I hide behind a facade. But, oh god, I feel I've been lied to
I have managed to lose all faith in these things
I am now awakened to find myself
In the shadows of everything I've made
I'm addicted to being lost in you
Crawl through this world like the sick rivers through my veins
I look inside myself, but my heart has changed
I can not go on like that
I hate all that I'll be
Lost in a dying world, I want to achieve more
I've gotten tired of the lie that I'm living

My black backpack is full of broken dreams
20 euros should get me through the week
Never uttered a word of dissatisfaction
I've fought a thousand times, but now I'm leaving home.
Here in the shadows I am sure, I am free
I don't have to go anywhere anymore
But I can't stay where I don't belong
Two months go by and it gets coldI know I am not lost, I am just alone
But I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna give up
I can't go back now
To wake up is to know who I really am
Show me the shadow where the real meaning lies
So much more is being created, in empty eyes ...