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Fanfic: Lost in Unattainability
Subtitle: (oder: Der Unterschied zwischen ‚möglich‘ und ‚unmöglich‘ sind nur zwei Buchstaben
Chapter: Lost and Out! (or: the game is over)
So ..... here comes the last part of the FF. It got too long again .... It couldn't be any other way, but first of all, have fun reading!
My eyes were now on the broken glass ..... Had Ran escaped? I couldn't explain the matter to myself any other way ... But something bothered me.
Part 5 - Lost and Out! (or: the game is over)
The broken glass that was scattered on the floor ..... The inspector's body ... Ran was gone, and only I could make a connection at the moment. There was great excitement around me. Surely everyone had already noticed that Ran hadn't come, although the shot could be heard loud and clear. But they didn't know yet what I knew. But maybe I saw it all wrong. One thing was certain, Ran had talked to the inspector, then a shot was fired and the kitchen window broke ..... Everything happened so quickly ..... If only I could assign everything exactly, then I could be sure of the case to solve.Everyone had been in the kitchen since the shot was fired, but no one had asked me why I was there first or whether I had heard anything. It was fine with me. It was now crystal clear to me that everyone around me was in danger. First the professor was killed, then the inspector ... And in my opinion, there was only one prime suspect. And that was Ran. I was having a hard time admitting that, but there was no other logical conclusion at the moment. How did it come to this? Could the Ran I thought I knew really kill two people in quick succession? // This must be a nightmare, please, let it be a nightmare // I pleaded inwardly. Again my gaze slid across the room. I still found something funny here. Something didn't fit, something wasn't what my theory should be. Only what? If only I noticed, then maybe I would finally see more clearly again.Since the professor's murder, everything around me has been blurry, opaque. I drew one wrong conclusion after another. Was I too badly hit personally to solve this case? "Say Shinichi ...", Heiji had appeared behind me without warning. When he spoke to me so suddenly, and thus tore me out of my thoughts, I winced first really. "What? ...." I asked completely disinterested. Although. Maybe Heiji had noticed something that was hidden from me. "What do you mean, where did the shot come from .....?", Heiji finally asked me. This question did something inside me that I had recently no longer believed possible. Everything, all the individual parts of the crime, came together in my head to form a whole. I didn't answer Heiji right away. I ended up being on the wood path the whole time. I was looking for a reason for it. Why was Ran in the organization, even better: Why was she gone now?Who shot the inspector? It was guaranteed to be all related ... I went really pale. If my guess was correct now, then ..... Yes, then .... Then it would probably not be me, or Ai, let alone the people gathered here, but Ran .... If the inspector wanted to tell me, when he spoke of Ran? If only he had finished the sentence, a lot would be even clearer now. But for me it was a ray of hope that Ran hadn't shot the inspector. Or maybe it had nothing to do with the professor's murder. Maybe ..... But one thing wouldn't disappear from my head, namely the conversation with Gin. Then what did gin mean by 'Well done, Sizu! '. // Back to the case, Shinichi! // I called myself back to reality. I had to gather clues before I could be sure that my conclusions now were correct. Where would I find this.I couldn't ask Ran, she was initially out of my reach.
Heiji seemed to tell me that I had found out something. He was looking at me like that, so he wanted to say "I want to know too, what do you know what I don't know?" That would take way too long. "I'm not sure yet whether ...", I started, but hesitated. "Just forget it ...", it was the second time within 24 hours that I asked him to forget something. I wasn't used to anything like that from myself. But I had no other choice for the time being. Above all, here, in the room that Kogoro was in, I couldn't just say that Ran was a member of the black organization. This has been proven, at least in my eyes. But at the moment I doubted very much whether she had also killed someone. My instincts told me that Ran was innocent. But only since Heiji asked me where the shot came from.Ran was definitely in the kitchen at this point, after all I had heard her talking to the inspector. But why were the shards of the pane in the room? If Ran had smashed the window to escape, the broken pieces would have ended up on the outside of the street. But they were here, in the middle of the room. Why? How could that have been possible. So I suspected that someone outside had shot the inspector. Of course, the window broke. Then why did Ran disappear?
Without realizing it, I had left the kitchen and was now pacing up and down the hall. My mind revolved around the two murders, Ran and the Black Organization. Was it all related to me? But if I was blown, why did they kill the professor first? Well, maybe they were looking for Ai, and then they met the professor. But why was the inspector shot? All you had to do was get into my room and kill me in peace.So why did it hit the inspector? If only I only knew what Ran and the inspector had talked to each other. Maybe then I would understand more. But, I didn't have such good ears either. It didn't help, I had to investigate the matter more closely ..... I looked back briefly to the kitchen. The alerted police had to arrive in a few minutes; they had to be on their way by now and would certainly arrive soon. Heiji would already rock the child here, because now I would first get to the bottom of my assumptions. The whole case had changed completely since I had doubts about Ran's guilt. How should I approach the case now in order to find the solution as quickly as possible. First of all, I had to sort of sort out whether the Black Organization really had anything to do with it. I quickly picked up my jacket and went out and quietly closed the door behind me. If the black organization really carried out the murders, then nobody was allowed to follow me, otherwise I would only endanger them ..... I didn't want to put any more people in danger ..... I slowly moved away from the house looking for clues ...At Ran:
Never in her entire life had she felt such jokes as she had now. She wanted to scream, but she couldn't. She just didn't have the strength to do that. She had been too sure of her cause. She was sure she would survive all this, nothing would happen to her. And she could have saved Shinichi. Everything had gone well for a long time when she realized how similar Conan was to Shinichi. When she finally suspected it, but didn't want to show it to him. But she wanted to help Conan ..... Then she did research on her own and finally got on the track of the organization. But she didn't have any evidence of what they were doing. Then she quickly made up her mind to get this very information, the crucial evidence. After all, she was quickly accepted into the organization and led a double life from then on. She pretended to the organization that she was going to pretend her father and Conan were still the dear daughter.Inwardly, she was seething with anger at the organization. She found out more and more about their machinations. Slowly but surely she was collecting evidence that she wanted to show to the inspector at some point. She then had the feeling that she had everything that was needed to smash the organization, when events rolled over. She had not known that the organization had been planning the murder of the professor for a long time, when she was summoned to the place, she had still wondered because the address looked familiar to her. It should be 'Schmiere', which is why gin should kill Professor Agasa was a mystery to her. He didn't tell her either, just let her stand. Then everything happened quickly. No sooner had Gin entered the house than he was outside again. Finally she was supposed to wait and tell him who found the body, when the police started investigating, and so on.
That Conan of all people had to come to the professor. Why did he have to find the body too? Why he? Then she couldn't tear herself away at first.She knew that the professor was a good friend of Shinichi. She was worried about him. How would he react? Perhaps he would even suspect that the professor had been murdered because of him ..... She was sure that his identity was still a secret. For the organization, Conan Edogawa was nothing more than an elementary school student with a good nose. After all, she'd been very careful to see if anything leaked about Conan. But there was nothing ..... After all, she had waited too long. Conan saw her standing across the street. She finally began to tremble, could no longer think clearly. Conan would recognize her, Conan's mind was razor sharp. It wouldn't take him long to combine her involvement with the murder. She ran away headlong. To the meeting point where Gin had arranged to meet her. It was enough for her now. She would go to the police as soon as possible. But first she had to make sure that she wasn't exposed.The meeting with Gin was actually very short, he just wanted to hear the whole report again. Then he left. She also wanted to go home ... However, she was also aware that Conan could be there. He had already made the connection. If she met him at home now, how would he react ... Could she still look him in the eye? After all, she had helped with a murder. But she didn't have to go home to meet Conan. She just came around the corner when she saw him standing. Her thoughts raced over again ... // He overheard everything ..... He knows ..... He ..... // She was desperate. She didn't want him ever to know. She just wanted Shinichi back at last. She wanted to save him from the organization. Now he saw her as an enemy too. She was sure of it. "Ran ..... Why?", Those were the only words that came from