Healing heart

I dedicate this one shot to all Kiba fans and those who read it, but especially SerafinaPekkala

So my first one-shot ^^ ALso since not too strict with me, but criticism is necessary ^^ And a picking would be nice ^^

I was never a very important person, I was never like the others, I didn't have a bad past, I was never very popular, I was never special, I was me.
I still remember the first time I saw him, and how funny I found my mother's talk ... She said the little dog would be my training partner, she also said that we would both be strong together. I still remember how ridiculous I thought it was, I almost roared with laughter, but my mother didn't find it funny at all.
Still, it wasn't easy for me either, just because I had a normal childhood didn't have to mean that I was the best.
No, loneliness is just a matter of getting used to, and I learned this too ...
It used to be really great just to frolic and train with Akamaru, I wish it was that way again ...Only now do I appreciate how happy my life was back then, because you only learn to appreciate something when you lose it.
It was a sad day then, just as sad as the event. Akamaru certainly felt the consequences, but my life was more important to him.
That day still burns like fire in my heart. After so many years it still hasn't healed, my broken heart. The memories of that day just don't go away from me, they don't want to leave me alone, they and the images of his death torment me even more.
Some think it was just a simple dog who died, but for me it was the death of my brother and immediately the death of my best friend.
You can't replace it for me, you can't sew a broken heart, at least not in my case.
Akamaru was something special, we experienced so much together, but my luck had to end at some point.
With him went a part of me, the part that laughs, the part that cries, the part that I miss.The pride I felt when he had his first growth spurt was indescribable, when I saw him I thought who is that?
But he was still the Akamaru I knew, he was still the little dog that helped me through my life, my first friend.
I still remember the fight against Uzumaki Naruto, he was so mad that I got to fight Akamaru ... another nice memory from him.
No, I could never forget Akamaru, each of my memories is linked to him, how could I forget a part of my life?
Nevertheless, I learned to get along without him, after all I had no other choice, I couldn't imagine life without my loyal companion.
At the age of six I had to learn to live with him, and ten years later I had to do the opposite, learn to live without him.
What irony ... when I was six I made fun of sharing my life with someone like him, for ten years I lived a lot with him, for ten years my happy time lasted, but even now I am still suffering this agony, the agony of a broken heart ...______

"Hey Akamaru come on, the others are waiting for sure!" Shouted the Inuzuka. Akamaru then stormed out the front door.
"The mission will be fun, after all, we'll be with our friends!" Shouted the brown-haired boy to his dog. This barked happily and meanwhile ran alongside Kiba.
"You may have grown up." Kiba stated proudly. Again there was a happy kleff from the dog. Akamaru had really grown though, he went Kiba to his knees, and that was just his first growth spurt. Still, Kiba was proud to have a dog like Akamaru. The two of them ran side by side and romped around town.
“Oh there they are!” Kiba called to Akamaru, who had already hurried ahead. Akamaru was already running to Hinata and slouching her.
"Akamaru ... let that ..." laughed the Hyuga. Akamaru did as he was told and turned to the others. Barking, he ran up to Choji and grabbed his bag of chips, "Akamaru! Give me my chips!" Choji shouted but didn't move.Akamaru kept running with the chips to annoy her. Choji started up and ran after the dog.
“Hi guys!” Exclaimed Kiba. "Hello Kiba ..." the team leader Shikamaru uttered bored. "Hi Kiba!" Cried Hinata, who was watching Choji's chase. "Hi Kiba." Tenten replied.
Kiba smiled around and looked for Naruto. "Is he not back again?" He asked annoyed. "No, he and Sasuke are taking their time ..." Nara replied, leaning back and watching the clouds. “Who's coming with you now?” Asked the Inuzuka. "Naruto, Sasuke, me, Tenten, Hinata and Ino. Choji can't come with us because he has to do special training with Sensei Asuma." Answered the Nara. "Aha, so only Ino, Naruto and Sasuke are missing?" Kiba asked another question. "Exactly," replied the strategist. There was silence, except for the sticking of the dog and Choji's pleading. The dog stopped and panted. "Ha, now I have you!" Choji shouted, throwing himself in front of the chips.Akamaru romped away and ran to Tenten, who stroked him.
"Ino is coming." Hinata broke the silence. "Hi guys!" Shouted the blonde Kunoichi from afar. The others just nodded and mumbled "Hello" to her too.
"There are also Sasuke and Naruto." Ino stated. Naruto and Sasuke joined the others and waited. “Are we complete now?” Shikamaru asked everyone.
Only a bored "yes" came from everyone. "Okay then I'll explain the process." Shikamaru began. "We have to go to Kiri-Gakure, there are some ninja who have secret scrolls waiting for us.
They will hand them over to us and then we should bring the secret scriptures to Konoha. It is an A-rank mission, normally we are not allowed to do it, but in our circumstances we may very well. We are also not 4 but 6 ninja. "he continued. One nod from everyone and they left.
Naruto and Hinata walked away from the front and talked about this and that. Shikamaru walked next to Ino, and they too were talking.Sasuke left, bored, and Tenten and Kiba talked too. “Have you ever been to Kiri-Gakure?” Kiba asked Tenten. "No, not yet. You?" She asked the other question. "Yes, with Hinata and Shino," he replied. Akamaru barked and Kiba improved. "And with Akamaru." A grin played on his lips. Tenten smiled too.
A few hours later Shikamaru stopped the group and announced a break.
“We will rest for 8 hours, you can either sleep or something else.” Bored, he lay down on his back and looked in the direction of the setting sun. Ino sat down with him and started another conversation. Naruto and Hinata went to the nearby river and Sasuke was left alone again.
"Hey Sasuke are you coming with me?" Kiba asked, turning to him. "No, let's go." He replied, offended. "Okay next time I won't ask!" Kiba shouted defiantly. "Tzee." Replied the Uchiha and turned away. "Come on Kiba, we're going," said the Kunoichi.Kiba turns back to Tenten and walked through the dense forest with her and Akamaru.
"Akamaru has grown quite a bit." Tenten started a new topic. "Yes, it actually is, it has been growing at a tremendous pace for about a month," replied Kiba.
"He's a really nice dog," replied Tenten. "Yes, it is indeed. Akamaru, is it true?" He asked, turning to his dog. The latter just sticked and ran alongside Tenten, wagging his tail.
The two of them also arrived at the river, but that was rather further away from the others.
"What is actually between you and Neji now?" Asked Kiba after he sat down. "Nothing, nothing more." Tenten replied cheerfully.

I shouldn't have asked that day because she was mad at me for the rest of the day. I stared at the lake and she looked down. We sat like that for a while until we shivered and turned to go. We walked side by side in silence, and my head worked non-stop, because I couldn't ignore Neji and Tenten, because somehow I really liked our gun safe.To my regret, she was with Neji, or almost. But they parted, and my feelings for her came out. But to my regret, she suffered a lot from the "separation". Even at the river, a month after Neji's rejection, she wasn't over it. I asked because I was hoping for a chance, after all we were good friends.
But I should notice that she wasn't ready, or was it she?

"Get up people!" The team leader called out loudly. Akamaru rose and looked at Shikamaru. He just nodded and smiled at the sun. The dog understood and romped to de Chaosninja first and slouched his face. The Uzumaki stood up and looked at the slobbering thing. "Oh, it's just you ..." the blonde mumbled. Akamaru strolled a few meters further and now also slouched Hinata's face. She also mumbled a little to herself, but decided to get up. Sasuke was also woken up in the same way, but he wasn't exactly happy to have been woken up with this method.Then he trotted to his master and slouched his face too. Meanwhile, Shikamaru just stood there and laughed at each and every one of them. The Nara now sauntered over to Ino and gently woke her. Akamaru now went to Tenten and slapped her face corporately.
Tenten just smiled and straightened up. Kiba was already standing next to her and the dog and smiled down at both of them.
"Tomorrow." Tenten smiled sleepily. "Tomorrow" smiled the Inuzuka too. Akamaru snuggled up against Tenten and looked happy. Kiba bent down to his dog and stroked it. “Come on guys, we have to go!” Shikamaru exclaimed impatiently. Everyone parted to stow their tents and blankets again.
"Okay, I'm done too, we can go!" Exclaimed the seal bearer. "Finally!" "Shikamaru groaned. Everyone laughed for a moment, but then they all broke up together.
Shikamaru and Ino formed the end, Sasuke ran ahead of them, Naruto and Hinata in front and Tenten Kiba and Akamaru ran away in front."No, I don't have a cute smile," Tenten said, laughing. "Yes, you have, and you can laugh sweetly too," laughed Kiba. Akamaru ran alongside them and seemed happy.
"Neji never thought I had a cute smile," she broke off the laughter. She looked down again and was silent. The Inuzuka also fell silent and only ran beside her in his mind.

And again that name came out of her mouth, the name that I now loathed. No matter what we did, each time she compared