It was only a few weeks until the meeting. Katja and Frank hardly ever wrote to each other, but instead made more phone calls. She sat down at the PC every afternoon when she had done her homework and waited for him, but what was going to happen today was not clear to her. After her homework she logged into the internet as always ~ * Kaioshin * ~ was already logged in.
She wrote him a message.

Shino
Subject: telen? ^^
Hey well how are you * dear ask *
do we want to call again? ^^

But she didn't get an answer, then she thought to herself that she would have a look at his profile to see how his mood is right now. It wasn't indicated. But when she looked further down, she got a shock. It was written with his information: This is the last time I log in today, so it just can't go any further! The internet addiction has become much too big. My hobbies, my friends, my family and school are suffering from it. I don't know if I'll ever log in again, but I doubt it! I'm sorry for those who like me and like to write to me, but you have to accept that! That can't go on like this. MFG ~ * Kaioshin * ~

Katja was shocked, and then she saw in her ad that she had received an email. She clicked on it and it was from ~ * Kaioshin * ~.
~ * Kaioshin * ~
Subject: telen?
I feel like shit!
no, I don't feel like making a phone call now!
I wish you a good life without me.
Goodbye
(if you haven't read it yet, see my profile)

Katja the tears ran down. She cupped her face with her hands as if she wanted to avoid seeing anyone cry. She whispered softly with a torn voice, "please don't leave me alone .... please don't go ..." she sobbed and felt her hands shaking. (What should I do now, does he really not want to come back? What will become of us now? Was it all just a lie?) So many thoughts flew all over her head.She couldn't stop crying because she was devastated. Her heart felt like it was tearing into thousands of pieces and she couldn't breathe. The tears were dripping from their kin onto the desk, where a small salty puddle of tears was already collecting. She kept repeating the words "Please don't go ..." "Don't leave me alone ..." "You promised it! ..." and just cried more. She read it over and over and she couldn't stop crying. She lay down in her bed and had turned on the music beforehand. She contracted and made herself small. She wept quietly into sleep.
The mail she had sent him was still open on the descop.

Shino
Subject: telen?
no please don't go!
do not leave me alone...
You're welcome...

The music was playing in the background and the tears were still running down her cheeks. She could hardly open her eyes, she hoped that he would call again but there was no mail, no sms and no phone calls. Then she went to her PC and turned it off. She set her mp3 player to replay and only heard one song at a time. She sang softly along with a trembling voice, and for three days she hid in her room. Her mother didn't hear that she was crying, she just wrote her a note that said / can you please call the school? I'm sick. Katja / and her mother did that for her too.
On the third day he hadn't called in either, and Katja felt empty. She had just cried for her it seemed like she had no more tears to cry. But then she sat down at the PC and wrote down her feelings.