Steps echo outside

Steps echo outside
Deep darkness around me
And lie there with your eyes open
And I'm crazy with loneliness

I whisper your name
Call and look for you in the night
Hold on to your hope
When fear awakens in me

I am never completely abandoned
As long as I dream I feel you
And when the night is infinite
Then I lie awake and think of you

Through a small window
The moonlight falls on the wall
Small cracks in the wall
And the shadows of my hand

Images of memory
Diving into me from nowhere
Cinema scenes in slow motion
Every moment with you ...

Sometimes I am sure
the reunion is not far anymore
Sometimes I start to cry
And drown in sadness

Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I ask why
And an angel called longing
Stand in the room and smile silently .....