Dear Maylu,

I will probably not live anymore when you see this email. I'm so sorry. Terribly sorry. I could have slapped myself every time I saw your sad face and your disguised smile. All because of me! There are so many things I wanted to say to you, but unfortunately I had no time for them. My illness came so suddenly ...

I want to thank you for the last few moments with you. You were the last star on the horizon that gave me love and hope. I will never forget that!

Please don't mourn for me, go on living your life and become happy again!

I never had enough courage for one thing, but now I want to tell you:

I love you!

I was always too scared that you would not feel the same for me and that I would endanger our friendship with it ... but now it's out ...



Do not forget me,


your lan