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Fanfic: You & Me
Chapter: WASTE YOUR TIME
WASTE YOUR TIME
A young girl was lying in her bed, tossing and turning. She turned restlessly from one side to the other. What was haunted in her head, or rather who?
03:00 showed Ran's alarm clock - once again she couldn't fall asleep, like so often lately. But what was the reason for that? "Come on, Ran, get some sleep!", She said to herself and turned on the other side again. Pointless! Sighing, she turned back on her back and stared at the ceiling of her room. Her thoughts kept going to the same point, wandering around the same man - it was because of HIM. Yeah, because of Shinichi, she couldn't turn a blind eye. He still wasn't back and Conan was gone too.
"Why isn't he coming back? He hasn't called for a long time. Why did I have to fall in love with him too? I feel so alone, I miss him, I need him!" She breathed in a tear-choked voice.The only thing left to her now were her friends. Yes, very good friends even, but still she felt empty. They couldn't replace Shinichi. "Oh, Shinichi, I miss you so much!", She said, barely audible, while she finally fell asleep slowly. She kept mumbling his name in her sleep - she just couldn't let go. Only her dreams remained of him. "Shinichi ... Shinichi ... Shi ... nichi ..."
"Ran! Hey, Ran?" Sonoko waved her hand in front of Ran's face to get some of her attention. Sonoko had picked Ran up in the morning to go to school with her, but Ran seemed somehow ... withdrawn. "Hmh ... Did you say something, Sonoko?" "Yes, and if I said something! Tell me, what's wrong with you? You don't listen to me at all, you forget your homework, which you have always done up to now and the worst thing is, you look very depressed, so I don't even know you!"Sonoko was starting to worry about her best friend." Oh, it's nothing! ", Ran tried to calm her friend down, but Sonoko had seen through her long ago.
"It's because of HIM, isn't it?" "Because of whom?", Ran inadvertently asked annoyed back without turning to her friend. She didn't want Sonoko to know that she was in Shinichi
thought that she no longer had her emotions under control and had to think about him every free minute. "Don't be so hypocritical, you know exactly who I'm talking about!" Sonoko also sounded a bit harder than she actually intended. A little more empathetically she asked: "Did he?
still not called? "It was pointless to try to hide it from Sonoko - she had already figured out Ran long ago. Sonoko knew her friend far too well. Ran took several deep breaths. She urgently needed someone to talk to about why not hers After all, that's what friends are for! "No ... he hasn't!", she said with a trace of tears in her eyes. More and more of the damp water collected in her otherwise shining eyes until she could hardly hold back her tears. Slowly one of the many tears began to loosen and looked for herself his way down her now pale cheeks, and only now did she begin to realize what Shinichi had done to her, how much he had turned her head - she was an emotional wreck.
"Oh Ran ... you're just wasting your time with this guy, he's not even there! And ... and he can't seem to use a phone either! Come back to yourself and find someone else. You deserve better ! Don't do that to yourself, you'll see, you'll feel much better then! "Was her choice of words so wise? A person who is desperate to throw such things at their head because of their great love usually does not end well. "What do you know !? How am I supposed to forget it? I can't just get it out of my head!""More and more tears ran down her cheeks. With the back of her right hand, she tried to wipe away the traces of her grief, which was actually completely pointless." How can you get so ready because of a guy like that? HE IS NOT WORTH IT! You're playing yourself to pieces because of him! "Sonoko knew that it was actually more than pointless to talk her Shinichi out of it, but she wanted to try anyway. She just had to try. To see her friend so sad and almost desperate, couldn't and didn't want to endure her anymore.
Sonoko felt as if Ran wasn't listening to her anymore. Indeed! Almost every word seemed to rush in to one ear and to the other, misunderstood, out again - right in, left out and nothing in the middle that stops. Her mind was back on Shinichi.
"Oh, it doesn't do any good ...", Sonoko began, "you will sooner or later
experienced anyway so I'll tell you now! "What do you want to tell me?" Ran pricked up his ears and looked at her friend."So ... yesterday ..." Sonoko hesitated. "... I was in the shopping center and wanted to buy a new blouse when I ... well I have ... have ..." "Tell me what's wrong?"
"I saw ... Akemi there ... Do you remember? That was the one who wanted something from Shinichi?"
“YES, I can still remember her!” She remembered this person very well. She had been very jealous, but luckily Shinichi didn't want anything from her.
"And what's so bad about that?" "She was there with ... with Shinichi and they were holding hands."
Ran didn't seem to realize that because she stopped and stared at the floor without saying a word. But it just seemed like she wouldn't. In reality, she felt like her heart was bursting into a thousand little pieces. This pain was so great. She almost couldn't take it anymore. She would have loved to run or scream loudly. How could she believe that Shinichi felt something for her? They were just friends, just friends, even though she wished more than anything that they were, or would become, more than that."Ran, are you okay?" Sonoko reproached himself. Somehow it was wrong to tell her that, but on the other hand, Ran would only reproach herself if she waited for him, because he would definitely not come back. "Yeah, sure, everything… everything's okay. You, Sonoko, I'll go ahead! I just thought of something I still have to do. I'll see you at school then. OK?"
What was going on now? Nothing, no more tears could be seen on her face, only the traces of the long dried ones. But before Sonoko could give an answer, Ran was gone.
She ran wildly through the streets, she didn't want Sonoko to see that she was still crying - she wanted to be alone. Just being alone was her greatest wish now. She ran and ran and all she thought about was: It was all just a big lie ...
A young girl was lying in her bed, tossing and turning. She turned restlessly from one side to the other. What was haunted in her head, or rather who?
03:00 showed Ran's alarm clock - once again she couldn't fall asleep, like so often lately. But what was the reason for that? "Come on, Ran, get some sleep!", She said to herself and turned on the other side again. Pointless! Sighing, she turned back on her back and stared at the ceiling of her room. Her thoughts kept going to the same point, wandering around the same man - it was because of HIM. Yeah, because of Shinichi, she couldn't turn a blind eye. He still wasn't back and Conan was gone too.
"Why isn't he coming back? He hasn't called for a long time. Why did I have to fall in love with him too? I feel so alone, I miss him, I need him!" She breathed in a tear-choked voice.The only thing left to her now were her friends. Yes, very good friends even, but still she felt empty. They couldn't replace Shinichi. "Oh, Shinichi, I miss you so much!", She said, barely audible, while she finally fell asleep slowly. She kept mumbling his name in her sleep - she just couldn't let go. Only her dreams remained of him. "Shinichi ... Shinichi ... Shi ... nichi ..."
"Ran! Hey, Ran?" Sonoko waved her hand in front of Ran's face to get some of her attention. Sonoko had picked Ran up in the morning to go to school with her, but Ran seemed somehow ... withdrawn. "Hmh ... Did you say something, Sonoko?" "Yes, and if I said something! Tell me, what's wrong with you? You don't listen to me at all, you forget your homework, which you have always done up to now and the worst thing is, you look very depressed, so I don't even know you!"Sonoko was starting to worry about her best friend." Oh, it's nothing! ", Ran tried to calm her friend down, but Sonoko had seen through her long ago.
"It's because of HIM, isn't it?" "Because of whom?", Ran inadvertently asked annoyed back without turning to her friend. She didn't want Sonoko to know that she was in Shinichi
thought that she no longer had her emotions under control and had to think about him every free minute. "Don't be so hypocritical, you know exactly who I'm talking about!" Sonoko also sounded a bit harder than she actually intended. A little more empathetically she asked: "Did he?
still not called? "It was pointless to try to hide it from Sonoko - she had already figured out Ran long ago. Sonoko knew her friend far too well. Ran took several deep breaths. She urgently needed someone to talk to about why not hers After all, that's what friends are for! "No ... he hasn't!", she said with a trace of tears in her eyes. More and more of the damp water collected in her otherwise shining eyes until she could hardly hold back her tears. Slowly one of the many tears began to loosen and looked for herself his way down her now pale cheeks, and only now did she begin to realize what Shinichi had done to her, how much he had turned her head - she was an emotional wreck.
"Oh Ran ... you're just wasting your time with this guy, he's not even there! And ... and he can't seem to use a phone either! Come back to yourself and find someone else. You deserve better ! Don't do that to yourself, you'll see, you'll feel much better then! "Was her choice of words so wise? A person who is desperate to throw such things at their head because of their great love usually does not end well. "What do you know !? How am I supposed to forget it? I can't just get it out of my head!""More and more tears ran down her cheeks. With the back of her right hand, she tried to wipe away the traces of her grief, which was actually completely pointless." How can you get so ready because of a guy like that? HE IS NOT WORTH IT! You're playing yourself to pieces because of him! "Sonoko knew that it was actually more than pointless to talk her Shinichi out of it, but she wanted to try anyway. She just had to try. To see her friend so sad and almost desperate, couldn't and didn't want to endure her anymore.
Sonoko felt as if Ran wasn't listening to her anymore. Indeed! Almost every word seemed to rush in to one ear and to the other, misunderstood, out again - right in, left out and nothing in the middle that stops. Her mind was back on Shinichi.
"Oh, it doesn't do any good ...", Sonoko began, "you will sooner or later
experienced anyway so I'll tell you now! "What do you want to tell me?" Ran pricked up his ears and looked at her friend."So ... yesterday ..." Sonoko hesitated. "... I was in the shopping center and wanted to buy a new blouse when I ... well I have ... have ..." "Tell me what's wrong?"
"I saw ... Akemi there ... Do you remember? That was the one who wanted something from Shinichi?"
“YES, I can still remember her!” She remembered this person very well. She had been very jealous, but luckily Shinichi didn't want anything from her.
"And what's so bad about that?" "She was there with ... with Shinichi and they were holding hands."
Ran didn't seem to realize that because she stopped and stared at the floor without saying a word. But it just seemed like she wouldn't. In reality, she felt like her heart was bursting into a thousand little pieces. This pain was so great. She almost couldn't take it anymore. She would have loved to run or scream loudly. How could she believe that Shinichi felt something for her? They were just friends, just friends, even though she wished more than anything that they were, or would become, more than that."Ran, are you okay?" Sonoko reproached himself. Somehow it was wrong to tell her that, but on the other hand, Ran would only reproach herself if she waited for him, because he would definitely not come back. "Yeah, sure, everything… everything's okay. You, Sonoko, I'll go ahead! I just thought of something I still have to do. I'll see you at school then. OK?"
What was going on now? Nothing, no more tears could be seen on her face, only the traces of the long dried ones. But before Sonoko could give an answer, Ran was gone.
She ran wildly through the streets, she didn't want Sonoko to see that she was still crying - she wanted to be alone. Just being alone was her greatest wish now. She ran and ran and all she thought about was: It was all just a big lie ...