I blinked hard when I opened my eyes. * What's the matter? I was just about to get into the water * when I looked around I noticed a lot of worried looks from my friends around me. “Finally you are awake again!” I heard Lena say and she was all around my neck. "Huh what do you mean?" I looked at her confused. "We were just about to get out of the window when you just fell over." Niklas explained to me. * No! Dan, then none of this happened at all ?! So Nik doesn't love me, we didn't kiss or cuddle. * I had to sigh but then laughed. "What did you suddenly have?" Lena asked worriedly. "Oh, you know," I started, "I always have such strange dreams that sometimes I don't even know whether it's a reality or just a dream." She looked a bit funny but then helped me up. "Nadann" said Nik, "we can finally go then." He continued, a little annoyed. "Shall I help you," Lena offered me, but I waved her off. I was much more interested in what was going on with Niklas. Why was he suddenly in a bad mood? Is it because of me? Did I do something wrong ? "Almost everyone was already gone, only Niklas, Lena and I were still standing outside." Nakomm Chrissy, "said Lena and just wanted to help me to keep walking." But why was that? "* I have to go with Niklas * I thought to myself." Chrissy you know .. "Lena began and tried to find the right words." It's all cleared up, "Nikals continued coldly" I told Louis you don't need any more come to me. "He started to walk away and I had to watch. * What? No !!! no please don't, don't go! * I sat together." Come on, chrissy get up, don't sit on the dirty wet floor, Chrissy you can hear me Chrissy ? !! "Lena tried to talk to me, but I couldn't hear her.

KRACK, KLIRR. My heart was broken

Then I noticed this feeling in me, a feeling that wanted to go and really wanted to knock him down, a feeling of hate. I couldn't believe it myself when I got up, ran after him and slapped him."You are really the very last!" I shouted at him, turned around and mashed away.

Lena and I drove for a while in the car. Her mother had picked us up, so we couldn't talk about what had happened, but as soon as we were in the room, Lena finally had to know. "It was her, wasn't it?" She stated angrily. "What do you mean?" "As soon as you passed out, Sarah took him outside with you. They came back in hand in hand." "I hate her .. but who Niklas is so happy." She grabbed me by the Shoulders and shook me hard. "No, definitely not, the only thing Sarah wants is someone who just serves her, Niklas can't be happy with someone like that! And if she no longer needs him, she brutally abandons him! Finally wake up Chrissy! Do something! You were In the past, it wasn't like that either! DEFENSE YOURSELF! "* she was right * I thought to myself. “And how?” I asked her and waited 5 minutes for an answer. "Very simple. Make him so that he can't see anything else but you. We have a class trip in 2 days, it couldn't be better 24 hours a day Love-Attack. So if he doesn't talk to you right away afterwards I don't know either! " she grinned. “LENA!” I shouted red. I couldn't even think of Ansowas. * Me and Niklas .. we ... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. * "We're only 14" I screeched and became more and more Red. We both looked at each other and laughed. "So deal?" She held out her hand to him. "Deal," I laughed and shook her hand.

Monday:
"I can't wear Lena that!" I screamed. "Why not him?" Asked Lena, surprised. I had a white, slightly short, light skirt with a long and a short layer. On top of that a yellow strap-top, large earrings, I also had smokey eyes. I wore my favorite cherry ballerina as shoes. "Looks pretty! Now don't act like that! How else are you going to win Niklas ?!" she asked me.Defeated, I gave up. She sprayed some perfume on me and off we went to school. As always, we were the first in the art space. As usual, I leaned my knees on the table, but when I noticed that you could look so perfectly under my skirt I had to put them down again. * I hate skirts * I just thought to myself and turned on my IPot. Niklas came in there. I didn't pay any attention to him. As always, he sat down next to me but got a what-the-fuck from Lena. "Hey chrissy can you wipe the board?" Lena asked me happily. At first I didn't understand why, but then I understood what she meant. She wanted him to see exactly what I'm wearing. With a plug in my ears, I got up and mashed to the table. I noticed the look on my back, but didn't let that bother me. When I came back I didn't notice his looks but sit down again. I could see Lena smiling triumphantly and had to smile too. "Do you know what I'm looking forward to?" I suddenly began. "What for?" Asked Niklas, but he wasn't there for me and waited for Lena. “What that?” She asked too. "On a school trip. It's going to be so cool." I smiled and stretched. I noticed that my t-shirt was sliding up a bit. But there was no one there other than Lena. * well bad luck Niklas. * I noticed how Niklas looked at my stomach. "What are you looking at?" I asked coldly. "To you," he replied tonelessly and looked at me urgently. * Don't get weak, not now. * I was going to be too angry about something. "Aha. And why? Interested?" I said seductively and came a little closer to him. I noticed that he was a little unsettled. And grinned mischievously. "Not? Ok." I turned back to Lena abruptly and we started talking again. She winked at me slightly as Nik was still completely frozen.
The two art lessons passed quickly. We finally had a break. I got up, stretched myself again and left the room with my class and Lena.Niklas always right behind me. * What's the matter with him? * I thought to myself and looked back a little. He smiled at me. I nodded and looked ahead again.
Lena and I went outside, Nik also followed us. At first we thought it was just a football but when we turned a few times it still followed us. I turned around abruptly and put my hands on my hips. “What is it!” I asked him angrily. "I want to talk to you." He just said and stood in front of me so that I had to look up. "You don't understand .. what I have to go through," he began and I interrupted him, "why are you telling me .. why are you not telling your girlfriend?" I noticed how Lena moved away and didn't know why. "I have no girlfriends." He answered puzzled. "What? But I thought Sarah .." "Sarah here Sarah there! WAN DO YOU UNDERSTAND IT THE TIME !!" he yelled at me now. I flinched back. "Do you think I'll run after you for free ??" "Well, tell me why !!" "Who told you that Sarah was my girlfriend? !!" "Friends!" "Why does Lena say such a shit! Chrissy I know Wasn't ok how I treated you when I told Louis about that with .. but you were so happy and I didn't want you to get hurt any more if this game goes on. "Those words hit the mark. Right in my heart I didn't understand anything anymore. Still, I didn't want to forgive him so easily after all, I'm just a friend to him whom sarah just didn't have time, and I didn't feel like doing that anymore. I just said "aja". "So everything is back to the way it was before?" He asked me and almost puked at the sweetness in his voice. "No, I accept your apology about the Louis story, but it's not like we used to be classmates and that's not that we were any more before." "But" he started again but I interrupted him, "Who." If you would excuse me now, Niklas, my friend Lena, has been waiting for me for some time "with these words I moved away from him, but not without winking at him again and waving like that."Vll later" with this sentence I turned the corner.