Translation

Die Vergangenheit kommt wieder

Shuichi Akais Life

confession

For a long time I didn't even notice, but over time it became clearer and clearer to me, I liked Akemi more than just friends. We spent so much time together, but I just couldn't let it show. She would have been in far too great danger if I were ever exposed and that was exactly what I couldn't risk, she was too important to me for that. I couldn't drag her further into the whole thing, she shouldn't have a bad life even if she regretted working for the organization, but she had a purpose in life. She was actually born into the organization, but was allowed to leave it and live like a normal person, although her younger sister was not doing so well. She had to become a scientist and work for the organization, there was no contact between Akemi and Shiho, as she lived in the States for a long time. However, after graduating, Shiho was brought to Japan to work on poisons for the organization. Akemi only found out about it by chance in a letter from her sister and immediately rejoined the organization. Her reason was love, she couldn't just leave her little sister alone. She wanted to be close to her and therefore worked for the organization. Often the two could not see each other because Shiho was always busy and should continue to work, but now and then the sisters could see each other, only it had become less and less over time. I had very often had the feeling that Akemi would break up because of this relationship with her sister and that she would not be able to last much longer, but again and again she proved the opposite to me. She was strong, she fought for something and that was exactly what gave her the strength. Sometimes I admired her for it, I had known that not everyone would act like her, but she always did what was not expected of her. I was torn out of my thoughts about Akemi very quickly.I was standing in an abandoned warehouse, had been alone and had one of my cell phones on my ear.
"Akai, are you still there?" James asked worriedly. He had waited a long time for an answer and when I said nothing his eyes darkened. I couldn't see him, but even if I didn't know him that well, I could tell how he reacted. I was able to quickly analyze people according to their behavior and thus find out what they would do next.
"Yes, I'm still there," I nodded in agreement. "What is it?" I wanted to know. He'd told me before, but I wasn't really listening.
"We can no longer take responsibility that you are still further in the organization. We will prepare your exit tomorrow evening. You will bring the organization to a meeting in an empty factory, our men will be ready and arrest all members. With We will then find the boss of the organization for them and have them exposed. Should something go wrong, inform me in good time, but I am in good spirits. Everything is well thought out and nothing can happen. Do you understand that? "asked Black know after telling me about the plan.
"I understood everything. Tomorrow evening, well then we'll do it," I nodded in agreement. Tonight the organization would finally be wiped out. It had been good, so Akemi and her sister could lie in each other's arms again and be together without any problems. I smiled a little and then just hung up. James had given me enough information already and it was enough for me to know what to do next. But before meeting anyone from the organization in the building, I wanted to talk to Akemi first. You should know what was going on, I didn't want to lie to you any further.
"Dai, there you are," smiled Akemi when we met in the park that evening.Akemi happily hugged me, she looked up at me and saw my serious face. "What do you have, Dai?" The woman wanted to know from me.
"It's not bad. Please don't worry about it, Akemi," I said. I even had a small smile on my face as I noticed. It was weird, every time I did something to Akemi, I just had to smile. She was so different from everyone else and she often gave me the feeling that I was wanted somewhere.
"Then I'm reassured," said Akemi. She then took my hand and walked me through the park. We often took such walks together, and we were better able to talk about everything than meeting somewhere in the organization. I had the feeling that I could tell Akemi anything and she wouldn't tell anyone.
"I have to tell you something. Please stop," I said. Because it continued to go on with my words, I pulled it back a little hard.
"Dai, what's going on?" She wanted to know from me. In fact, I think it hurt a little when I grabbed her so hard. I was sorry too, which is why I let go of her right away.
"I just want to talk to you. My name is not Dai Moroboshi," I started talking. I would have liked to have carefully prepared her for all of this, but it didn't work. You couldn't prepare a person for this kind of truth without knowing what was going to happen.
"Your name is not Dai Moroboshi? Oh, you see, you now have a code name when you are out in public," said Akemi. Apparently she thought that I would do it the way she did with her cover name Masami Hirota, but she was way off the mark. Slowly she made it harder for me to tell her the truth, but I had to find out, I had to confess to her who I really was.
"No, it's not. Dai Moroboshi, that was my cover name, my real name is Shuichi Akai, but please don't call me that in the organization.You must never find out who I really am, not yet, "I asked Akemi. I put my hands on her shoulder and looked at her, she had to promise me, otherwise I wouldn't let her go, I told myself
"Shuichi ... Akai ..." she stammered my real name. Akemi had looked slightly shocked, but then nodded. "I won't say any more, but why did you give a different name here?" She wanted to know.
"It's because ..." I sighed briefly, trying to figure out how to tell her that I worked for the FBI and only 'hooked up' with her to get my job done. I slowly took my ID out of my pocket, it identified me as an FBI agent and I now almost held it under her nose. "I work for the FBI and my job was the organization, tomorrow evening we will let it go. I wanted to tell you personally and not that you will somehow notice it tomorrow evening. What do you say now?" I wanted to know from her. Now she knew about me.
"I can't believe that ... you work for the FBI and you want to blow the organization ... you lied to me from the start," said Akemi. I could read the disappointment in her words and I was also a little sorry.
"I didn't even know you were in the organization. When I found out, it was too late to cancel the job. No matter what you think of me now, I'll finish the job tomorrow night and I hope for you that you won't say anything, "I threatened her. I didn't really want that and I quickly began to regret my behavior.
"I'll be silent," Akemi promised me. At first I couldn't believe her, I would have given myself away just out of disappointment, but Akemi was really different.
"Thank you, after that, when the organization is over, you can live a normal life with your sister, you will be taken out of the organization and no longer connected to it.I made sure that nothing would happen to you both when the organization no longer exists, "I countered.
"Thank you, about Shiho means a lot to me, Dai," she smiled. I think Akemi couldn't get used to calling me so quickly and still called me by my old name. I didn't mind, though, and it was better that way, I didn't want her to just make a promise at some point and let the organization notice me, at least not before that evening. What I hadn't suspected, however, was that we were being bugged. The organization didn't really trust Akemi and considered them a danger, someone who would take Shiho away from them. They secretly cheered her on a little bug that had remained undetected and that I only found out about afterwards from gin. The organization had found out about my plans, but I had no idea, which is why I would prepare for the day normally.
"It's okay, that's the only thing I can do for you. I'm really sorry for all of this, Akemi," I said softly. It was time to leave here and never see the young woman again, no matter what she meant to me. I thought it was better if she didn't know about my feelings, it would have only made the temporary goodbye harder for both of us and maybe kept me from my mission. "I'll go now. Come home safely, I'll get in touch with you soon," I promised her. I really wanted to do it when we had the organization under lock and key. Slowly I made my way home, at home, where my apartment was and where I could prepare for tomorrow in peace. I had a feeling in my stomach that it was very strange and not normal. It was almost like I knew everything was going to go wrong, but I tried to downplay that feeling in front of myself.The next morning I was already prepared, but it was still a while before things went according to plan, especially since I had to chat with the agents first and give them my instructions. Strangely enough, it went off stage pretty quickly and, as always, I made my way to the organization. Only one more day, only today I had to work for them and then it would have been over, then they would no longer torture people. What I found strange were the looks that were being thrown at me, all the members of the organization were looking at me so strangely, almost as if they knew it. However, I quickly dismissed this thought, it had been nonsense in my eyes and I was looking for a plausible explanation. I was quickly finished with the assignments for the day and I even managed to get some members of the organization to meet with me that evening. They didn't refuse, but I wasn't surprised either, I promised them that we would find a lot in the factory space that could be useful to the organization. I actually wanted to have the boss of the organization with me, but he was so invisible and kept a low profile, and he also declined my request. He himself did not want to be there with the
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