I thought making friends with you was not a problem. But all I got was a Msn acquaintance. I was so jealous of my friends as she kept telling me your secrets. I tried to be friends with you for a long time, but I gave up .I just told you that I liked you. It had made everything worse. You don't talk to me much anymore and only give brief answers. I wish I could just turn back the time, do everything backwards. Why do you like them too? Why One of my friends of all people? What's so great about her? (Sarah) She's pretty and doesn't always wear a lot, but is that what you want? No, I'm not like her .. I'm a completely normal girl.
I don't want to let go of you, but I've decided to go on living and just deal with you normally. You do that with me too.