sad ending

… Darkness …

Everything around me is dark. I don't see my hand in front of my eyes….


... darkness ...

I do not hear anything…. feel nothing ... my senses are numb ... are sick of the love you never returned ... died so as not to have to suffer anymore.


... cold fear ...

I press my hands to my body and squint my eyes ... in fear. My legs are shaking ... no, my whole body! I do not know why? Silently I slump ... make myself very small. I'm cold ... freezing! My fingers are already frozen. I breathe on them to warm them with my warm breath.


... grief ...

Lonely ... yes I am. My family and friends abandoned me ... went away ... without me. They showed no consideration ... left me ... like a stranger.


... anger ...

A feeling comes up in me. It warms me ... simmers properly. "What is it?" I ask myself. It's the anger at the people who left me behind!I trusted them ... stood by and stood up for them! And what do you do?! Leave me here like you don't know me!


... pain ...

And you…. you, whom I loved more than anything…. who was most important to me ... who I wanted to spend my future with ... you treat me like air! As if I didn't exist! A tug in my chest makes me wince ... it's my heart! It hurts so much when I think back to that day ... that was the day I wanted to die!


... tiredness ...

My eyes are getting heavier. My strength is dwindling. I carefully lie down on my back on the floor. I shut my eyes. "It'll be over soon!" I think. All of my years are passing me by. My life, which has now become unimportant and meaningless, will soon come to an end. My legs are going numb ... can no longer feel them. The tiredness warns me ...


... proximity ...

Suddenly I feel something. It reaches for my hand.I laboriously open my eyelids to see what it is. I look into red eyes ... beautiful, red eyes, like fire, which can start dangerous fires, kill people but also give off warmth! It's hard for me to see the outline of the person who is leaning over me and holding my hand. "Don't go!" Sounds the voice of the stranger. "I know this voice ... and this person!" I think. But what is he doing here with me of all people? Why doesn't he want me to be released from my pain? I timidly try to open my mouth ... but it doesn't work! I no longer have the strength to speak ...


... kiss goodbye ...

I look at him blankly ... look into his eyes, which reflect everything I'm feeling right now. I feel his closeness ... his warmth. It drove away the cold that threatened to take me prisoner. I slowly feel him getting closer. I'm bubbling again. But not with anger! No ... I don't know what it is myself!But I've felt something like this before! Suddenly I feel something new! Something strange ... his lips on mine! It's indescribable ... but it feels good. For that one moment when our lips touch, I forget everything that happened ...


... see you again ...

His lips separate from mine ... but the cold doesn't return. Still, I feel weak. I am still looking into his eyes ... they are slowly moving away from me. The sand ninja stands up ... my hand still tightly clasped. I open my mouth ... want to tell him what I felt when our lips touched ... but my voice fails. Tears run down my cheeks. "Damn it! Why can't I speak?" I think angrily. He looks at me ... with a blank look that could say a thousand words. "I accept your decision! But you should know that I love you, Hinata Hyuuga!", He says. I open my eyes. Did he really say that?Does he, Gaara Sabakuno love me? I don't know ... and I will probably never know! Another sharp pain in my chest ... but this time it's stronger! It takes away my remaining strength. My eyelids are getting heavier. I look at him for the last time before I finally close my eyelids. Maybe at some point we will meet again ... in a new life ... a new world and the certainty of having someone who means something ...!