Does my life still have a purpose?

this is my first OS, I hope you enjoy it!

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Does my life still have a purpose?


Where are you? I'm looking for you! Why don't you get in touch? I look out of my window at night, see only the full moon and the stars and indulge in my dreams, to you! When I think of you, I start to cry.

The time with you was great! And now this! I'm alone in this world, can't trust my alleged friends, don't trust them like you do!

I felt safe with you guys, we had fun, had the craziest adventures and pursued our dreams, but what about now? You are not there and I am trapped in this world alone. I miss you, I need you!

But I'll wait here for you to come and pick me up! When will the day come when my situation here on earth will change? I've been waiting here for a long, very long time! Where are you? I cry every day.Always have to think of you.

I can't take it anymore! I'll scratch my left arm with your initials. I'm waiting here and I'm bleeding. When does this end? I think of you day and night, do not perceive my presence anymore.

When are you coming to get me? I am alone in the world without you! I can't take it anymore! I can't take it anymore, I'll wait here and I'll bleed! When will my escape from this world come? My escape with you, like before the Navy?

I can't laugh anymore because you're not coming! I can't cry anymore because I've shed too many tears! You know, I belong to you! Then why don't you come to get me? I want to make my dream come true, just like you!

Hope is slowly disappearing. I'm not doing good. Don't want to dream anymore, I'm afraid of my dreams. They say you won't come any more! Why? My life no longer has any meaning. I've become a tailcoat.

I run through the alleys, alone.I am no longer responsive. My arm shows big and deep scars with the names of you! You can see the traces of the last tears on my cheeks. The sun is covered by a lot of clouds, but I don't care anymore. Very different than on the Flying Lamb.

I run and run. The clouds have cleared and the sun is slowly setting. Suddenly I see a white feather lying at my feet. A feather from a seagull. I knelt on the floor and picked up the white quill. Suddenly a smile crossed my face. You haven't forgotten me! That should be a sign that you can't come to me, but I can come to you! I only know one way.

I ran quickly to a very tall house, still with a smile on my face. I ran quickly up the stairs with tears on my face. With tears of joy. I was upstairs and yanked the door open. The slowly setting sun was shining on me. I went to the edge of the house.I thought again about my suffering on this earth. I looked at the sun. Next to the sun I could see the laughter of my crew members. They call for me. I looked at the sun of this world one more time. With a smile and with tears on your face. I held my white quill tightly in my hand and jumped. I jumped into the world where my friends live, my straw hat friends.

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and how did you find it? It all occurred to me today when I went for a walk with my dog, because I looked at the sun and thought of Luffy and Co. .....

I wish you praise and criticism.

your ciny