Hello you!!

Here's a new story from me ... although you can't really call it a "story" ...
But, make your own picture of it !!
And as always, thank you very much for all of your clerks! * all once firmly by cuddling *

Your brie

PS: I would be interested in what topics you like to read. Then I would write a few stories about it if I can think of something good.


Small explanation:
It is about 2 different people.
I hope you understand how I mean !!




Like every morning I get up, the rays of the sun fall through my room window and I'm looking forward to the day today
Like every morning I get up, I'm scared of going to school

On the way to school I see my friends, we go the rest together and chat about this and that
I have to walk through the dark streets alone, I'm afraid of the guys, I'm alone, nobody is with me

At school I talk to the others and am surrounded by my friends, we laugh together and already plan everything for my birthday on the weekendI sit alone at the back of the table in the class, nobody pays attention to me, nobody thinks of me

During the break I eat with my friends, we laugh together again and talk about this and that
Pause, I'm sitting alone on a bench and eat my bread, nobody wants to keep me company, nobody knows I'm there

Then I see him, he smiles at me and comes up to me, as always he greets me with a kiss, he's my friend too
I see him, but he doesn't see me, does he even know that I exist? A few tears roll quietly down my cheeks, how much I love him

After school, as always, I go out with my friends for a while. We arrange to meet in the park this afternoon
Alone I go back to my home through the alleys. Again nobody paid any attention to me today. Do you even know that I'm there?

At home, my mother greets me happily. The food is already on the table. I just sat down when father came through the door.We eat together, my mother, my father, my brother, my sister and I ... All together
Nobody is at home ... Mother is at work, Father is back in the bar next door. My brother will probably be back with his buddies. And again I'm alone ...

In the afternoons I have a lot of fun with my friends in the park. I won't come back until late in the evening. My mother scolds. I am 1 hour late. I apologize and she forgives me. She is so lovely
I've been alone all day. I do my homework well. When mother comes home from work, she is angry. I should kindly make dinner and tidy up. It would be too broken

[i]I watch a movie with my family before I go to my room. I do the rest of my homework and go to bed
My father is back and is sitting in front of the television. Mother lies in bed exhausted and my brother is still gone. I am alone in my room. I read. My only book ... This is the tenth time I've read it.What else should I do?

[i]It is night. Nice dreams make me sleep well
Nightmares plague me. Like every night. So nothing new ...

Every day is different. Every day is more beautiful. Sure, there are sometimes good ones, sometimes bad ones, but I'm never alone. Have family and friends who are there for me
I am alone every day. Nobody cares about me. I don't care either ... no, that's a lie ... I'm lonely ...

[i]Another year is up and again I celebrate my birthday with my family and friends. Like the years before, he is beautiful
Another year alone. How long can I hold out? My family forgets me. I don't care. My friends ... I don't have any ...

The year is drawing to a close. Christmas is around the corner. Christmas, the festival of love. Everyone celebrates together and with one another. Everyone gives each other out of love because they like the other. I can hardly waitChristmas means we're free. Holidays .... finally I don't have to see the others who are already so happy about Christmas ... the festival of love .... pah, whoever believes it will be blessed .... love, that's what you get on this one World no longer at all ...

The end is getting closer and closer. I'm planning a big New Year's Eve party with my friends. Better than the years before. We will celebrate and have fun together again. I'm already really looking forward to it
New Year's Eve ... another year at ... Father will definitely get drunk in the bar next door. Mother works to make ends meet, and my brother always gets drunk on special occasions ... basically a normal evening ...

I'm looking forward to the new year. It can only get better than the last ones. Get to know new people, make new friends, go to the beach with friends ... it's going to be a great year
Another new year alone ... but it will be the last.Before my birthday I'll put an end to my life ... I swear that, that's how I was ...
Nobody will miss me anyway ...