Translation
Fanfic: Sternenhimmel
Chapter: starry sky
Hello!!
My first FF didn't go down that well, that's why I interrupted it and put it in.
I hope you like it.
starry sky
Hello, I'm Kagome Higorashi, on my 15th birthday I was sucked into the well that stands on our property by an unknown force. That's how I got to Medieval Japan, where I met Inuyasha and all my other friends. Together we went in search of the fragments of the jewel of the four souls and Naraku.
Almost two years have now passed and we still haven't been able to destroy Naraku. If we can do that, the Shikon no Tama is as good as complete.
Then we would only need the two splinters that Koga has in his legs and of course also that of Kohaku Sango's brother, but what then do I have to get back to my time, what will become of Inuyasha? What will happen to the others?
All of this has been going through my head for some time, I also think that the others have already noticed that something is wrong with me.Because one of them always comes up and asks: "Kagome what's going on? You are so quiet:"
It's been like this the whole day, first it was Shippo who sat down on my shoulder and asked, then Miroku came and finally Sango, I always waved it off and said: "What's going on? It Is everything ok!"
The only one who has not asked how I am doing is Inuyasha, that makes me kind of sad and look forward to him.
I don't know why but every time I think of him a strange feeling comes over me, like butterflies in my stomach and then endless sadness, what kind of feeling is it love? Love? For that arrogant, stubborn, selfish thick-headed man?
Yes, I think so, it's clearer to me than ever before.
The grief comes because I know that I will never have a chance with him, because he loves his Kikyou.
My gaze grows sadder, but I still look forward to him.He noticed it, he stopped and waited for me, now I'm looking at the ground I can't look him in the eye.
Now he's walking next to me, my heart starts beating like mad, please don't let him hear it.
"Kagome why are you looking at me like that?" suddenly comes from his lips.
I don't know how to react to that, I can't tell him what is, no, never.
"What are you actually thinking, I wasn't looking at you, I was just dreaming. What can I do for you running in front of me !!! Osowari !!" I say arrogantly and walk past him, just read him and do not look at him.
Why am i doing this I didn't want that.
So we walk silently all day long in search of the castle of Naraku, it is slowly getting dark and we are looking for a camp for the night.
We finally stop at a clearing and set up camp, while Miroku and Inuyasha get water, Sango and I prepare the food.We are all very exhausted and so Miroku, Sango, Shippo and Kirara say goodbye right after dinner and lie down in their sleeping bags. Miroku slips unobtrusively closer to Sango and takes her in his arms. Kirara curls up and Shippo cuddles up with her.
I also lie down in my sleeping bag and look one last time at Inuyasha who jumped up a tree and is leaning against the trunk. How peaceful he looks.
We didn't talk to each other for the rest of the day and we didn't make up. I whisper quietly, barely audible: “I'm sorry!” Then I close my eyes and try to sleep, but I can't manage to get all the thoughts through my head again and especially that I will never see Inuyasha again when we have the jewel complete. I notice tears welling up in my eyes, I try to suppress them, it doesn't work for a long time.
I creep out of the camp in the middle of the clearing as quietly as possible, where I let myself fall into the grass and look at the starry sky.My tears come up again, but now I don't suppress them anymore. I'm far enough away from the camp so that no one sees or hears me crying.
The tears are burning in my eyes and just want to get out, individual tears are already looking their way down my cheeks.
Now I'm lying in the grass under this beautiful starry sky and just sobbing to myself so that I don't notice that someone is approaching me.
Only when he kneels down and looks me straight in the face, I notice Inuyasha, stop sobbing instantly, wipe my tears away and sit down again.
Why doesn't he say anything, otherwise he always says something like 'stop crying stupid goose', but nothing comes, he just sits there next to me and looks at the stars.
I can't look at him, my gaze falls on the grass, I'm shivering, I'm cold and it's a strange feeling to sit next to someone you love more than your life and can't reveal it to him.
What is it what is he doing?He took off his suikan and knocked it over me.
“You're freezing, that should warm you up a bit.” He says with a gentleness in his voice that I have rarely heard from him.
"Thanks!" I only whisper hesitantly back, then that oppressive silence re-entered.
I don't know how long we've been sitting here in silence, I just want to start saying something because he gets ahead of me "Kagome, what's wrong with you you've been acting so strange lately and now you're even sneaking away Camp away to cry, why? "He says that in such a soft voice that it gives me goose bumps, but I don't know what to answer, but I'll get started. "I don't know exactly, I've been thinking so much lately!" Tears are already running down my cheeks, my head is bowed, but I feel Inuyasha lifting my head with his hand and gently shedding tears with the other wipes my face. Then he begins to whisper something very softly, I don't even know if I should even hear."Why are you crying? You have such a pretty face, tears don't suit you!"
I look at him speechless, I don't know what to say I don't know what to do, could there be more? No, he has Kikyou and as if he had just read my mind he starts to speak: "I've been confused and thinking lately, because I think ………….!" Why did he break off, ah he starts I'm excited again to listen to what he has to say. "I've been thinking a lot about Kikyou lately ..."
My wave is collapsing on top of me how could I even think of something like that for a moment. "......, she is no longer the one I once fell in love with, but I will probably never be able to forget her ..." I just want to get away now, jump up, turn around and just wanted to run when I noticed Inuyasha too got up and clutched my wrist tightly.
I didn't want to turn around but he already did that, with his free hand he gently took my face and turned it so that I had to look at him for better or worse and then he continued: "... but maybe you can help me, because Kagome I ... I ... love you!"I open my tearful eyes in amazement and see his face getting closer and closer to mine.
Closer and closer until his lips that I longed for are on mine.
At first I am scared, it can be true, but then I kiss him back. Now he finally lets go of my hand and my face and takes me in his arms and I also cross my arms behind his neck.
This kiss should never end and yet I release myself briefly from his lips and breath in his direction: "I love you too, Inuyasha!"
He then pulls me very close again and our lips are sealed again, now I know that I will never want to be without him again and never want to give him the feeling that he is alone, because from now on he is no longer, nobody of us it will ever be again.
All bad thoughts are gone and only luck spreads, with this never-ending kiss we seal our love.
END
So that's it, I hope I get some commissioners for it.Hope you enjoyed it a little.