September 14th ... It rains .. stronger and stronger .. But it doesn't bother any of those present here .. You are gone and will never return, because you died.
You just left without saying goodbye .. you just closed the bathroom door .... forever ..
The more I think about it, the more it tears me up inside because I wasn't there when you left .. I couldn't even tell you how much you meant to me .. How much I loved ..
It was a moment where I met you and a moment where I lost you. It's almost ironic, you know ...
The day I met you changed my life forever and ever .. I can no longer be without you, I need you .. without you my life is meaningless .. you understand?
I need you like the air to breathe, you are my support when I fall and you are my heart in my chest, what keeps me alive .. but now you are gone .. forever ..
And your mother is no better either ... she cries and cries .. she can no longer .. she has lost everything she owned .. she has no one left except pantimos and us .. otherwise she has nothing left .. . You were her everything .. and now you are gone ..I always wonder why you didn't think about how it would be for her or us? Why did you finish everything when nothing was too late?
Tell me why and come back to me Ash! Come back to me ... I love you ...
My tears do not stop, they run on and on, to infinity.
I can't control them, they just cry for you because they lost you .. because you won't come back, never again ..
By the way, Pikachu is not doing any better either ... it eats, neither sleeps nor ... it is like dead without you ... He is like a part of you that is slowly perishing because you have left.
You just left without a word of goodbye .. only the question of guilt you left behind ... the guilt of who was responsible for your death ...
Was it us or was it a reason we can't understand?
Was it a reason that happened deep inside you?
How much I want you to come to me and take these questions out of my head .. but you don't come and you will never come again .. that you have left .. forever ...The longer I stare at your tombstone, the more I toy with the idea of ​​following you ... But then who will take care of your mother? She needs help so badly, she can no longer stand alone on her feet .. every time she collapses more and more ... her eyes look like dead .. no happiness, no hope ... nothing ..
We are empty ... like mine at this moment ...
That's why I'll wait ... wait for the right day and the right moment ... then I'll follow you and finally be with you again ... just you and me ... just the two of us ... until all eternity .
So that was a short one-short on the subject of suicide ..
Suicide is a bad business that cannot be brushed aside these days. Suicide is an everyday thing and affects almost every young person in the modern world. Because everyone thinks about it at least once in their life ... or in most cases they do ... and that's a shame, because life is far too short to throw it away ...Every grief ends once, even if the pain lasts a lifetime, life must go on .. never forget that.