So, something new from me again ^ - ^;
I hope that I have described the 'young man' well enough so that my angel notices that he is meant ..... XD
Maybe there will be a continuation, I don't know yet .....
By the way, I can only recommend the first movement of the moonlight sonata, totally awesome, I love it XD
I hope for a lot of criticism ^ - ^

Enjoy
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Black clouds pushed in front of the silver moon, the air was icy cold and rain fell on everything that could not save itself from it.
The city was silent and black, it seemed as if there was no life there.
A girl was standing on a skyscraper, curly blonde hair falling in gentle waves on her back. The wind tugged at her hair, blowing it into her face, but she didn't move, just stared at the starless black sky.Her black coat also played the game with the wind, but like her hair, it had no chance of winning the game.
Neither did the girl stand a chance of winning.
Tears ran down her face, dripped down from her chin onto her clothes when they weren't carried away by the wind.
She couldn't go on, she had to give up whether she wanted to or not, she had to do it. She'd tried, struggled, hid, asked for help. But they just didn't stop torturing them. Oh, of course there were always different ones, of course, but when some had stopped, others started this game. The girl clenched her pale hands into fists, but then loosened them again. 'Anger is not appropriate here. Go without anger, then you might be heard and don't have to go through that again ... 'she thought and hung her head.
Her blue-gray eyes showed determination.
'Today I do it, and then it will finally be over ... over and over.' were her next thoughts whereupon she started to smile, her smile was cold, without love, without joy .....She bent down and switched on the portable CD player, immediately the first movement of Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata rang out, it was one of her favorite songs .....
Next to the CD player lay 3 letters weighted down by stones.
One of them had the word "mother" in black letters, but it wasn't her own, it was that of the pc. The second read "Stepfather" also in the PC font. The third letter was different, there was also only one word on it, but this word was a name, this name was also black, but the writing was unclean and could only be that of the girl.
She looked at the letter that was closest to her, it was the one with the handwritten name, it was the name of a boy, her lover. Her eyes filled with tears again but she quickly wiped them away and smiled sadly. The girl got up and smiled a little happily when the silver light of the moon fell on her. "You want to see with your own eyes how I go, huh?"she whispered, staring up at the moon.
Black birds rose into the air and some feathers fell to the ground, but one feather was caught by it.
"What? You want to see it too?" she asked softly, staring at the sky. She took off her coat and a black long dress came to light, it was long-sleeved and had a high collar. She folded her coat neatly and laid it on the floor. She looked at the small "package" in her hand and smiled sadly, when she had swallowed the razor blades, there was no turning back, then she had to jump. She put the quill in her hair clip, then opened the package. She tipped all of the razor blades onto her hand, to make sure there was no turning back, she cut her wrists open. She winced at the sudden pain, but immediately relaxed again. She put the razor blades in her mouth and swallowed them. Then she took what would be her last step, she tipped over and fell into the black depths.She closed her eyes and for the first time in her life she felt free.

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A girl woke up, startled, and a brown curl fell into her sweaty face.
'A dream. It was just a dream ..... 'she thought, closed her gray-blue eyes and lay down again.

"Oh no, it wasn't a dream. That was the end of your previous life ..... This is how you will end your life too, even if you don't know it yet. But, soon you will know, very soon, if you do nothing against it ..... try to change your fate! Fight ...! I don't want to lose you again ..... "whispered a young man about 1.90 tall with dark brown hair and blonde tips, actually a normal man, were it not for the long white-silvery wings.He spread it out and flew home. Once in his room, the wings faded and then disappeared entirely. He looked tenderly at his computer, and then lay down on his bed. He knew that fate would take its course, and that his lover would be with him again.
Even if she didn't know that they would find each other in every new life. In every new life they found each other again, but only he remembered what was once. 'This time I'll save you. I swear that to you ... 'he thought, and fell asleep shortly afterwards.
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