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Fanfic: In the end
Subtitle: (oder: Kommt Liebe gegen Hass an?)
Chapter: Part 1 - feelings
Part 1 - feelings
Some time had passed now. Ran still couldn't sleep soundly, but it wasn't because of Shinichi's suicide anymore ... No, it was much more because of herself. She had tried to kill herself too, she just couldn't believe that. That just could not be the case. Ran didn't understand. If she had spoken to Shinichi again (how she was in a coma), she could not understand it. She didn't want it either. Now she couldn't imagine that anymore. Killing yourself. Ran shook it at the thought. After speaking to her lover again, she could laugh again. She was open to new things again. Ran had sworn to start all over again. She had cut and dyed her hair (see character description ...) She had also had her ears pierced and she now also had a small nasal stone. Yes, she felt like she was born again. Her character had changed too.She was much more self-confident than before, always said everything she thought, said her opinions and she laughed a lot more than usual. It was just a good feeling that flowed through her and she knew exactly ... Shinichi was always with her, no matter what would happen. He would always be by her side. To stand by her forever, even if she did not see him. Ran was happy. Possibly happier than ever in their lives. She was ready to start a new life. Now she could finally show herself to the world again. She was the old, funny, happy Ran that everyone had already missed.
But not only the appearance of Ran had changed. Everything was different. She was much happier than she was in her life. She had made new friends. She had got a lot of new admirers (including: Saguru and a guy from her class who is a dork ^^), but she didn't want any of them. Her heart belonged exclusively to this one person, from whom she actually would not have believed it anymore.He was the only thing that didn't quite go into her new life. She didn't understand how to fall in love with this guy. Ran was sitting in her room and had a picture of these people in hand. She was looking for the answer to the question 'Why? ', but she didn't find it at first. She looked into his eyes. They were exactly the same eyes as Shinichi's ... Was that the reason? No, that couldn't be ... That couldn't be ... Just because of the eyes ... Impossible ... She continued to ponder it. But the more she thought about it, the more she didn't understand. Who was so stupid and fell in love with someone you didn't even know personally? The only thing Ran knew about him was that he was very famous and that he had a dangerous job. But that was it. She didn't know more than that and then she falls in love with this boy.
That sounded kind of crazy. Ran laughed out loud. Her heart pounded wildly as she pronounced the name 'Kaito ... Kaito Kid'.She had actually fallen in love with a thief. Suddenly Ran remembered that it had already been the case before. She'd been in love with the Kaito Kid before. That was just before the suicide attempt. But it was a little different back then. At that time, Shinichi was still buzzing around in her head and the two were fighting with each other. During this time, however, Shinichi had made the race. But now it looked very different. Now her heart belonged only to the Kaito Kid. The master thief 1412, also known as the Phantomkid. Ran had butterflies in her stomach the whole time, she hadn't even felt like that when she was in love with Shinichi. Her heart was pounding so hard it almost hurt. She had never felt this way before. Never in her life. She had never been so in love before. There has never been such a strong feeling in her. Ran was happy. She was glad that she could fall in love again. At last she was able to carry this wonderful feeling and hear her heart pounding.Since she had lost Shinichi, she only had sadness and loneliness in her and now, now it was joy, happiness and love again. Ran was so happy that she thought she was floating on a cloud. At that point in time, she felt as if happiness could no longer be taken from her. But it wasn't as she was soon to find out. Because soon she would cry the tears of loneliness and despair again. But at this point in time, Ran had no idea of any of this.
Ran looked at the clock. Out of sheer thoughts, she had completely forgotten that we had an appointment with Sonoko in the swimming pool for almost 10 minutes. As quickly as possible she packed a few towels and her new bikini in her black bag and set off. It was a beautiful, sunny Friday afternoon. Ideal for swimming. Sonoko and Ran really chose the best day of the week. Luck really seemed to haunt Ran. She was sure that Shinichi had something to do with it.Ran laughed again. It was just too good to be true.
Ran had reached the swimming pool in the meantime and looked around searchingly. It wasn't long before she saw Sonoko. She walked slowly towards them. Sonoko wasn't alone, however. Next to her lay another person with whom she seemed to be talking. It was a male person as was clearly visible. "Hi Sonoko ... How are you? Sorry that I'm so late. I was lost in thought.", Ran said softly, to which Sonoko replied loudly: "Well, Ran everything okay? Isn't it so bad that you are so late I met a very cute guy there. His name is Kaito Kuroba and he is just as old as we are ... I just had fun with him for so long "Ran thought nothing more about it. She also didn't notice how Kaito kept looking at her with hateful eyes. Her thoughts still revolved around Phantomkid. Without knowing that he was very close to her, she began to rave about him in front of Sonoko."Oh Sonoko ... I don't know. I fell completely in love with the Kaito Kid and I only know him from the TV ... That's funny. For a while I thought I could only love Shinichi and then I saw I made him and it made Flupp. Oh, that's such a nice feeling. I can't even describe it ... "She continued to talk about her feelings for the thief for a while, then went into the water with her friend.
Kaito sat there and looked after Ran with an angry look. He couldn't believe that this bitch (sorry to all Ran fans) had fallen in love with him. Because of her, Aoko had been killed and now she fell in love with him too. He hated her so much. He was no longer under control. He wanted to run after her and kill her, but he was just barely able to keep himself in line. He couldn't believe it all. He had changed since the day Aoko died. It was probably the biggest change in his life.Because he had only dealt with Ran. He had watched her, checked her entire life. He was looking for a weak point in her. But he just couldn't find any. This "stupid little bitch" (* take cover * PLEASE DO NOT BEAT) just had no weak point. She was just perfect and that didn't fit Kaito at all. That really disgusted him. Kaito's hatred for the unsuspecting Ran just got worse. He couldn't hold it back. He didn't want to hold back the hatred either. He felt fine. He had found someone to blame for his girlfriend's death and that was good ... That
did damn well and he didn't care to show it off too. And so he sank into thought and thought of a grandiose plan how he could destroy the entire life of the Ran Mori ...
Author's comment: Well that's the sequel to Numb. I wrote the chapter in an hour. I hope you like it anyway.You can also write clerks ^^