My star

The stars glitter in the dark blue sky. I look up to them and think of you. One of these whole, beautiful stars draws my gaze and leaves it hanging on itself. It's small and fragile, but something is different from the others.
You are small, but you shine the strongest of all of you in the sky. I look at you and you remind me of someone.
It's been so long since we saw us, but I've never forgotten you. He was everything to me.
Our friendship was strong, but my secret feelings for you were even stronger. We were always together, told us everything, nobody could stand between us. But then came the day when everything changed. The day I had to go We didn't have time to say goodbye to each other. Just a gesture that changed everything between us. A simple kiss. A kiss that I had been waiting for so long and that I returned without hesitation. We stood there, arm in arm. But even this moment passed and the farewell came. And with him my pain.
Are you watching the stars at this moment like I am now?
You always loved to sit on the roof of your house with me and look up at those beautiful, shiny lights.
Are you in pain like me?
Maybe maybe not. The uncertainty of not knowing if you are like me, you miss me as much as I do you is the worst thing about all of this.
I look away from the little star and my gaze wanders to the beautiful sight of the new moon. I see your face in front of me in my thoughts. You smile at me
And again for the most noble time on this day I wonder what I was thinking again.
My gaze wanders back to the star and I wish you were like him. I could then always see you and know that you are fine.
One day, I now believe in it, this star will come down to earth.And with him you will come to me and we will finally meet again.