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Fanfic: Say ain't isn't so
Subtitle: (Oder: Bleib bei mir, ich kann ohne dich nicht sein
Chapter: Part 1 - The truth is ...
Part 1 - The truth is ...
Exactly a year had now passed. Conan had shrunk exactly a year from that day. He had lived with Ran and Kogoro for ages and still he hadn't had the courage to tell them who he really was. He didn't want anything more ardently. He wanted to get rid of it, but he wasn't sure how the two of them would react. He was afraid ... afraid that they would throw him out of the house and never want to see him in their lives again. These thoughts had repeatedly led him away from the truth and so he kept spinning it on. This damn web of lies and now he couldn't resolve it unless he finally managed to say what was going on. But he was able to talk as much as he wanted, and he kept pulling back. He was a coward. Sonoko was right. Shinichi Kudo was a coward. He couldn't tell them that he had shrunk, and yet he had nothing more to fear.The organization was in jail, but despite everything it wasn't big. Ai still had to get the ingredients for the antidote together. But it wasn't that easy at all. She had to travel to different countries to get it. Conan would have liked to accompany them, but Ai turned him back. She said he should do clear ship now. Even his best friend (apart from Ran) said he should finally tell them the truth. He was supposed to tell the whole truth, but Ai and the others couldn't have known how difficult it was. Kogoro and Ran were still a book with seven seals to the little one. He'd been living with the two of them for so long. He didn't know how they felt, how they thought ...
He just didn't understand the two of them. Conan sat on the balcony railing (don't imitate ^^ Is dangerous) ... He was lost in thought. Was torn from earth. He was in his own world. The world that no one else was allowed to enter.It was his world. She was his. All of his thoughts and memories were hidden within her. All of his feelings ... his love for Ran. This world kept all these things until Conan got rid of them. It also saved the truth. Should she get rid of Conan that quickly? She was in good hands here. Nobody would find them. Conan couldn't cope with the situation anymore. The network continued to stretch. Without that he even noticed it. He didn't want to, but he was caught. Couldn't get out of the situation unless he was telling the truth, but he couldn't. With her he would also reveal his feelings for Ran and he wasn't sure whether Ran would reciprocate them.
Conan was devastated. He was in a position where no one could help him. He was on his own. Was helpless. The different feelings in his body overwhelmed him. You spoiled (Funny expression, I know, but I couldn't think of a better one at the moment.Unfortunately, I don't know whether this expression really exists. At least my[stupid]Word doesn't know it. If you feel the same way, don't worry. You are not the only ones. I'm just so old word inventor[ask my Sis, she will confirm this]) his situation even more. He knew neither in nor out. He had never felt like this in his life. He thought after the organization was out of the way that everything would be fine, but he was wrong. More than ever in his life. Back then he couldn't have known how much courage it would take to tell the truth. As much courage as he never had in his life. He just couldn't bring it up. Even though he wanted it so badly. He was a liar. He could not believe it. Only now did he realize what he had done. He had betrayed her - she betrayed his great love. He had betrayed her. More than he'd ever betrayed anyone else.He had lied to the person who was most important to him like never before to anyone else. Conan couldn't believe it. He was sad, angry and desperate all at the same time. He couldn't tell Ran the truth. He wouldn't be able to cope with that himself. That would kill him. But he had to do something. He couldn't go on lying. He had to tell the truth. But what if Ran then hated him. He could never forgive himself for that. What should he do now? Nobody gave him an answer to that question. There was no one to help him in this situation. He needed this help so badly. He needed someone to support him, to help him with advice and action. But was there such a person at all? Was there anyone who could ever help him? Wasn't it that he had always been alone? His parents had left him alone. The professor hasn't been the same since that one attempt (he tried to clone himself ... Well somehow it didn't quite work out that way and now he's a bit crazy in his head[Copyright by mior ...]Well, I remember not maybe I'll put him in the trap ... They'll get him back for sure ... But I don't know yet whether Agasa is so important for the story now.Let yourself be surprised. I still have no right plan what could happen in the story ... So many individual Fezen in my head. Until I sorted them out, five years have passed[I'm just listening to the song]... Great ... T_T). If Ran and Kogoro were to leave him now, he would really be all alone. Conan tried to imagine that. It was terrible. This imagination. All alone ... No more friends. No, he didn't want to let it get that far. He had to think of something else.
Conan on the railing of the balcony for a long time. Couldn't think clearly anymore. Everything was spinning in him. He was looking for answers to the questions that gave him a headache. But he could search as much as he wanted. He didn't find her. He did not find it in the world that he had created especially in order to always find answers when he was looking for some. That's what she was there for in the end. But now that he had so many questions, he couldn't find a single answer.This thing was harder than a criminal case. Little Shinichi kept looking, but he could try as hard as he wanted, he found nothing. No answers, no other solution to this problem. He really didn't know what to do anymore. If he was telling the truth, he might have lost a good friend (Kogoro) and his love. If he didn't say it, however, he would have to keep spinning the web of lies and then there was soon really no way out ... Unfortunately ... He wished so much. That there was another way out than having to tell the truth, but he couldn't find one. He had to tell the truth, even if that could be the end between him and Ran ... He had to take this risk ... There was no other way. He had to tell the truth ... Conan was just wondering how best to do it. He was so immersed in his thoughts that he didn't even realize that Ran had been behind him for a long time.She stared at the little one. "Conan ... I think you should get down from there that can be very dangerous ... You can fall down very easily." Conan was startled ... He turned around ... Looked straight in the face of Ran. But the next moment he fell over backwards - into the void ... Down. He still tried to hold on, but kept falling ...
Suddenly he felt a firm handshake ... Ran held his hand tight ... "I told you it was dangerous ... But you didn't listen to me. Now you have a mess ... If I don't now had been there, you'd probably be dead now and no one could have prevented it ... "she whispered. Her hand was sweating. You could tell that she couldn't hold the little one much longer. Conan was sure that his life was over here. "I'm sorry Ran ... I probably should have told you a lot sooner, but I was scared of losing you, but now I'm losing you one way or another .... So I'm sorry ... I did lied to you all the time ... all the time i spent with you.You thought you would spend it with Conan Edogawa, but you spent it with Shinichi Kudo ... I ... I am Shinichi ... "He tells Ran the whole story of the Black Organization and the Poison. Ran could I can't grasp everything ... "You ... you liar ... I hate you ... Why did you lie to me ?? "" You would have been in danger otherwise ... ", Conan replied quietly ... But then he noticed how Ran's hand came away from his and he continued to lean into the depths
Author's comment: Well, that's the new FF ... I hope you read a few and I get a few clerks. I would of course be happy ... I haven't started the sequel to Numb, but I will ... Promise ... Be a little patient with me, I'm not the fastest ...
hel
bine
PS: Until the next part
Exactly a year had now passed. Conan had shrunk exactly a year from that day. He had lived with Ran and Kogoro for ages and still he hadn't had the courage to tell them who he really was. He didn't want anything more ardently. He wanted to get rid of it, but he wasn't sure how the two of them would react. He was afraid ... afraid that they would throw him out of the house and never want to see him in their lives again. These thoughts had repeatedly led him away from the truth and so he kept spinning it on. This damn web of lies and now he couldn't resolve it unless he finally managed to say what was going on. But he was able to talk as much as he wanted, and he kept pulling back. He was a coward. Sonoko was right. Shinichi Kudo was a coward. He couldn't tell them that he had shrunk, and yet he had nothing more to fear.The organization was in jail, but despite everything it wasn't big. Ai still had to get the ingredients for the antidote together. But it wasn't that easy at all. She had to travel to different countries to get it. Conan would have liked to accompany them, but Ai turned him back. She said he should do clear ship now. Even his best friend (apart from Ran) said he should finally tell them the truth. He was supposed to tell the whole truth, but Ai and the others couldn't have known how difficult it was. Kogoro and Ran were still a book with seven seals to the little one. He'd been living with the two of them for so long. He didn't know how they felt, how they thought ...
He just didn't understand the two of them. Conan sat on the balcony railing (don't imitate ^^ Is dangerous) ... He was lost in thought. Was torn from earth. He was in his own world. The world that no one else was allowed to enter.It was his world. She was his. All of his thoughts and memories were hidden within her. All of his feelings ... his love for Ran. This world kept all these things until Conan got rid of them. It also saved the truth. Should she get rid of Conan that quickly? She was in good hands here. Nobody would find them. Conan couldn't cope with the situation anymore. The network continued to stretch. Without that he even noticed it. He didn't want to, but he was caught. Couldn't get out of the situation unless he was telling the truth, but he couldn't. With her he would also reveal his feelings for Ran and he wasn't sure whether Ran would reciprocate them.
Conan was devastated. He was in a position where no one could help him. He was on his own. Was helpless. The different feelings in his body overwhelmed him. You spoiled (Funny expression, I know, but I couldn't think of a better one at the moment.Unfortunately, I don't know whether this expression really exists. At least my[stupid]Word doesn't know it. If you feel the same way, don't worry. You are not the only ones. I'm just so old word inventor[ask my Sis, she will confirm this]) his situation even more. He knew neither in nor out. He had never felt like this in his life. He thought after the organization was out of the way that everything would be fine, but he was wrong. More than ever in his life. Back then he couldn't have known how much courage it would take to tell the truth. As much courage as he never had in his life. He just couldn't bring it up. Even though he wanted it so badly. He was a liar. He could not believe it. Only now did he realize what he had done. He had betrayed her - she betrayed his great love. He had betrayed her. More than he'd ever betrayed anyone else.He had lied to the person who was most important to him like never before to anyone else. Conan couldn't believe it. He was sad, angry and desperate all at the same time. He couldn't tell Ran the truth. He wouldn't be able to cope with that himself. That would kill him. But he had to do something. He couldn't go on lying. He had to tell the truth. But what if Ran then hated him. He could never forgive himself for that. What should he do now? Nobody gave him an answer to that question. There was no one to help him in this situation. He needed this help so badly. He needed someone to support him, to help him with advice and action. But was there such a person at all? Was there anyone who could ever help him? Wasn't it that he had always been alone? His parents had left him alone. The professor hasn't been the same since that one attempt (he tried to clone himself ... Well somehow it didn't quite work out that way and now he's a bit crazy in his head[Copyright by mior ...]Well, I remember not maybe I'll put him in the trap ... They'll get him back for sure ... But I don't know yet whether Agasa is so important for the story now.Let yourself be surprised. I still have no right plan what could happen in the story ... So many individual Fezen in my head. Until I sorted them out, five years have passed[I'm just listening to the song]... Great ... T_T). If Ran and Kogoro were to leave him now, he would really be all alone. Conan tried to imagine that. It was terrible. This imagination. All alone ... No more friends. No, he didn't want to let it get that far. He had to think of something else.
Conan on the railing of the balcony for a long time. Couldn't think clearly anymore. Everything was spinning in him. He was looking for answers to the questions that gave him a headache. But he could search as much as he wanted. He didn't find her. He did not find it in the world that he had created especially in order to always find answers when he was looking for some. That's what she was there for in the end. But now that he had so many questions, he couldn't find a single answer.This thing was harder than a criminal case. Little Shinichi kept looking, but he could try as hard as he wanted, he found nothing. No answers, no other solution to this problem. He really didn't know what to do anymore. If he was telling the truth, he might have lost a good friend (Kogoro) and his love. If he didn't say it, however, he would have to keep spinning the web of lies and then there was soon really no way out ... Unfortunately ... He wished so much. That there was another way out than having to tell the truth, but he couldn't find one. He had to tell the truth, even if that could be the end between him and Ran ... He had to take this risk ... There was no other way. He had to tell the truth ... Conan was just wondering how best to do it. He was so immersed in his thoughts that he didn't even realize that Ran had been behind him for a long time.She stared at the little one. "Conan ... I think you should get down from there that can be very dangerous ... You can fall down very easily." Conan was startled ... He turned around ... Looked straight in the face of Ran. But the next moment he fell over backwards - into the void ... Down. He still tried to hold on, but kept falling ...
Suddenly he felt a firm handshake ... Ran held his hand tight ... "I told you it was dangerous ... But you didn't listen to me. Now you have a mess ... If I don't now had been there, you'd probably be dead now and no one could have prevented it ... "she whispered. Her hand was sweating. You could tell that she couldn't hold the little one much longer. Conan was sure that his life was over here. "I'm sorry Ran ... I probably should have told you a lot sooner, but I was scared of losing you, but now I'm losing you one way or another .... So I'm sorry ... I did lied to you all the time ... all the time i spent with you.You thought you would spend it with Conan Edogawa, but you spent it with Shinichi Kudo ... I ... I am Shinichi ... "He tells Ran the whole story of the Black Organization and the Poison. Ran could I can't grasp everything ... "You ... you liar ... I hate you ... Why did you lie to me ?? "" You would have been in danger otherwise ... ", Conan replied quietly ... But then he noticed how Ran's hand came away from his and he continued to lean into the depths
Author's comment: Well, that's the new FF ... I hope you read a few and I get a few clerks. I would of course be happy ... I haven't started the sequel to Numb, but I will ... Promise ... Be a little patient with me, I'm not the fastest ...
hel
bine
PS: Until the next part