Tjo, as I said, that's a small excuse for the lousy chapter on It isn't over! ^^
Hope you like the OS :)

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A blue-haired girl was lying in her bed. She had pulled the covers up to her chin, but her body was shaking, shaken by fits of crying. They didn't want to stop anymore. The long held back tears just had to come out. Today, too, she had to listen to wild abuse from her father. Why didn't he love her then? Again and again she heard that she was a burden, that she couldn't do anything and how weak she was. She had always been silent, not daring to contradict him. Even if she had never said anything, the words hurt. It hurts so much. She just wanted love and recognition. But she didn't get both.
The boy she loved was missing. He had to go on a mission two years ago, but he hadn't come back today.At last she had dared to confess her love to him.
And her family despised her. Whenever she walked into a room, she was looked at with disdain. Everyone said she was not worth being the heir to the Hyuuga clan. It hurt her so much. She trained and trained, but she was not recognized. She gave everything, but it just didn't help. She continued to be despised.

"Why?" She sobbed into her blanket. But of course this gave her no answer. In general, she felt lonely and alone. It was always said that love is omnipresent. But was that really she? No, not in her life. The only thing that accompanied her whole life was loneliness.
"Hinata, come out of there! Go exercise and don't lie around lazy!", She heard her father call out. She threw back the covers and wiped the tears from her face. It was 10 a.m. and she had already trained for 5 hours because her father wanted it that way.
She went into the large courtyard behind her house.She trained there and her father watched her do it, which made her even more nervous. As always, she gave everything, but after three hours, when she finally wanted to quit, her father grabbed her arm hard. "Are you already exhausted?"
"Father, I-"
"No excuses! Keep training!" He pushed her back again. Tears welled up in her eyes again, but she obeyed. She went back and trained for another three hours. Her knees were shaking, as was the rest of her body. It was the only movement she could still manage in her exhaustion. And again she had to listen to her father's words. "You miserable piece. You can't even train a little. And instead of looking for a man from a powerful clan, you're still waiting for this scum who dreams of becoming Hokage!" He said a few more things, but she got it no longer with, because she blacked out from exhaustion and simply fell over. Her father didn't care at all.He just turned and went into the house for some tea.

When Hinata woke up again, everything was white, apparently she was in a hospital. She turned her head to the side and saw Neji. “Hinata, you are awake!” She only nodded weakly. “I found you in the yard, what happened?” She didn't want to talk about it. Because if she had told him, Neji would have gone to him and confronted him, because he too harbored a grudge against his uncle. Even so, Neji knew what must have happened. “It was uncle, wasn't it?” She was silent. As she always did. Neji sighed and left the room. If Hinata didn't tell him, he couldn't help her either.
Some time later a doctor came in. “Good afternoon.” Hinata only nodded in greeting. "You were very exhausted when your cousin brought you here. You should drink less at once next time. But you can go tomorrow."
"She will come home today."The head of the Hyuuga clan suddenly stood in the room. The doctor flinched at the sound of his expressionless voice." But it would be better if- "" No, "he interrupted harshly. The doctor disappeared as quickly as she could, but before she did closed the door, she gave Hinata a pitying look. "Come on. "He turned around. Hinata jumped out of bed, her legs almost buckling again, but she pulled herself together and followed him back to the Hyuuga estate.
On the way there she saw Neji. He glared at his uncle but said nothing. He came up to her and asked, “How are you?” He took her hand. "Good," was her monosyllabic answer. Hiashi Hyuuga looked at them suspiciously, then turned back and kept walking. Neji quickly let go of her hand and left. Hinata opened it and saw a note. She quickly closed it and ran after her father.
When she got home, she ran into her room and read the little slip of paper."Under your pillow" it said nothing more. Hinata decided to look under her pillow and was amazed when she found an envelope. She opened it and took out the letter.

Dear Hinata,

I'm back in Konoha. And I missed you very much.
I'm sorry that I haven't contacted you in a long time,
but now I'm back
I hope you're not pissed off because I wasn't up to anything back then
Returned your declaration of love, but I had to
first realize my feelings.
And I realized I love you too, Hinata.
During the two years that I've been away, you've been
Only you, the person I have missed the most.
I hope we can meet soon.
Call me or give Neji a letter ...
He agreed to help us as he was from the
Your father's dislike for me knows.

See you soon and in love

your Naruto

Hinata read the letter through several times. She couldn't believe what it said.Did he love her? The weak, stupid and ugly Hinata Hyuuga ?!
Suddenly the door opened and she hid the letter behind her back. "What you have there?"
“Nothing, father.” He gave her a piercing look. “Don't lie to me, Hinata.” He took a step towards her and jerked his arm out from behind her back, making her cry out in pain. He took the letter and read it through, Hinata's arm still gripped. With every word his eyes saw, his grip tightened. "Father, you hurt me," she whimpered, but he didn't care in the least. He continued reading it and when he was finished he crumpled it up. "You will not meet this boy, understand? You can only make phone calls when I am there and you will only go out with someone who makes sure that you no longer talk to your so-called friends. As for Neji, he will be this house never allowed to enter again. And if he should dare ... "He left the sentence unfinished and left the room.A Hinata was left in tears.

She hadn't seen Naruto in a few weeks. Neither of her friends and it really bothered her. Day after day she woke up with no hope. And early in the morning she had to listen to insults over and over again. She was now a broken person. She wasn't allowed to see her friends, not even speak to them. And when she did, her father was always there. Whenever someone asked how she was doing, she replied, “Good.” But the opposite was the case. She was completely desperate and had been thinking of suicide for a long time.
And a few days later the time had come. Her father insulted her once again, but when he then also ripped off Naruto, she got up. "Father, stop that! Naruto is a wonderful person!" He looked at her surprised at first, but then stepped up to her with an angry glint in his eyes. “You dare to contradict me?” She looked him straight in the eyes. "Yes.Because I can't let you feel bad about someone like Naruto- "

She stood with her head tilted to one side from the force of the blow. Tears ran down her flushed cheek.
He grabbed her hair and pulled her head towards him. "Don't you dare to contradict me again," he hissed, then let go of her. She ran to her room and threw herself on her bed, where she began to sob uncontrollably. He had actually hit her, her own father. Was she so despicable? She just couldn't take it anymore. Her tears slowly dried up and her dull eyes looked at her bedside table. There was her kunai bag. She reached for it and pulled out one of the throwing knives. She stroked one of the sharp blades.

I don't want to anymore, I can't live like this anymore. Does death really mean redemption? I will have to try it out ...

She put the kunai on her forearm. She was just about to start when she decided to go to the bathroom.Then you couldn't accuse her of staining the room with her dirty blood afterwards.

In the bathroom she knelt next to the tub and let the water run into it. Then she leaned over it and put the kunai back on. Slowly she made deep cuts. She felt the pain, but it was pleasant in some way. She saw warm blood run down her arm and drip into the water. She made more cuts and more and more of the red juice of life flowed. It was as if the blood had been waiting a long time to escape its prison, the body. It flowed and flowed and Hinata could feel her weakening. Her vision blurred and her limbs went limp. She slowly slid to the ground and remained there, but faintly she heard a knock. She didn't care, she wanted to die in peace and closed her eyes when suddenly the door was kicked in. The person who entered knelt beside her. "Hinata, Hinata!", she heard vaguely." Please, you mustn't die, it's me, Naruto! "She opened her eyes a crack and smiled. It actually was him." How ...? ", she managed with a croak." I got in through your window, I couldn't take it anymore, I had to see you! "Naruto turned and grabbed a towel that he pressed onto her wound." Please don't die, I'll take you home with me, will you? There your father will- "She shook her head with the last of her strength." It's too late, "she whispered. A tear fell on her face. He was crying." No, please Hinata! I will take you to the hospital. "Again she whispered," It's too late ... Forgive me. "Naruto didn't want to believe it. He just hugged her.

After all, I'm dying in his arms.

Then Hinata closed her eyes. Forever?

END

I ask for clerks: D
P.S .: The question mark is on purpose, not that you think it's a typo ... xD