So ... this is the last part of my story ... Thanks for the lovely clerks I've got so far !! I'm always so excited about it! ^^

And you know: Just like in chapter 1 and 2, I tell from Kai`s point of view !!!!

Dedication as with the other 2 Kapis !!!!! And of course to everyone who likes Kai !!!!

Ok ... now I've been babbling around for so long ... * sorry * ... well ... well then ... Have FUN !!!!! ^^

“Wait!” I bit my lower lip. Why did I say that now? Why? My body started shaking when she stopped and turned her head to one side, but didn't turn around. “Yes?” Her voice sounded uncertain and cautious. "I ... uh ..." The longer I looked at her, the more I stuttered. There was something about her that enchanted me, that simply fascinated me. "Oh nothing ... it's OK," I added quietly. "Oh ... well then ... bye ... and sorry again, because of the mix-up from earlier ..." With a shy smile, she turned her head into the usual position and walked away from me with slow steps."It's the best this way ... it's the best this way ..." I kept trying to concentrate on these words. I kept trying to convince myself that. But there was another voice - you might think it was my conscience - that kept trying to make it clear to me that the sentence I just said was wrong. Suddenly in the cold of winter I felt something wet wandering down my cheek ... a tear ... salty and clear ...

Why did I cry now? Just why? Why could I no longer control my body? Why did he do what he wanted? Otherwise I always managed to put on a perfect poker face. Why not this time too? Was it her ... Magic ... a girl from the Internet who I didn't even really know until now ... and who suddenly had such an insane meaning in my life ... in my mind. .. in my heart ... From the beginning I was drawn to her ... from the beginning ... I wasn't afraid of her in any way.You could talk to her sensibly, she never laughed at you. How much I had longed for something like that. How many times had I looked enviously at a pair of lovers? How often? I stopped counting. And now that I had the chance to be a little closer, I'd screwed it up, I'd just let her go. What good is the damn pride ... there are more important things ... but now it's too late ... too late to call her back ... too late to tell her how I feel ... too late, To give free rein to feelings ...

“Do you need a handkerchief?” I raised my head. Although my eyes were blurred, I saw that she was standing in front of me and smiling at me in a friendly but also worried way. With her right hand she held out a handkerchief to me. I took the cloth in silence and quickly wiped the innumerable tears from my face. "Hey ... even if we don't know each other ... if you like, you can tell me what's bothering you ... if that helps you ... but you don't have to ..." I let the handkerchief sink and looked into her blue eyes, which looked watery from tears.She was holding back the salty liquid ... but she was about to cry ... and that was because of me ...

I don't know how long we stood there looking at each other. But that wasn't important either. I didn't have to talk to her. When I looked at her, she made me feel like she understood and trusted me. I had missed it for so long. There was always an indefinable void in me. I had no idea what it was and had never really tried to find out. At first I thought it might be the bitter taste of defeat, which I enjoyed over and over again thanks to Tyson's countless victories. I would never have suspected that there was something else that I was missing ... that I so longed for ... who would have thought that it was just someone who made my heart beat faster ... who made my body confused ... that triggered a feeling of warmth - better said heat - in me ... that made butterflies buzz around in my stomach ... that brought tears to my eyes ... someone who understood ... someone who didn't need any explanation ... someone like ... yes ... someone like ... like Magic ...?!Done!!!! I'm finally done!!! * smile *

I love this story !!!! I just really like it to describe Kai`s feelings !!! I try to understand him, to put myself in his shoes, so that my stories become more detailed ... Unfortunately, Kai's reactions don't quite fit again ... but Kai's character is not that simple ... anyway I hope how with the previous 2 Kapis, that you don't mind ... The way I described him, Kai is for me ... An insecure little boy who longs for nothing other than a person to catch him. .. that is close to him ... although he throws himself a spanner in the works by being always so cold and cold ... but that's the way he is ... he has his own protective wall around him ... he lives in his own little dream world ... In my story I tried to describe that ... his fears and his shyness are very important for the course of the story ... I hope you got it all right! !!!I thank EVERYONE who read my story !!!!! As I wrote at the beginning, this is very important to me !!!! Regardless of whether I get criticism or praise for my work ... I am happy that someone took the time to read my story ... that really really means a lot to me !!!! THANK YOU !!!!!

lg Magic_lady.