Translation
_Gedichte_
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Numb
She watched him go without feeling
Emotions only hurt her more
No, she had banned them
They would only have burned themselves into her heart
But she felt something that she had refused until now
A painful pull that increases immeasurably
Warm streaks graced her cheeks
The tears obscured her view
He had to go,
left her standing
You want him back with you,
but she remained silent
The two of them became more and more distant
She would avoid the culprit forever
Something important was torn out of her at every step
And it went with him
He couldn't stay
They had to avoid each other
As difficult as it was - the hurdle
He had to leave before it was all revealed
Their love for one another was forbidden
She didn't play the right notes
She came from a royal house
On the other hand, he was just an annoying mouse
For her he was a lot more
He was like a warrior with an army,
An adventurer who accompanies you in your dreamsWho protected her and always stayed by her side
He was strong and had courage
but unfortunately not enough
the guards kept catching him
and threw him in a high arc over the wall
They had to meet secretly
But now they had to forget about it
It could not go on like that
You had to face the facts
The sun rose, turning it blood red
Her soul screamed for him - but she was dead
The pain inside
they would always remember him
She was alone now
Soon he would be out of sight
It took a lot of effort to keep going
She continued to look after him, but she didn't want to see him like that
She couldn't move
She hadn't felt the cold of the night for a long time
She felt nothing more than her broken heart
And the pain
Tomorrow she would wake up
and do the everyday things
All without him
but always thinking of him
Who Needs Names?
They went as fast as they came ...They meant nothing, even if you chose them yourself
His essence was the only thing that mattered to her
She knew his name
She didn't even have to dig it out of her mind
She loved its sound
He obscures her thoughts
Every touch was important
Every look and every word seemed so right
She hardly thought she would ever love again
She couldn't just push him out of her life
And now he went
gone forever
I swore
When he came back, he'd become an important person
She could then stay with him forever
At least as long as she wanted
He was such a fool!
He believed he was rising to something higher
that he was not born in the cradle ... - No!
It had to be like this from the start
All she saw was a shape, an outline
Which continued to tear her long broken heart
The sunlight hurt - her tears came back
but she wanted to see to the end
Memorize its shapejust about anything, even its way of going
She wanted to treat herself to that last,
because soon she wouldn't even be able to remember the color of his eyes
Soon her father would come
Push you into an insurmountable abyss
There was no escape
Even as a man she could not have chosen freely
It was all predetermined from the start
without their involvement or presence
Even as a small child
Everything was ready for the next day
The wind pushed them back
She took a few steps, just a short distance
The figure on the horizon slowly fades
She puts her hand in the place of her heart
Sobbing, she fell to her knees
How could her father do that? How!?
He was part of her!
But that didn't bother her father ... Not in this one
She wanted him, no one else!
And if she had to, she would follow him! ...
She slowly closed her eyes
just didn't want to believe it
Lost all feeling
Void spread - "Alone"She was probably chosen for it
Damned to always be alone
Encircled by darkness
like a protective cover
- tears on her cheeks -
there is no idyll
Nothing made sense anymore
just no longer meaning
For her father it was pure gain
But her heart, her body, her soul were empty
She clung to his promise
She was sure he wasn't going to break it
Only when he was dead and couldn't hold it
Yes, then she would kill herself