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Fanfic: Itamà / Imochi / Ai
Subtitle: Schmerz / Leben / Liebe {Ein Schhmerzendes Leben in Trauer }
Chapter: Tanjoubi paatii (birthday party)
So here comes the first chapter. Have fun with it ^^
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Chapter 1: Tanjoubi paatii (birthday party)
It was only 5 a.m. Everything was still quiet in one house. Outside you could only hear the leaves of the trees rustling or the birds singing. Every now and then a car drove by. In one room it was bright. The roller shutter in front of the window wasn't all the way down, so that fresh air came into the room. Many more hours passed. Around 11 a.m. I opened my eyes, blinked briefly because of the sun.
After a few minutes I got used to the brightness of the room. Slowly I pushed the covers off of me and then stood up like a bolt of lightning. I grinned broadly. Today was the day .. Finally. My big day I looked at the clock and was shocked to find that it was already 11 o'clock. My guests would be coming in three hours and there was still a lot to do. I changed my clothes quickly and ran to the front of the living room. "Mummy!Mama !! "I called. My mother was outside in the garden." What is it? "" Why didn't you wake me up? I told you that I have to get up at 9 o'clock because I still have so much to do! " "I'm sorry. I completely forgot that. "I was scared Forgot? My birthday party? Maybe even my birthday? What the heck, I thought to myself. I just have to do everything in no time at all. What do I care, I celebrate No matter how, where and when. I hurry up quickly then quickly ran up to our shop and bought a pair of party decorations. Then I made my room a little festive. After about two minutes the first came. "Hinata! Happy birthday! "Sakura grinned at me. TenTen and Neji, Shikamaru and Ino, Sakura and Sasuke, Kiba, Lee, Shino, everyone was there. I smiled happily. We had a lot of fun and fooled around. Sakura was really boisterous and happy since she was finally together with Sasuke.It was a day of joy and laughter. It was a bright day.
Everyone laughed and we had a lot of fun. We played a lot outside because the weather was good. We had reenacted Germany's next top model where I then won and Sakura raced towards me and we gave each other light slaps for fun. After that we rolled around on the floor laughing. Towards evening everyone left. I was alone. As always then. I lay on my bed and looked at the clock. Slowly but surely I should go to bed.
I changed and went to sleep.
The next day I went to the PC beaming with joy. I felt good about it.
Then the phone rang. "Hyuuga Hinata, hello?" "Hey Hinata, it's TenTen! Have you heard what's going on with Sakura? She apparently collapsed this morning .." "What? Is it serious?" I asked very excitedly. "I haven't noticed anything yet .. Your mother wanted to call me if she knows .." TenTen said."Will you call me and tell me about it?" Sure .. See you later or tomorrow .. "We both hung up.
I was worried and wanted to go to Sakura. She was my best friend. She was a few months older than me. She was always happy and almost never whined about her life or anything. Hopefully nothing bad had happened to her. In the evening TenTen called me again to tell me that Sakura was in the hospital and had an operation. She had a brain hemorrhage. Doctors doubt her recovery, doubt that she will make it through.
I burst into tears and hung up. That night I was barely able to sleep, I never closed my eyes and almost only prayed. When I fell asleep I had a nightmare.
~ Dream ~
"Sakura-chaaaaan!" shouted a girl with dark blue hair around the age of 13. A pink haired girl of the same age turned around and smiled. "Hinata-chan! What are you doing here?" asked this."I wanted to ask you if we would play together?" Sakura thought for a moment. "I'm sorry, but I don't have time today, I'm already in a hurry. You're already running late. It's my grandma's birthday today and my mother is waiting for me there." So I'll call you Hinata! See you then! "Hinata waved and Sakura waved while running. She ran across the street without looking and overlooked the approaching car. Hinata screamed when she saw Sakura being thrown through the air.
~ Dream end ~
I woke up with a horrified scream. It was already morning. It was light outside and the sun was shining in my room.
My mother came running in immediately. "Honey? Everything okay? You screamed so loud .." But before I could answer my cell phone rang. A SMS. I took my cell phone and read through it.
/ Hey Hinata .. It's me. Don't be mad that I can't call you, but I'm done. Sakura's mother called this morning and told me that .. Sakura died this morning ../I cried and I could hardly read any further. A stab in my heart and I wanted to scream, but nothing came out.
/ The doctors say it was too late and there was nothing they could do. They also said that it could have happened earlier, but it could also have happened later. I am promised to call you later anyway! But I think we need our time first to get over the shock .. Maybe I'll know until later when your mother wants to have the funeral.
I love you Hinata! Take care of yourself/
I cried, kept crying, couldn't stop. I closed the phone and buried my face in my hands.
This miserable pain, this horrible feeling, it should go away, leave me alone. Why? Why Sakura? Why you of all people? She was still doing so well. Why did this have to happen? Does Sasuke already know? How will he rule on it? They were so happy together.Sasuke blossomed really slowly and sakura was beaming with happiness. Should it all be over now?
This pain, this strange feeling ...
FINALLY DISAPPEARED !!!
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So that's it
I hope you understand what I mean by "Finally disappears" ^^ "
So what should I say about this chapter.
That's how I felt when my friend died ...
And sorry that I took Sakura. I like Sakura and I think that's why I chose her .. Another reason was that my friend really liked Sakura too. I wrote my feelings in the chapter, how I felt. Well, that's kind of what happened in real life. Sorry if I wrote it a little shit but .. I couldn't write it as detailed as in real life. I just couldn't, forgive me v. v * bow *
I hope to see you in the next chapter!
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