prolog

I think of the old days ... of the past ...
where you were with me ...
yes ... you still live here ...
but you are not with me...
don't do anything to me ...
rarely pay any attention to me ...
And that's only because of them !!!!
Because of all of your girls ...
am i not good enough for you
what do you have ?! ....I do not get it...
you get what you want every girl ... because everyone wants you!

And you...
you drag her home with you ...
don't believe just because our parents are gone nobody notices what you are doing ...
is it not enough for you that they take you away from me at school and in the afternoon ?!
...
no, they have to be with you at night too ...
because everyone wants you ...
only you...
makes obsessive beings!
but you also get involved!
...
A new face every night ...
I can't count them anymore ...
I can't hear you anymore ...
I'm sick!!!!!

In those moments I think my heart is bursting
the feeling is so terrible ....The person you love ... you don't want to lose that person to someone else ...
Even if this other ... with me there are 100 others
I don't want to have to share you with anyone ...

You don't notice how I'm suffering ...
Each night...
Every day...

But I can't tell you ...
Because it is forbidden ...
The love I feel, even if it is identical to the love I give to an outside person, is forbidden ...
Because you are my brother ...
My fate does not want to end ...
Why does it punish me?