So here is a new FF about Shaman King. Only this is my first about Tammi and Manta. I don't want to say anything more, just read for yourself now.

Chapter 1: Shock for Tamara

I gently pressed the doorknob and then waited. At last! I was so happy to be back here. Many months had passed since my last visit, and the last time I would have liked not to go to Master Yomei again. The time here had always been the best. And just because of him, yoh. Just because I wanted to be around Yoh. All I have to do is think of him and I will feel very warm. I've wanted to tell him for a long time how I feel, but a certain cold front has always bothered me, Anna. She is still vastly superior to Yoh's fiancée and me in everything. She was strong - I was weak, she was confident - I was shy, and she looked even better than me, but despite everything, Yoh didn't love her. She just commanded Yoh around. How should he love her then?What had she ever done for him? Nothing too good so far. Anna only ever wanted to become queen of the shamans, she didn't think about Yoh. I firmly believe in all of this. I loved Yoh more than anything and have always loved it. But I didn't know if he even knew. But this time I wanted to tell him. I had never dared myself before, but this time I wanted to take all my courage and tell him.
I listened to my thoughts and still waited for someone to open the door for me. But it stayed closed. I rang again, when after a minute still no one answered I rang again. But it stayed closed again. I sighed deeply, I had made the long way here because of Yoh and now nobody was home. I was about to turn around and leave when the front door was thrown open. Out came Anna who, without looking who was standing in front of the door, growled at me grimly: “We're not buying anything!” When she looked closely who was there, her gaze calmed down a little, at least on the outside, inside she burned with anger when she saw me , at least I felt that she didn't want to see me.Nevertheless, she said with great friendliness: "Oh, hi Tammi! What are you doing here?" "Uhhhh, I ... wanted to visit you. I thought I could give you a hand again," was my answer. We always stuttered easily in her presence. I was always nervous when confronted with someone who was in any way superior to me. I hated being inferior to Anna, which was also because I didn't really like Anna. Just because she pretended to be Yoh's wife even though he didn't love her at all, but there were more reasons.
She quietly invited me in and I took off my shoes. I then went with Anna into the living room, where Yoh was sitting. He looked exactly the same as on my last visit - open shirt, his headphones, his bear necklace and whatever he always wore his friendly grin. When he noticed me, after a quick glance, the grin turned into a smile. He raised his hand and greeted me: "Hello Tammi!" Then I blushed again.I just couldn't hold his gaze for long. But today was something different than usual. The way he smiled at me, it was somehow different. I just didn't know how. Should that be a good sign?
I was torn from my thoughts when Anna cleared her throat. It sounded admonishing, as if she had guessed what I was thinking at the moment. "And Tamara, how is my grandfather?", Yoh asked me suddenly. "Uhh ... well ..." I stuttered again. Strange, not a single sentence across from him really resonated with him. "Nice to hear", Anna said briefly to me and then turned to Yoh, "OK, we have a guest for dinner. Someone has to go shopping again and it won't be me." grinned Yoh. "I can come with you," I said hopefully. "No, it's OK. Yoh does it quickly on his own. He's now the record holder." "How won, so melted away," I thought after Anna's words. Yoh immediately went out of the room to go shopping. Anna followed him briefly and I stayed in the living room.I was happy to finally be back here, even though it wasn't that long ago my last visit. In a minute of silence I thought of so much, most of which revolved around Yoh. But this didn't last long, because Anna came in and pulled me out of my thoughts. "So," she began and ran her hand through my hair, "it's nice that you're here again, Tammi. I'm sorry, but I still have to do something. Can you manage on your own for a while?" "Yes, of course "I said curtly. Without looking around, she went straight up to her room. What better could not have happened. I was glad to be rid of Anna again. I had nothing against her personally, actually I even liked her a little, only that she wanted Yoh, although she didn't love him, bothered me. And that huge. Because of her absence, I once saw an opportunity to be alone with Yoh. I took off my shoes and headed for the supermarket.I wasn't a little sorry to ignore Anna, I had nothing against her personally, only because of Yoh I didn't like her.
I kept walking towards the supermarket. I really wanted to be alone with Yoh and tell him what I wanted to tell him for so long, but how? I stopped at this thought. I didn't have the faintest idea how to express myself to him. I should definitely avoid stomping around. But how?
And again I was desperate and pondered for a long time. I don't know how long I stood there so motionless, but it must have been quite a long time when this voice tore me from my thoughts: "Hey Tammi! Are you not okay?" Startled, I looked up and in front of me was Yoh. I was completely confused and confused. "Ehh .... what? .... Yes, I'm fine ..." I said quietly, but my voice strengthened again immediately, "I .... thought you wanted to go shopping." "I was too" he said with his soft face that I loved all too much, "It's been about half an hour since I left." "Half an hour?! "I exclaimed, stunned. I hadn’t noticed how long I had been standing here. I would never have believed that time could go by so quickly when I thought about him." Do you have anything? ", he asked lovingly." Ehh ... no ... everything's alright, "I stammered cautiously. Whether he was worried about me when he asked like this? It would be so nice." Then it's okay. " he grinned, "and what are you doing here? “I just wanted to stretch my legs a little,” I lied. I couldn't tell him that I was just chasing after him.
"Come on, let's go home," he said in this all too cool tone. I followed him without saying anything. On the way he got a soda can from his shopping bag and offered it to me. I blushed a little and gladly took it. We still went on without saying anything. Usually it's a nice silence, but I really wanted to talk to him. I tried to build up my courage and started talking, "Yoh, actually, I'm here for a very specific reason."He looked at me, but didn't stop, so neither did I. He didn't ask anything in detail, at least not with words. His questioning look already made so many questions." Well ... yes, I ... "I started to stutter again," I wanted to talk to you and that ... ", I couldn't utter another word. I couldn't just scream in his face that I love him. I bit myself desperately on the lower lip and tried to collect myself and still find the right words. I didn't seem to succeed, but Yoh spoke up: "You don't need to go on talking. "At that sentence I looked at him with big eyes." What? "I asked quietly. Did he know what? Oh please dear God let him say what I want to hear."
But Yoh didn't do me that favor when he said, "I've already spoken to my grandfather. You can stay with us longer this time." I felt the hope that I had just built up slowly shattered.I had been waiting for something else, but it looked like I would have to wait a little longer. "Ehh ... yes, thank you .... but ..." Yoh didn't seem to have heard the last word in my sentence when he interrupted me: "You don't need to thank you, Tammi. I was happy to do it. I'm happy me if you stay. "I was about to scream that I wanted to say something different when his last sentence finally hit my brain. He was happy when I stayed longer. Said that I should stay with him. Did he feel something for me after all? It would be too good to be true. Now would have been the best time to tell him everything, that I love him, that I always come to see him, that I am already starting to dream about him, whether I sleep or not. I had just opened my mouth to finally want to say it, but he started talking before me. "So we're back home. Can you ask Anna what we want to eat? Then I'll make the meal quickly."Yoh went ahead and I looked around first. In fact, I was standing in front of the En Inn again. I hadn't noticed anything around it when we both went together. I sighed deeply and saw Yoh turn the next corner to the kitchen. Slowly I crept in, just hoping that there would soon be another opportunity where I would have the chance to tell him. That was all I wanted
The evening passed quickly by and large. It had been very funny, only the few minutes when I was all alone with Anna passed much too slowly for me. When Yoh decided to get into the hot spring, I said goodbye to go to sleep. That would have been too much time alone with Anna for me.
When I was in bed I only thought of the one sentence that Yo had said 'I'm happy if you stay'. I kept letting these words wander through my head until I finally fell asleep.
"Krrrrrpppppttttt" I heard a few hours after falling asleep.This sound came from outside. It was pretty loud and rudely woke me up. I went to the window to see where it was coming from. It was very difficult to see something in the dark, but then I realized that it was just a cat that had knocked over two or three bins of trash. Like that little kitten who must have made it?
I didn't ask myself that for a long time. I wanted to go back to bed as soon as possible, but I was pressed by a need that forced me to go to the bathroom. ('she expressed a need' I don't know why I write so swollen -. -) When I was finished I was about to go back up the stairs to my room when I saw the light burning in the living room. I went quietly to the living