Translation

Diverse Kurzgeschichten...

... und Gedichte

How could I....

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So, enough talked !! ^^
Your,
Brie



“But you already know that what I just said was meant seriously, right?” I look at him uncertainly. I doubt he really understands how I feel about him.
Now he's flabbergasted. He looks at me with wide eyes. "I ... I thought that ... that was a joke," he begins to stutter.
I knew it. How could it be otherwise. As if he fell in love with me. He'd be pretty stupid.
"Well, Kai, but it's not a joke. It's really serious ...", my voice, which was firm at first, became quieter and quieter.
It says nothing more. What should he say big?
I don't even ask him to say anything.My gaze is directed towards the ground. Somehow this is much more interesting today than usual. Normally I can hardly take my eyes off him ... from him ... Kai. Yes, of all people I had to fall in love with the biggest idiot in school. And do I tell him that too? How stupid am I actually? How did I even get to tell him that? I want to know who talked me into that. It was definitely not my idea ...
“Kayla?” I look up. This is the first time he says my name. Otherwise - if he pays attention to me - I'm always just "you there" or "hey girl". To hear my name out of his mouth is something special. His voice is so soft when he only wants to; so gentle and rough. Just beautiful.
"So it's not a joke?" He asked again, uncertain.
"No, it's not a joke, Kai. I really love you," I reply again and again. It seems to be slowly becoming a habit. It's like I've always said "I love you" to him.As if these 3 words have no real meaning ... but they have the most meaningful meaning of all.
After all, you don't say these words to everyone. No definitely not. You only say it to people who mean a lot to you, who you love ...

I turn to go.
"Where are you going, Kayla?" He asks me. I stop, slowly I lift my head and look at him. What should I say? I don't know where to go myself ...
"Where should I go?" I ask challengingly instead.
How many times have I played the game with him? How often have I been cheeky when he asked me something? In doing so, I wanted to hide my true feelings. Actually, I could leave it now. He knows my feelings ...
His beautiful voice drives me out of my thoughts. "You could go with me ... for example to the school ball on Saturday ...", he scratches his head, embarrassed, and his face takes on an unusual reddening.
You don't even know him like that.In real life he seems really shy. So, not a daredevil. I had also wondered how I could fall in love with him. After all, he's known to the whole school as a total macho.
Well, I probably just sensed in my subconscious that it is really different ...
A smile spreads across my face. A soft smile. "Yeah, I'd really like to go there with you," I say.
My stomach does a somersault and my heart goes completely crazy. My thoughts are spinning around. I still don't understand what fascinated me about him so much that I could fall in love with him ...
He's getting closer. His eyes are fixed on mine. But there is something different about them. They are soft. Soft and full of happiness.
For the first time in my life I look into his blue eyes. They are like the open sea, wide and open, and yet full of unfathomed secrets.
It seemed to me that I was sinking into them.I've never seen anything like it.
I felt like I was falling deeper and deeper into his eyes. Fall into his soul, into his deepest thoughts.
But before I knew it, his eyes were gone. I woke up from my trance. But already, I was in one again when I felt his soft lips gently on mine.
My mind completely stopped for a brief moment. I could no longer have a clear thought.
After he broke away from me, he put his face very close to my ear.
"I'll pick you up around 7 on Saturday," he breathed into my ear. When his warm breath hit my cold skin, I shivered slightly. The feeling was unusual, but still beautiful.
"I'm happy," I managed to say before he left. Yes, he went, but not forever, I knew that. He would come again and I would see him again no later than Saturday at 7.
I was beginning to understand how to fall in love with him.It was his way, his mysterious way, that magically attracted me. And his eyes, those blue lakes that I had never really seen before, but still they were no stranger to me. I didn't know why, but I knew one thing for sure. It wasn't so for nothing. Fate had something in store for me.
I didn't know what at the time. But I knew I would find out very soon ...




Well, actually this is the end. But if you want a sequel. Please let me know !!
Thanks for reading ^. ~
Brie
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