Translation
Dark Mind
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The beginning
Dark Mind
The 16 year old boy ran through the dark streets. He didn't even run, no, he sauntered rather. His head was empty, he wasn't able to think at the moment. He couldn't hear the sirens, but he didn't care. He felt lonely. He felt an inner fear, but he didn't know where it came from. One of his many fears was the feeling of being persecuted all the time. Other fears were to be abandoned, to be split in half and the great fear of himself. But he would go through all these fears voluntarily if his greatest fear never comes true. When he thought about it, he shivered like aspen leaves and frustration that he almost assumed he was standing naked in Antarctica. He was afraid of the day when the Great Fear came upon him. He didn't want to think about the day at all, no, he'd rather continue to protect the person who meant most to him. Some saw his feelings for the person as abnormal, but he loved you and never wanted to stop loving you.She was his one and only, when she died his life would no longer have any meaning. Yes, he loved his younger sister, and was proud of it. The intense feelings for his sister have been there for 6 years, and now intimate feelings have also spread. For 2 months he has been afraid of every meeting with his sister that he could hurt her by finally satisfying his endless desire for her. His love for her is infinitely great, and that desire is already assuming enormous proportions.
The streets were so dark and he felt he was being followed. Despite the feeling, he continued to walk at a normal pace. His fears hadn't bothered him for a long time; he had resigned himself to having to live in constant fear. He heard dragging footsteps behind him, and that confirmed his feeling of being followed. He kept his cool, was probably that bum again anyway, who was on the way back to his home alley.He wanted to go home at last, to his sister, but she wasn't there because she lived with her mother and he with his father. His parents divorced 6 years ago because his mother hated him for love for his sister. It had led to the divorce, it was the reason, and he knew that very well. He didn't care, however, as long as they leave his sister alone. He wanted his sister's life to be filled with love, wealth and friendship, because his life was the exact opposite, in any case happiness was missing.
The 16 year old boy ran through the dark streets. He didn't even run, no, he sauntered rather. His head was empty, he wasn't able to think at the moment. He couldn't hear the sirens, but he didn't care. He felt lonely. He felt an inner fear, but he didn't know where it came from. One of his many fears was the feeling of being persecuted all the time. Other fears were to be abandoned, to be split in half and the great fear of himself. But he would go through all these fears voluntarily if his greatest fear never comes true. When he thought about it, he shivered like aspen leaves and frustration that he almost assumed he was standing naked in Antarctica. He was afraid of the day when the Great Fear came upon him. He didn't want to think about the day at all, no, he'd rather continue to protect the person who meant most to him. Some saw his feelings for the person as abnormal, but he loved you and never wanted to stop loving you.She was his one and only, when she died his life would no longer have any meaning. Yes, he loved his younger sister, and was proud of it. The intense feelings for his sister have been there for 6 years, and now intimate feelings have also spread. For 2 months he has been afraid of every meeting with his sister that he could hurt her by finally satisfying his endless desire for her. His love for her is infinitely great, and that desire is already assuming enormous proportions.
The streets were so dark and he felt he was being followed. Despite the feeling, he continued to walk at a normal pace. His fears hadn't bothered him for a long time; he had resigned himself to having to live in constant fear. He heard dragging footsteps behind him, and that confirmed his feeling of being followed. He kept his cool, was probably that bum again anyway, who was on the way back to his home alley.He wanted to go home at last, to his sister, but she wasn't there because she lived with her mother and he with his father. His parents divorced 6 years ago because his mother hated him for love for his sister. It had led to the divorce, it was the reason, and he knew that very well. He didn't care, however, as long as they leave his sister alone. He wanted his sister's life to be filled with love, wealth and friendship, because his life was the exact opposite, in any case happiness was missing.