I'm really considering whether I will let it upload here, apparently nobody seems to be reading anyway ... * sfz *
Well, it doesn't matter, I finished Kappi 6 anyway ... * sfz *


Lily refused to answer any further questions about Jeremy. Even if her friends didn't quite understand this, after a while they accepted it. As for boys, she kept her hands off that for now. Well, even though Potter had helped her that night, she still wasn't that great to talk to him. The event with Potter's book and then Jeremy's plan only showed her that all men were equal, all idiots. However, Potter was apparently really imagining that he had beaten up Jeremy and saved Lily in this way. Apparently he had forgotten that he was just like Jeremy, only that he had somehow managed it even more intelligently than Potter ...
Lily was just on her way to the GH, it had taken a little longer, so her friends had already gone ahead when her Potter, apparently purely by chance, came across."Hi Lily, haven't seen you in a long time!" He said to her with a charming smile. “Whatever it is, I'm against it!” Potter sighed. "Man Lily. I saved you, you could at least be a little nicer to me. And you could go out with me!" She looked at him, raised her eyebrows. "Let me think about it, who else was that, who was with me on vacation, wanted to stay with me and owned a book in which he rated the girls he had something with?" Potter looked at her. "Padfoot has one of those ..." he started, but was interrupted by Lily. "Sure, and now you're telling me that this was his book, what you had with!" He nodded. "Yes, that's exactly what I want to tell you ..." He looked into her eyes, something about his look told her that he couldn't lie at all, but he had to lie, he was probably just trying to run away from the problems, to himself save through pathetic lies. She averted her gaze from him, which of course he noticed immediately."You can't hold my gaze because you know that I'm telling the truth. Ask Padfoot, he'll surely confirm it!" "Black confirms your lie for me, because you asked him to!" "Lily, please think about it again!" He asked with a sigh, lifting her chin slightly so that she looked at him again. "You know deep down that I'm telling the truth. After all, I love you, only you, no matter how often you offend me, I love you, I've always loved you and will always love you, I would Don't even think about looking at someone else! ”His gaze was still fixed on her, but Lily shook her head again. "That ... you are probably just saying that!" Her voice sounded a little helpless, but serious. "Oh Lily ..." Potter sighed again, kissed her gently on the lips, turned and went on his way, his head bowed. Lily looked after him perplexed, she couldn't even rub one at him as she would have liked.What on earth had happened to Potter. '... No matter how many times you offend me, I love you, have always loved you and will always love you. Why did he say that? And should the book belong to Black? Potter haven't had a girlfriend, not even an affair, a one-night stand? Lily's thoughts went crazy, roller coasters went through her head, at least she had the feeling. Without noticing it, she had arrived in the GR and sat down by the fireplace. A friendly, calm voice tore her from her thoughts. “You look extremely thoughtful!” The voice belonged to Remus Lupine, the only sane marauder who was prefect with her. "Oh ... hi Remus ... no, everything is okay, I think ..." "Haven't you got over the Jeremy thing?" He wanted to know. "Oh ... sure ... I don't think about that ... I mean Jame ... Potter gave him a pretty good rub ... Go ahead ..." She smiled slightly."Hm ... you're already with James ... not Potter anymore ... What did he do?" She sighed, somehow there was nothing to hide from Remus, so she told him about the book thing and Potter's poor excuse that it was Black's. "Well, if you want to hear my advice, then believe Krone. It really isn't his book, he really tells the truth. He doesn't even look at other girls. And I'm not telling you that now, because I'm his friend. But that one can see. He really suffers from the fact that you are always so mean to him ... "Remus shrugged. "Well, you have to know, I don't want to talk you into anything. You don't have to go out with him, I think he'd be happy if you stopped ignoring him and just dealt with him normally!"
He got up, leaving Lily alone with all her confused thoughts. Where confused was no expression for the chaos that was just reigning in her. She had known Remus for a long time, had never heard him say the untruth, he was always fair and ... she just had to believe him, there was no other way.So Potter really, really loved her deep down in his heart, never had a girlfriend, never a girl that he had looked at the way he always looked at Lily, never kissed a girl, let alone done other things with girls. Okay, as she thought about it now, either Potter really loved her or he was just pretending to be gay ... Whatever it was, Lily wanted to apologize to him ... Anyway, that was what her conscience was now asking of her ...