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Oversleep

My alarm clock rang and I got up tired like every morning, because I had spent the last night crying as always.
"Sairii" I heard a boy's voice roar. I immediately noticed who I had to assign them to. It wa Yo my one year older brother who was the first on his feet again.
Wearily, I rubbed my eyes, threw back the covers, and got out of bed.
"hmmm" I mumbled with only half-open eyes.
"What's wrong with you? We have to be at school in 10 minutes and you're still asleep!"
“My alarm clock only rang now.” I tried to prepare myself.
"ONLY NOW?!" he stared at me with wide eyes.
"Your alarm clock has already rang 3 times ... tell me what did you do last night that you slept so little?" "I just couldn't sleep" I said quickly, noticed how Yo went away, shaking his head and quickly got dressed to get to school on time.When I was ready and styled myself I was just able to grab my school bag before someone else grabbed me and dragged me along.
"Finally ... tell me why does it take so long with you women?" Yo was visibly annoyed. I didn't feel like arguing with him now, so I changed the subject.
"Tell me, Yo ... where is Hao anyway?" I looked to the side because I noticed again how my facial features were uncontrollably sad because I knew exactly where he was.
I glanced at myself from the side. "What are you doing now?" he sighed "he's with ..." he thought hard. "I forgot your name ^^" ... in any case he's with yesterday's girl ... -
"-which also slept with him" I added hastily.
"yes - he's gone with her - probably at school for a long time to flirt with the girls!"
I sighed deeply and continued with Yo. Yes, the last night was really a dreadful one for me.Why did hao's room have to be directly adjacent to mine? If it weren't for that, maybe I could spend a night sleeping instead of crying.
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From a distance I heard the school bell announcing the class, which wouldn't have been so bad if we had already been there. I ran off quickly to arrive in time. But then Yo grabbed my hand and hurried off. He was much faster than me, which meant that I was being dragged after him and was having a hard time maintaining his pace. When we finally got to the school building and walked into it, nobody was walking in the hallways for a long time. I spun around in panic. Yo opened the door to our classroom from which our math teacher gave us an angry glare.
"OUT!" she screamed. And so it so happened that Yo and I spent the rest of the lesson before instead of in the classroom. With our backs to the wall and our gaze out of the window, we stood next to each other and were silent in front of us until I broke the silence!"I'm sorry ... it's my fault that you have to stand out here now" I lowered my eyes to the floor because I was really sorry because Yo had been waiting for me ... I mean he would have just left earlier and let me sleep then he would not have been kicked out now. (ok, I think they don't even really warn inside in classroom XD)
"Oh, it's okay .... it's not that bad. I should have woken up earlier .... tell me why you haven't been able to sleep properly for a few weeks!"
Ok yo you couldn't fool yourself. In spite of everything I couldn't look him in the eye for fear he would be able to read everything in them.
"It's ... always so loud," I said, slightly hesitating and embarrassed. I felt his questioning look on me.
“What's loud?” I didn't have to say or do much for him to know. It was enough that he looked at me that I was slightly ashamed and tried to find the right words. He then just looked with an annoyed sigh to the other direction in order to put suitable words to right."Um..sairi .... I can understand that you can't sleep while doing this and that it bothers you."
° YES and how it bothers me !!!! However, it is not the noises that keep me from sleeping but the realization that Hao sleeps with other girls! °
I would have liked to tell Yo that, but I didn't.
"hmmm ... you know ... we are in a difficult age = __ = .... but I don't understand Hao. If our parents knew what he's doing EVERY night."
I looked at Yo in panic "YOU MUST NOT TELL THEM !!!!!"
I just didn't want him to get in trouble, no matter how much I liked what he was doing ... or who he was doing it with!
Yo looked at me surprised but very reassuring.
"No, I won't. After all, he's my brother so don't worry." He grinned at me with that typical yo grin that made me either aggressive because he always used is in inappropriate moments, or didn't know if he even had a plan for what he was saying.But this time it was comforting to see Yo grinning like that. Relieved, I returned it with a smile on my part. We spent the rest of the hour (can you even call it an hour? XD) in silence. Until the teacher brought us back in and spoke to us briefly. Sighing, I sat down in my seat when some of my classmates rushed over to question me. It didn't take long, however, for the topic to focus on something else, or rather someone else a lot. The girls looked over with crushes and raving at Hao, who was sitting very cool on the windowsill and talking to students from the parallel.
"Sari, you are so damn lucky that you have Hao as your brother !!" they said to me jealously.
° Man ... I hear that all the time ... HAPPINESS ??? .. that's no luck! .... you don't even know what it is like to be in love !!! ... It only works anyway Grief with oneself °