if anyone finds a few grammatical errors or something else does not fit, just write a picking and I will improve it .. * wink * I hope you like it anyway .. har har ... muhahaha
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The pain of failure

I hate these feelings
Burning inside of myself
Since I left my way
There are still on my side
So sweet and tempting
Watching all my mistakes
And I felt so insecure
Don`t know any place to go

With every breath I take
It pulse through my venes
All these gray clouds of pretend
Can`t hide what I am
Nothing left but the empty cover

Asking myself how I should manage all of this
When I know it looks so bad?
Nobody to help, alone with the dark shadows of the night
Knows anybody what it means to be me?