To the eternity!

Dear Sesshoumaru!

I finally found the courage to tell you in this letter what has been on my mind for so long:

I think you are one of the greatest people I have met in my life so far. As soon as I saw you for the first time, I knew that you were special. I think I fell in love with you the moment you looked me in the eye for the first time. My heart became very warm and my knees went weak. My heart started beating wildly. It has never struck so fast in my life. I had the feeling that in that moment I woke up to hit just for you. I knew it had to be love Whenever I saw you or thought of you, my heart started beating faster. I knew it had to be love

I have always wished that the love I feel for you would be returned by you.

Over time I became more and more aware that we will never become anything because you don't even notice me.I'm slowly realizing that I will never have a chance with you. But that's not so bad. Because in my way I will always love you and you will always have a certain place in my heart. But there is no point in holding on to an unrequited love. Life goes on and time heals all wounds even if some scars remain. One day I'll get my heart back that you stole me so easily without asking.

I am glad that with this letter I could tell you all that I feel for you because I know that I will never have the courage to tell you all this personally. I also know that you will never know who I am. I'm just glad that you finally know that there is someone who loves you with all their heart. I wish you the best of luck in your further life and that you will once feel the love for someone that I feel for you. You deserve someone who loves you every single heartbeat, someone who thinks about you all the time, someone who is with you every minute thinking about what you are doing, where you are and whether you are okay.You need someone to help you achieve your dreams, someone to protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect and love everything about you, especially your mistakes. Someone who can make you happy, really happy, so happy that you are walking on clouds. Who knows maybe I'll be this person for you one day. Maybe in another life when our love is better off.

I know that I will always love you because you are and will always be my first and greatest love. The love of my life. Sometimes I think it would have been better if everything had turned out differently. If we had never met If you never looked at me and I didn't fall in love with you. It would be easier for me, but I don't regret any second that I spent with you or thought of you. I am glad that I dared to love someone to the extreme so that it hurts.I will never forget you, not a single second. Because you are my love, my life. I wouldn't be the person I am now if I hadn't experienced this love through you. I would love to be with you forever. Would have grown old with you and finally and finally would have died in your arms. You will never really know who has these feelings for you. Because I couldn't stand it if you said to me that you can't or won't reciprocate all of this. So I always remember you as the greatest love of my life. And when I am old and look back on my life I will remember the good times and the love for you and know that it is the only thing I will never regret. Finding someone you love is a wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is even better. A soul mate is someone who understands you better than anyone else, who is always there for you, come what may.No matter what will happen: tomorrow or the rest of my life, but in this moment I am happy because I love you!

Who knows, maybe our love has a chance in the next life. One thing is certain, and I am quite sure that I will find you no matter where you are. Because my love for you is immortal and eternal. I'm not sad because no one can take my memories away. From now on I only need to close the songs to see you, just stop breathing to perceive your smell, just stand in the wind to sense your breath. Wherever I may be, I will hear your voice, see the smile in your eyes, sense your laughter. To know that you are there somewhere in this world gives me hope until we meet again. One day our souls will be reunited in another life. And until that happens, I'll just live.

I will love you forever!

From a stranger (is of course Kagome)I am reading this letter again for the first time in 50 years. Hard to believe what feelings I had when I wrote it. Now at almost 70 years of age, I always look back fondly on that time. I never forgot that memory. They are still as clear as they were half a century ago. I always like to think about my only true love. And have been asking me these questions for many years. Why didn't I have the courage to send this letter? Why did I never confess my love to him? Maybe he would have returned it. But my fear of being rejected by him was too great. I still think of him every day, every minute, and every second. I could never forget him for a lifetime. I still love him as much as I used to, my love for him has grown from second to second even more. Minutes became hours, hours became days, days became months, and months became years. But my thoughts are still with him today after all these years.I've never loved anyone like him again. I also can't imagine that I could ever love others just as much as him. My soul has already found its counterpart. It's just a matter of time before we're reunited, I know that. And time doesn't matter to me anymore. I will wait for him even if it will take forever. One day we will find each other again and know that we belong together.

I am still waiting and longing for the day when we will be reunited and spend eternity together. I know that this day will come someday and no matter how long it will be I will wait for you.

Forever!!!!!

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That was my first fanfic now. hope you enjoyed it. I'd be happy about a couple of commis. no liability is accepted for misspellings. thanks!

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