Title: Dreams come true sometimes
Pairing: Ray x Takao
Part 1/ ?
Dedication: To all who read this FF ^ ___________ ^


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* Ray POV *

Another day, another dream.
When Kai asked us to train, my heart raced faster because I saw you. But something was different today. Your shine has waned and the darkness is walking towards you.
Why just my angel?

When our eyes met unexpectedly, I felt an incredible pain. Your eyes.
Your eyes reflected sadness and longing.
But why?
Please don't look at me like that. Please, it pains me too much to see you like that.

Just as I was about to walk over to you, Kai announced that we had the rest of the day off. Then you turn your back on me and disappear up to your room.
Alone.
But I know all too well that you hate being alone.You don't like loneliness as much as I do.
Should i follow you maybe?
Wondering what happened to you?
What's wrong with you

But Max and Kenny pulled me out of my thoughts when they asked me if I would like to spend the rest of the day with them. But I declined with thanks. I would rather have one with you, if you allow me.
Max and Kenny shrugged and left the Kinomiya mansion.

However, I stopped in the garden and looked up at your window. Your room is dark, but I catch you for a brief moment. But what I recognized was a brief glint on your face before you turned away.
Are you crying
But why?
You used to be so happy.

I decided to go to you to talk to you. In front of your door I stopped again, undecided. This moment reminds me of my dream afterwards I was always standing in front of your door to then leave again.Alone, back in my room. Each of us got a room here with you so that we could all be together for the world championships and other qualifications.

I shook my head. No, this wasn't my dream because I know that you are crying on the other side of the door. This is reality and I know that you need someone now where you can lean on, cry out and that's what I want to be. If only as a normal friend.

I raised my hand and tentatively knocked on your room door. But I got no answer. I only heard soft sobs from your room.
,, May I come in Takao? , '' I asked carefully, leaning my forehead against your cool door to wait.

A little later you open this and look at me with reddened and tearful eyes. I winced slightly at the sight of you. It hurt my heart to see you suffer like that.
,,What do you want? ,'' Are you asking me. But because my voice failed and I couldn't answer because of it, you walked past me outside in silence.Once again you turn your back on me and once again I look after you hurt in my heart.

Anger rose in me, infinite anger at myself. I clenched my fists and hit the door frame with them to get rid of them. This anger. Besides, I'm so damn cowardly, why couldn't I talk to you?
Is it because you looked at me so sadly? I dont know.
Maybe it's also because I don't know this side of you my angel. This side of you that scares me. I just want to see you happy again.
Is that too much? I do not think so.

I decided to go down to the living room to wait for you there until you get home. I would look for you but I don't know where to look for you. But you will definitely come back in a minute, at least I hope so. Since you never stay away long if you don't say where you are going. So I'll be waiting here longingly for you to finally talk to you.This time I will not lose my voice and my courage, because you have become the most important person in my life and I want to see this person happy. Even if it should mean that I'm not the one you will be happy with.


* Takao POV *

When Kai announced that we would have the rest of the day to ourselves, I immediately disappeared to my room. I've never been so grateful to Kai. Because I needed time, a lot of time to think. Lately I have not quite gotten to understand myself. I've already noticed that I've changed, that my feelings towards you have changed that now go beyond friendship. I don't know how to behave towards you because I can no longer see you as my best friend as a teammate, not now.

What am I supposed to do?
How should i face you
How can I look you in the eye now?I'm so confused.
Can I look into your beautiful amber eyes at all now? I dont know. Finally I fell in love with a man and since I am one myself it is forbidden.
But why is it forbidden?
Doesn't it matter whether you fall in love with a woman or with a man?
Who made this prohibition that it is abhorrent to be in love with a man?
Isn't it normal or not?
At least I can't see anything disgusting in sleeping with a man. The main thing is that you love each other, that's the most important thing.

But why do I worry so much about the 'why and why? `I'll never get together with you anyway. I mean why should you fall in love with me too when you're the number one boy with girls?
You could have anyone you wanted So why would you fall in love with me then a boy?

My gaze wanders out of the window and there you stand.Kenny and Max have apparently asked you if you would like to go with them, but you refuse thanks and smile at them.
This wonderful smile that always pulls me under its spell, this smile only exists once in this world, this smile is unique because it is yours.
Slowly I feel the grief rising in me again, knowing that you will never be mine. My eyes are starting to burn. I try to hold back the tears but I fail and I start crying out my pain. I just want to get rid of this feeling or fall in love with a girl so I don't have to suffer so much anymore. But I couldn't do that for that I love you too much.

I still watch you stand there in my garden. Even if I see you a little blurry, I can see every detail, every movement in you. That's why I notice how you look up to my window, I quickly withdraw from this because I don't want you to see me cry, that you see me weak.I sat down on my bed, pressing my head into my pillow, maybe that will help me stop crying, that my tears run dry. But I don't really believe that.

Suddenly I hear a knock on my door and how you quietly ask me if you could come in. Should i really let you in? I don't know, then I'd have to look you in the eye and I can't. It is better if I don't say anything, if I don't answer you, you're safe.
I expect you to go but you don't. I heard you lean against the door, now I'm stuck. In my own cage. If I let you in, I have to endure your closeness and it hurts too much.
I decided that I just ask you what you want, maybe it's nothing bad. So I got up, wiped away my tears, and opened the door.

You stare at me in horror.
I know I look awful so please don't look at me like that.What do you want? I finally ask you, but you keep staring at me. This look he crushes me so. I feel as if everything inside me is pulling together, as I threaten to suffocate, I also notice how my eyes are starting to burn again. No, I didn't want to start crying in front of your eyes. I don't want you to think I'm a crybaby.

I walk past you quickly, turn my back to you, show you my cold shoulder and flee outside. Anywhere. I want to go somewhere, the main thing is to get away from here. From my cage. From your presence in which I threaten to choke on my feelings. My feet carried me to the river as if by themselves. Yes, I've always liked the river, nowhere have I felt more free than here. Maybe it's because of the soothing rushing of the water that is always in motion, never stops floating. I listen to this rustling and notice how my thoughts and worries slide away.Yes, I can always let myself go here. That's why I didn't notice how I slowly dozed off, exhausted from crying.


* Ray POV *

You have been gone for hours, as long as you have never been gone without first telling you where you are going. I'm slowly starting to really worry, should I go looking for you?
Hopefully nothing happened to you, or Takao?
No, what do I think you're doing well, I'm sure at least physically.
I will also go looking for you now and only go home again when I have found you. I grabbed the key, locked the door and started looking for the area.

First I was at his school, then at the Beyblade training grounds, then at the playground, then I was ...

Exhausted, I sat down on a park bench. Damn Takao where are you?
It is already dark.
Where can you be I have already searched all over the place or not?
In my mind I went through all the places you liked and suddenly a light dawned on me.The river, I haven't been to the river yet. I'm stupid, but you always go there when you have to think. Why didn't I think of that before?
I jumped up from the park bench and ran at a quick pace to the river.


Sequel follows


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So.
This ends the first chapter = ^. ^ =
Hope you enjoyed it u ú
See you next Chappi; D

Au revoir * uff Kommis hoff *

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