Cold envelops my heart
I know it's not a real pain
can barely breathe
Tears that came to my eyes
run now steadily
down,
to where the last remnant of humanity
lives in me.

I desperately try to understand
why I make you suffer so
I can not think,
I am unable to control my body
let alone,
to know my soul.

In Horus's name
who am I,
that I can take such a thing?

No pharaoh went through such suffering
only I sit here
afraid like a little animal.
Unprotected in the vast desert,
like it's the cutest.
Nothing but sand
yes that's how I describe my own country.
What kind of king am I
who thinks it's unnecessary
to be brave
and finally to free his country,
from the eternal darkness,
it has existed for ages.

I depend on you
from those blue eyes
they shimmer like a sapphire.

I need you so much,
I feel so empty,am defenseless,
seek consolation,
weak and small,
a pharaoh should never be like that.


I look back one more time
on my city
which I finally brought misfortune.

Take the shining steel
look at him
no tears of pity
ran down my cheeks
in my heart he sings softly,
brings my soul there
that sword
where it never returns.