Janaki was no longer as afraid as before, he closed the window and looked closely at the bird, the pretty animal snuggled up to the little boy, the bird tenderly tousled the boy's hair with its beak.
Janaki returned this gesture carefully, then lay down next to the bird, he felt safe, very safe ....
He recognized this animal immediately, it had helped him escape, back then, how long ago was that ????
Janaki looked around helplessly, he wondered if he was just dreaming ?! Had this animal been here or not? Janaki shook his bedspread and folded it up neatly to put it on the end of the bed, and suddenly a large feather fell on him, half hidden under his pillow.It wasn't a dream !!!!! It had really happened, the bird had visited him, Janaki shook his head, you couldn't really imagine it.
After a long thought he decided to hide the pen, nobody should see it, nobody, that was his secret, it belonged to him, nobody should know about it ......
So the time went by, Vegeta got stronger and more ruthless. He didn't do anything with his best friend at the time, just like with Janaki, the two suffered a lot from it and precisely because they suffered so much from his new kind, Misaja and Janaki became a good team, they were there for each other, Janaki heard Misaja always attentive, even if he could not answer and Misaja always brought Janaki to other thoughts when he came to her completely dissolved and pale, she never really knew what he had, but she tried to understand him. Well, she didn't really have many friends, and her father had been so weird to him lately ......Yes, he had already changed in the last few days, the otherwise sarcastic and happy Matti had become very thoughtful, he was actually just silent. Until one day when he made a decision: He resolved to go back to their old meeting place, maybe he was there ??? Maybe?! Oh, he would be there! And what if not? Matti shrugged his shoulders, "Then I'm just unlucky!" He thought calmly. So the young Saiyan flew off to look for the man he was beginning to have feelings for. After a short time he arrived at the clearing, and Masako was actually sitting there in the meadow. Matti hesitated, he didn't know whether he should really go to him and confess his love to him. Even before he was younger, he sometimes had the feeling that he was attracted to men, but he was actually also interested in women .....
He took another deep breath and walked up to Masako, who was still pretending not to know anything about Matti's arrival.But suddenly he said quietly, "Why did you come?" Matti swallowed, and said yours, almost stuttering, "Because I love you ...."
Masako looked at him startled and then he smiled, he suddenly had a wonderful, warm smile. Matti looked at him uncertainly, was he making fun of him? "Matti? I ..... I think ... I don't know if we should do that ?!" "But what? Why not? I always thought you would love me ...." "Well I do this too, but you have no future as ..... gay ... You don't know how it is !!! My own son got me because of that! He never wants to see me again, he said to me, my own Flesh and blood !!! ", he turned red, his lips began to tremble slightly. "But I don't care, and we don't have to tell anyone either ?!" Matti looked pleadingly at Masako, "Please, let's try ... Yes?" But Masako shook his head ....
Sequel follows.... .
Well, that's all pretty complicated for me here, the last time I put the 14th part in here, it was structured completely differently with ffs, so I don't have the individual parts under one roof, but always individually.Well, I have to see how I do it. I hope that anyone will still read this, I don't even know if the old people are still here, it doesn't seem like that to me. It's a shame, actually! Well then I hope that everyone will like this part.
Bye bye
Luri-chan