I am tired of life.
Depressed by my worst fears.
And if you have to leave me I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. These wounds seem
not to heal. The pain is just too real. It
is too much for me of the time
to forget. When you cried, I dried your tears. When you screamed
I would have taken your fear away
I've been holding your hand all these years. You tried to confuse me with your illuminating glow.
But now I'm bound to the life that you left
Has. Your face once visited my beautiful dreams
your voice
stole my mind
I've tried so many times to forget you.
Even though you're still inside of me, I am the whole
Alone time.

I hate you.