Konnichiwa.

Here's something new from me again.

[b]I'm just standing in the way of both of us[b]

I wish I could stay here
and not that something deep inside me
wishes to get out of here.
I wish I really would feel this way
how i pretend
I wish I would really only see you as a friend
as it is sometimes the appearance and I believe it myself.

But too often the disappointment comes.
Unfortunately I still have to admit too often
that it is not true that there is still something deep inside of me,
what cannot tear itself away.
I keep remembering
that I can't stay longer
Because I'll never get away from you here.

That's why i have to go
just stand in the way of both of us.
It can't go on like this forever!
So i will go soon
'Cause I'm just standing in the way of both of us

It won't be easy for me
to go from here.
But if I stayed here
I would break someday
I can hardly stand it anymoreand I'm scared back in
to betray your presence.

I wish I could do it too
when i'm here
but that will never be the case.
I wish it would be easier for me
to get over it.
I wish I was strong enough
and not so weak.

That's why i have to go
just stand in the way of both of us.
It can't go on like this forever!
So i will go soon
'Cause I'm just standing in the way of both of us

~ * ~ * ~ * Owari * ~ * ~ * ~

I ask for clerks!

Y mata no,
your Cybertila