Akane don't do it!

Akane's point of view
I sit in front of my desk and look at what is written:
Dear Diary,
I don't know how long I can go on living like this. It's been for years now
already so. I carry everything around with me and now I can no longer slowly.
Why doesn't Ranma like me? Every day he snaps at me and with everyone
Word makes my heart heavier and I've had enough Dad and sir
Saotome keep on howling, playing go, or trying me and Ranma
to couple. Yes, I love him, but he doesn't me, which he does all the time
repeats: Who would get into such a macho woman with big thighs?
flat as a board, fall in love? These are his words. I love him, however
I cannot and will not continue to live like this! Even Kasumi goes to me with hers
Constant grins on the nerves, not to mention Nabiki with hers
Money counting. And especially shampoo, Ukyo, Kodachi, Kuno and our teacher wife
Ninomiya! She's annoying!She behaves like a toddler all the time! Today were
we are reminded of the school trip to Hokkaido, to the sea. Tomorrow it will start.
I can't take you with me; I don't want someone to be this sentimental
Feelings reads. I'm going to put my class to the test, and I'll do it
so ... (I don't write it down now, you'll find out soon enough
* fg *). Well, if what I think happens, then I really do it
Suicide. Yes, I know, I've tried several times, but read it
because of my family, but I want to test again whether I can
really have no friends or admirers in the class. Maybe Ranma is reading
one day and remember that this stupid macho woman
maybe had a heart after all. Sure, I pretend to be strong and inviolable
in front of the boys but what else should I do? They only hurt you. I
I'll never open up to them like I once did. I trusted, but I did
got disappointed.No, one time is enough for me. Never again, I swore to myself
Back then, never again will I let anyone into my heart. First my mother and
then my girlfriend. No, it was enough, I couldn't take any more. I was
quiet and withdrawn at the following funeral service. Realized then
me no one again. At first I wanted to make people curious by
stayed quiet and hoped that maybe someone would confront me,
but nobody seemed to notice. So I acted strong and aloof. I
built an invisible wall around me. That worked, from then on, I pulled the
Guys magically. But they didn't interest me. I just wanted to
work out. I wanted to somehow relieve my frustration and not see anyone. The
was of course perfect. But then I fell in love with Dr. Tofu,
but soon the painful realization came that he was in love with Kasumi.
I was simply denied everyone. I just put on fake smiles.But that was my secret, nobody noticed. That hurt. I would
just did not notice. Nobody saw the pain eat its way deep inside me.
But no, no more sentimentality. But then Ranma stepped into mine
Life. Many people talk about fate. Was it really fate that
killed my mother? Was it really fate that my girlfriend did this?
caused to commit suicide? I will probably do the same to her.
Was it fate that I met Ranma? Then it was probably fate that it was
is a one-sided love. I had never told Ranma what I meant for him
felt, but the way he treated me, he just had to hate me.
Well, dear diary, I don't know how often I've already written something like that
have. Probably an uncountable number of times, but tomorrow, tomorrow I'll be myself
probably kill. Tomorrow...
Akane ...

That's really quite sentimental, lucky that only I read it, Ranma
I would have made fun of it and teased me.Well me
I'm curious how the test will end tomorrow. Although, I think I know
the result...

~ The next day ~
Today, today the decision will be made. That day there was no quarrel between
me and Ranma instead. It's funny. We were even on time! Rose together
we on the bus. But we didn't sit next to each other. I was sitting next to a friend
from me. I once confided to her that I was in love with Ranma. Short
then it was known to the entire class. I didn't forgive her.
But, what surprised me, it was not passed on to Ranma. What am I there
What I didn't know yet was that the entire class also knew that Ranma was in
me was. It had been spread in exactly the same way that it had been distributed to me. The
The whole class, together with Ms. Ninomiya, had decided to pair us up.
Well, so there was only one bed in Hokkaido for two per room. The whole
Class had already agreed in advance who is in a room with whom, so thatonly me and Ranma remained. So we inevitably had to do one
Share room and bed. So came what had to come in the evening:
"Woe to you taking liberties!"
"Who cares about such a macho woman, without any charms, since she is as flat as a board."
I took a deep breath and said to myself, No, Akane, leave your mallet in place. This is your last day! At least today pull yourself together
and be happy!
"Well then. But I'm warning you."
I lay down on my side of the bed and stayed awake. Well, he was sleeping. I got up quietly and took my diary out of my backpack. I had taken it with me after all. I made my entry and put it away carefully. I hadn't noticed that Ranma
was still awake and watching me. When I lay down and fell asleep, he took out my diary and read what I had written. He sucked in a breath as he read how many suicide attempts I had already behind me and when he saw that I was planning one for tomorrow, he had resolved to stop me.Then he put it back in its old place and crawled back into bed. He stared at me
long before he fell asleep .;
She ... she is so pretty ... how can she be so sad and disappointed? She must know that I love her. How can my little Akane think of suicide? Doesn't she really know that she is totally popular? Of course I noticed how
forced her smile always looked ... I love her! '
Akane's point of view
"Ranma, get up! They're probably all waiting for us downstairs !! Come on, up with you!"
"Yep, as soon as you are out I will get dressed, because you didn't seriously expect me to change here in front of you!"
But at the same time Ranma paused and remembered what I had written. , Sh ... (I'm not writing it out now ...) Well, there's no going back! '
"Um ... Sorry Akane, I didn't mean it. But will you go outside please?"
"Yes."
The undertone was cold, but I smiled my usual friendly smile.I disappeared and shortly afterwards he heard me sit down in the anteroom and wait for him. I heard the shower turn on after a short while. I waited and after 15 minutes he came out again. Together we went downstairs to the dining room. Since everyone was already seated, we hurried to eat. And already, as expected, the teacher announced that we would go hiking today. Well, that was exactly my plan. I answered.
"Yes, Akane?"
Everyone turned to me.
"Um ... I'm not fine ... I would like to stay here."
"Good, uh .. Not good, one of you is staying here."
Says the woman Ninomiya and looks around the class. First a boy wanted to report, but his neighbor quickly stepped on his foot. I didn't notice. After a break, the teacher said that Ranma should stay here, after all, he was my fiancé. I refused and said that nobody had to stay here because of me. Usually everyone hated hiking, but I seemed even more loathed if I knew ... (I couldn't help myself * g *).For the sake of his honor, Ranma also fended off. Well, that didn't help either. I was actually glad that Ranma would be with me for the last few minutes or hours. The class did not pass the test. Now I was sure. Nobody liked me; but would I really bring myself to leave my entire family alone? I wouldn't be surprised if Paps would then pass away with grief. He still thinks I'm 'his little girl', but he's wrong. Enormous.
"Good. So Akane and Ranma, you stay here, will you?"
She didn't wait for an answer, but went straight back to the class.
"Come on, put on your jackets and shoes and go to the bathroom if you have to."
The group slowly broke up and in the end it was just me and Ranma (the donkey calls itself first). I whispered softly:
"Ranma, I think I'll make myself some tea ... in the kitchen. Do you want one too?"
"No, leave it."
But then the realization hit him with the force of a clap of thunder:I didn't want to make tea in the kitchen; I wanted to get a knife there.
Ranma's thoughts:
,Damn it! I have to talk my way out of it somehow so that she doesn't go into the kitchen! AH!! I have it!'
He snapped his fingers and I looked at him in amazement:
"What is it?"
"We have this little kettle upstairs, it's enough. And there are sockets too."
Up there, yes, he would tell me that he knew. I was confused. Why did he want to keep me from making tea? I looked at him with a mixture of confusion and fear; Afraid that maybe he did know. Then I shook my head. I just imagined it. I was getting really panicked! I have to pull myself together.
"But Ranma, with the kettle up there, I can just make a cup of tea. I use that down here. What's so bad about that?"
"What's so bad about that?"
He looked at me.
"Exactly what's so bad about that ?!"
"I'll explain that to you above.Are you coming?"
He took my hand and pulled me up the stairs with him. I read it happen, still quite surprised. My cheeks turned red, after all, because we weren't alone. The old woman who was just walking down the stairs smiled knowingly at us, but what made me even more embarrassed was what she said:
"What a lovely couple!"
I got even redder and could see Ranma, now red too, grinning slightly. I burst out laughing. I wasn't sure why and why, but I couldn't help myself. I laughed and laughed and didn't know any reason. Ranma pulled me on, which I hardly noticed. It was only when we were in the room that my laughter slowly stopped. Ranma just looked at me, fascinated.
, You ... she is sooo pretty! Especially when she's