so, after a long, long time here is finally the next chapter. I know that I promised many that I would continue writing straight away, but I just had a lot of stress and little time. Thank you very much to everyone who wrote to commissioners and I will try to consider all suggestions and suggestions for improvement.
I dedicate this chapter to all of you and especially to Akane, Loki, Musa, Roni and a lot of others who will already know who is meant. HEL!
Logically also to everyone who wrote me a commi XD

Remarks:
"..." someone says something
° ... ° someone thinks something
(...) my stupid comments ^^

here we go:

Determined, Kagome went to the curtain and pushed it aside ...
... and my eyes widened in shock. Inuyasha was actually sitting there - only you could hardly tell. Because his red suikan was covered all over with dust, as well as skin and hair. There was another sneeze, then a suppressed curse. Kagome stared at him in utter amazement.“Inuyasha ... you here?” The half-demon looked at her uncomfortably. ° Oh shit, I had imagined the reunion differently ... ° While neither of the two could utter a word, Kagome was overcome by a confusion of emotions. Of course, she was still hurt because he had met Kikyou, but there was also unruly joy because he had come. She said she laughed at the same time (Inuyasha also looked too weird, so completely dusty * g *) and had to cry. You could also tell from the Hanyou that he was struggling for control, and that where he was often enough masterfully to hide his thoughts. The girl and the half-demon were still staring at each other without saying anything. Then, as if on command, they both looked away. ° What should I tell him? And why are we so embarrassed? ° Kagome wasn't sure what to do. She looked at Inuyasha. He also looked at her again. ° How am I supposed to tell her? ° He took heart and began. "I- I came to uh ... I mean ... - I wanted ... uh ..." ° Well, that was a great start.I just can't do that. ° Embarrassed silence again. Kagome's look turned sad. “You came to get the Shikon splinter, didn't you?” She looked at him sadly and reproachfully. ° Aha °, she thought, ° he's only here to get the Shikon no Tama. ° Involuntarily she felt for the splinter of the jewel, which almost always hung on a chain around her neck. ° That's the only reason why he came. That probably means that he finally wants to call it a day. It breaks my heart. °
Inuyasha opened her eyes in amazement. But then he understood. ° Of course she thinks so, you idiot. At first you don't answer, and then you hide from her, and now you stand here like a doused poodle and don't know what to say. ° His inner conscience bothered him a lot. ° Well come on ... How long do you want to wait? She looks so pissed off anyway. But better "Osuwari" ("Make way!") Than nothing ... (^^) °
The hanyou finally took heart."Ahem ... No. No, I didn't mean to." Damn lump in his throat. He could bite himself. After all, he was doing one of the biggest idiots on earth.
Kagome turned to Inuyasha, looked at him, but remained silent.
“Oh, hell, I wanted to get you back.” Inuyasha didn't dare to look her in the eye, so he looked down at the dusty ground and shuffled his feet restlessly. (* cough * he actually looks like a poodle ...- red with a lot of dust in the fur * lol *)
Kagome's eyes widened. The sight that Inuyasha presented was rare enough. She couldn't remember seeing him so contrite lately. Without even realizing it, she brushed a strand of her long black hair back from her face. ° Of course I'm happy. But we can't just pretend nothing has happened. What about Kikyou? Has he made up his mind? °
Inuyasha seemed to sense her thoughts. He looked at her seriously before answering, "I couldn't help myself, Kagome.Kikyou ... When she's around, I can't think of anything else. It is as if ... "He paused for a moment and considered." ... yes, as if we are being drawn to each other. I know how it hurts you. Excuse me. I am sorry."
Kagome was stunned. Inuyasha apologized to her? She turned her head to him and looked at him. Inside she still felt ... well, actually you couldn't describe those feelings. Everything seemed to be spinning at the same time. She was just confused and needed time to think. Still, it was completely serious when she answered him. "It's okay, Inuyasha" ° It's good to say your name. It is good that he is here. ° (Which devil is riding me ?????) She continued. "I can understand that. You don't need to justify or apologize."
Inuyasha started. "Yes! I will not do it again!" When Kagome was silent, (he would do it anyway) he felt even more guilty.Once again he didn't dare look her in the eye. Why did everything in this world that had to do with feelings have to be so difficult? He stopped. "I ... I can't promise you, Kagome. I'm sorry, but I can't promise you that I'll never see Kikyou again. I don't want to lie to you. And I know that I will give you a lot Demand. "Again he faltered. ° What should I say? How can I justify myself for something that cannot be justified? I feel dog (literally * g *) miserable. °
"Thank you, Inuyasha," Kagome said softly. "It's okay." ° There is no point in thinking about it any longer. °
Again there was silence. Embarrassment seemed to stand between like a wall.
Finally the hanyou gave a jerk. "Are you going to return? Do you want to .." He hesitated for a moment. “Do you want to come back to me?” There were so many things he couldn't tell her. Way too much.And he didn't know what to do if she said no now. A future without Kagome seemed ... unimaginable. She just belonged in the group. Without her, he, Sango, Miroku, Shippo and he wouldn’t get along. Why didn't Kagome say anything?
The girl looked at him searchingly. "Do you really want that?"
It was clear. He shouldn't have expected that everything would just turn out fine. Typical Kagome to ask something like that from him. And as always when she did, he found it difficult to answer. But he would rather fight a thousand demons at once than lose Kagome now. The whole thing was slowly but surely really frustrating him. Didn't she understand? Did she really not understand what he had been through? Of course, he'd hurt her, and it was worse than usual. When he thought about it, he kept hurting her. After all, they argued almost every day. It was tiring. And often enough painful for him - just because of "Osuwari!", which had a devastating effect because of the accursed rosary. Who wanted to be knocked to the ground whenever a human girl liked it? Still ...-
Inuyasha got up and approached Kagome. Then he took a deep breath. Something like that took some effort. "We need you. You give us a home. Think of Sango, Miroku and Shippo!" ° Think of me ° he added in his mind, but did not say it out loud.
Kagome still looked at him uncertainly. She didn't understand herself. ° What is the matter with me? Why am I hesitating? I want to go back, and he also came to get me. What could I want more? ° Nevertheless she remained silent.
Inuyasha was more or less desperate. Great, now she made him fidget too. It had taken so much effort for him to stand here in front of her and tell her things that he had never said to anyone before. Unfortunately that wasn't enough. The thought that Kagome would refuse to come back was so painful that he took one more step towards her.(The thought that anyone will read this FF is so terrible that I stab myself ... * take a knife and stab myself in the heart * XD)
Inuyasha himself didn't know what he was up to until he Kagome held his arm. "Don't you get it? We need you. I need you," he whispered. (* schnulz * omg) The girl made big eyes. Sure, it wasn't the first time he'd hugged her. (A dusty shrine like that is a great place for that * lol *) But he only did it when he was very worried about her, or when a lot of moving things went through his head. Like now. Apparently she was worth more to him than she'd thought. Her heart jumped. Then she relaxed and rested her head on his shoulder. ° I need you too ... °, she thought. "Inuyasha ..."
He looked at her seriously. "Will you come back to me? Can you forgive me?"
Kagome smiled slightly. “Of course.” Inuyasha smiled back involuntarily."Hm .. Do you want to stay here in your time?" The girl considered. "No, not really," she replied. "But I have to let mom know first and", she looked down at herself with a laugh, "change my clothes."
The Hanyou gently released himself from the embrace and looked puzzled and then somewhat contrite at her school uniform. When he had hugged her - full of dust as he was - the dust had settled on her clothes too. (Good thing he didn't have to sneeze anymore * lol *) "Oh ... I'm sorry."
Kagome laughed. His ears twitched without him wanting to. Fortunately, she didn't notice how happy he was to hear her laugh. After all, he missed him. "Don't worry, it doesn't matter. Do you want to wait a moment?"
Without waiting for the answer, she ran back into the house from the shrine. Inuyasha looked after her in amazement. Always these mood swings ... - he would never handle it. After all, she was his old Kagome again. He stepped outside the shrine and was puzzled to find that the sun was shining.Had she done that before? If so, then he hadn't noticed.

When Kagome walked across the courtyard, she hardly wasted a thought on what had happened four days earlier. She pushed the thought of Kikyou and Inuyasha together completely aside, which was typical of her. The girl was just happy. Well, everything wasn't perfect and peace, joy, pancakes, but ...
In her heart she felt joy again, which felt cozy and warm. ° Inuyasha has come ... nothing else matters. ° (hmpf. How naive ^^)
With a transfigured smile, she entered her house, which she had left ten minutes earlier. She also showed up again in the kitchen, where the rest of the