Thought at the grave
Miyako, for a few days
there you are now dead and
I wish you were here.
With me.
Nobody is there to comfort me
or even understands.
Chiaki is before you die
gone and
Yamato he's just crying!
But that won't bring you back!
Oh I curse this unspeakable day
because I should have prevented it
can.
But I was too cowardly
because I would have you
have to reveal my secret.
Miyako, hear me:
Please forgive
I am Jeanne.
I'm so sorry.
I come from the cemetery
i had to see you
One last time.
Long shadows
I turn around
run faster and faster
but why?
Why am I running away
What am I afraid of?
I see you there
and I keep walking
My heart is racing
my pulse is fast.
Now I stop
and look into the distance.
My heart,
it screams.
From pain and longing
it seems to shatter.
I take a knife
and whisper softlylike the wind:
"Oh sink into my blood
you cut the blade
cut well!
Oh you knife
oh you regret
it is better your loyalty. "
I couldn't take it anymore
this bottomless silence.
A silence that makes me sad
because you are not with me
I slowly put the knife on my wrist.
A small trickle is already there.
I hear you calling
but you can't be
You my girlfriend left me alone
Now I'm lonely again
it hurts my heart
it cries out for redemption!
None
Pain floods me
my heart
My blood is red
red as fire
red as embers,
I see it flow down
along my arm.
Do I really want it?
Yes I do.
I did that
what I wanted to do
and I thanked.
For that I was allowed to live
for being loved
I said thank you for everything.
The knife's blade sank
sank into my arm.
Blood ran more and more
Deeper and deeper.
My eyes grew cloudybut I stopped
Wanted to look death in the eye
When all hope is gone
only then will I be missed.
My body is weak
he lacks the energy
I look one last time
up to you
now I'll be with you soon
my best girl friend
we see each other in our dreams
At some point we will be united.
I already looked in your face
but what I see is not real
you are dead and not here
again my imagination played with me.
I hear sirens.
An ambulance?
By whom?
For me it cannot be.
Nobody misses me
since you been gone
I am alone
Now I come to you
My body is determined
he is willing to die
Hear my words Lord:
I give up!
I want to be free!
Fly like an angel!
Like an angel!
Adieu
I'm lying on the floor in the pale light
I am waiting for you full of longing
I need the warmth of your body
combined with tentative tenderness
because I'm cold.and tears cover my face
but you didn't know so much
i only had you
to rest my confused soul
and today I would have needed it
Now I feel broken
and so terribly empty
I know exactly
you never come again.
memory
The time has come
I have no more thought
Matter is a pipe dream
plagued by disruption
The cold steel
penetrates through me
I lost everything
but the moment
the moment of calm is mine
only now do I feel again
the moment it's too late
Life is lived
Longing for feelings
Feeling is a foreign word
My existence has ended
only now do I realize
what has passed is never more
continue to plague me
the preciousness
I never saw
Friendship
Went hand in hand
we were bound by an indestructible bond
We ran with smiles on our faces
we did not lie to each other
But then you let go of my handleave me forever and ever
I find it hard to believe this
you close your eyes for the last time
You're everything I want,
but it's just still
this is something I cannot describe
you are with me no matter where and when
I can not see you
couldn't go with you
but I felt you were taking care of me
and my life takes its course again
we will be in heaven together someday ...
death
Death took you
but our love
he doesn't get
he only got tears
but he took my light from me.
Thought at the grave
Miyako,
I miss you very much.
You've been dead for days now.
This accident
he was terrible.
These pictures
they burned themselves into my head
I can not forget her.
There was blood everywhere
as red as fire.
I ran to you
your pulse was weak.
The streets were deserted
the car ,
who hit you
he fled.A man
he was obsessed
just hit you.
I would have
just me
have to prevent it!
You are mine
best girl friend!
But I should have told you
who I am,
that I am Jeanne the thief.
I couldnt do that.
That look in your eyes
he was cold
and when you looked at me
one last time,
he was full of hate.
I beg you,
hear my pleading
forgive me!
Oh don't be angry!
Please my friend.
I put flowers on your grave.
They are your favorite flowers.
I still remember exactly
of our last conversation.
It was about Chiaki.
I cried again
me from you,
but I was happy at the same time.
Chiaki had told me
that there is never anything to do with us
me and him
would be
and that he would love you.
A world collapsed inside of me
that's true,
but I wanted more.
I did not want to,
that he is because of me
is constantly in danger
or that he cared for her.I wanted ,
that you two will be happy.
But Chiaki is gone.
The same day
where he told me
he moved back to his father.
I have no more contact,
to no one.
I'm alone again,
as before.
Where I didn't know you
Why did you have to die?
What sin did you commit?
Or better,
what have I done?
I am Jeanne
you had to die because of me.
I'm so sorry.
Please Miyako
hear my request
one last time .
Forgive me!
I go now
further and further
I move away from you
It hurts.
Would it go
I would be with you every free minute
but it doesn't work
even if only that
still comforts me.
I am too weak.
Too alone
and too sad.
You deserve better
a better best friend
always
I am not worthy of you
but i hope
you forgive me.



i miss you maron
I run through the street
look for you in vainmy love
where can you be
Do you miss her so much
Why didn't I see it?
Oh why are you not here
My little chestnut
don't run away
I dry your tears
and don't leave you alone
Do you miss her ?
I believe you
Please marron
don't go to her
You are lonely
I am guilty
I am sorry
I could not
did not understand your words´
You left without a word
one last time
cried so much
it hurt me
But a smile graced
what i loved
your face
I see you on the street
you run slowly
lowered your gaze
It hurts to see you like this
my heart is bursting
I'll call you
you look up briefly
but your gaze drops quickly
again
Don't you think i'm coming
Don't you believe in me
Or do you think someone else
someone other than me
would have called you
and is it impossible me?
Please my chestnut
turn to me
don't go the way of her
please don't be so stupid
I am sorry
i don't want ityour trust is shaken
i don't believe in myself
please don't leave me
I love you
More than anything in the world
you are my angel
beautiful in this world.
I see you
the knife is on your vein
Blood i couldn't save you
nevertheless I called a doctor
ran to you
looked into your face
your eyes are cloudy
Tears flood your face
I can already hear sirens
but save
they probably can't do that for you
I love you
do not give up
you are not weak
I am sorry
my little angel now
Yes now
are you free
can fly
like an angel
and see the world from above

i miss you

The ambulance came
Marron lay motionless
Blood, it was everywhere
there was a silence
Life passed
no hope seemed to exist
Chiaki he wept bitterly
he had lost her after all
the car drove
moved away
on, always
increasingly
But what a miracle
a little more life
it was in her
Marron opened her eyesbut who she was
she didn't know that anymore
Her head was blank
the limbs heavy
Your arm full of pain
she couldn't anymore
The view clouded over
and yet so clear
To her hand
was a thick bandage
She looked up
a doctor returned the look
a low whisper
and said:
Who oh who
can i just be
My memory is gone
just tell me who I am
why I'm here?
A doctor was on the phone
his hair was dark blue
He spoke
my son ,
she lives !
Her life is saved
but one like before
there won't be
Your memory is gone
she doesn't know you
Still the most important thing is
she lives!
Chiaki's eyes were full of concern
but luck
he felt it in his heart
Joy over joy,
How fortunate,
my angel is alive
I can not forget her
oh why do you remember
you don't
Oh what have I done
that you forget me
I have not noticed it
didn't see your grief
but you are alive
you will come back with luck tooI try hard
want to love you
but at some point you will remember
and then you have to forgive me
i don't wanna lie to you
and keep nothing from you
You are my one and only
oh when can we live together
I'm waiting for you
so full of longing
but you don't recognize me
wake up
My body
He does not give up
does not surrender to death
he fights by all means
and now he's gone
he death has passed
defeated by me
but i'm alone
all alone
nobody is here
where am i
Most of all who?
Tell me
oh tell me
who I am!
I can not remember
lost everything
Memories all gone
why did I want to die
the death
escape the world
What is my aim?
What is my pursuit?
Tell me
oh just say once
my name
i want to remember
no matter how much it hurts
not knowing me
is heavy on my heart.
I'm alone
there is no one
my eyes are cloudy
but there is a doctorhe returns the look
with mixed feelings
oh what happened
is look at me
a bandage around the arm
I