"I'll go then," said Chaz. He took his bag and shortly afterwards his car could be heard leaving the driveway. Now Kenji and Anna were all alone in his brother's big house. He was really busy as he had to pay rent and feed two other people at the same time. But he was happy to have his brother and his girlfriend live with him. Then he wasn't so alone anymore. "Hey," said Kenji, "what do we do now? It's the first day of vacation." "I don't know," said Anna. She had a bad feeling again. They both thought it would be a good idea to just make out. They did that for a while when suddenly the lights went out. Anna screamed, Kenji wanted to run to the light switch to turn the light back on, but Anna held him. He managed to tear himself away and dived for the light switch. He went insane. It wasn't the lights that had gone out, but the power cut. In her panic Anna forgot that it was even darker outside than inside and stormed off.Before Kenji could stop her, she had run out of sight into the deep darkness. Much too lightly dressed for such weather. He didn't know what to do now. He called Chaz: "Hey, I have a problem .." "What's wrong?" Chazy asked. He had a bad feeling. "Well the light went out and I tried to turn it on again, but the power was gone. Anna ran into the darkness. What should I do? You are looking?" "Yes, that's the best. Take the keys and flashlight and look for her! " he hung up. Kenji was desperate. He didn't know where the fuse box was so that he could at least turn on the light to look for the flashlight. So he ran around with a lighter and after a long search finally found a flashlight. The batteries were weak, but they were just enough to light the way into his room, when the batteries were too full. He took his key from the board, put on a warm jacket and took another one with him for Anna.He threw himself into the deep darkness.

For two hours now he had been running through the nothing into which the darkness had turned the peasantry. He ran. He was afraid to stop. He had followed their footsteps as they were the only clue. He kept looking down. There her bare feet had stepped into the cold snow. She really has to relax, he thought and made her way through an upcoming snowstorm. She hasn't been wearing much anymore ... it's really amazing how far a person who is afraid of or in the dark can walk in it. He was afraid for her and therefore didn't dare to stop and take a good breath. He had to find her as soon as possible. After only five minutes she got such a shock that she barricaded herself for days and remained silent. Without knowing where he was following her, he rushed on down the road. Suddenly the footprints faded. He had no idea what that was supposed to mean.Then they were gone completely. But there were now tire tracks. Now if someone has kidnapped her ... he thought. But he couldn't overtake a car on foot, so he decided to go home. He just remembered the direction the car must have been going. Winterberg.

Figure. 09

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do will distract me
When I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cuz from the infinite words I could say
I put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it a part of me

(It never goes away, never goes away)

And now ...
You've become a part of me
(You'll always be right here)
You've become a part of me
(You'll always be my fear)
I can't separate
(Myself from what I've done)
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

Hearing your name, the memories come back again
I remember when it started happeningI'd see you in every thought I had
And then, my thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them
And everyday I regret saying those things
Cuz now I see that
I took what I hated and made it a part of me

(It never goes away, never goes away)

And now ...
You've become a part of me
(You'll always be right here)
You've become a part of me
(You'll always be my fear)
I can't separate
(Myself from what I've done)
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you