Hey guys! It goes on! If anyone cares ... T_T



I woke up with a pounding headache. I slowly opened my eyes and paused, puzzled. That wasn't my room ... again not. But this time it wasn't Seis either ... At the thought of my - former - best friend, tears came to my eyes and the headache got worse.
If I wasn't with Sei - and it was obvious that this couldn't be his room because this was tidy - where the hell did I end up? Suddenly I had a flash of inspiration. Maybe I was in the hospital? Perhaps "yesterday" - or whenever that horrible day had occurred - hadn't even happened? Maybe I just dreamed it all? Maybe I got so full on Sei's birthday that I lost consciousness and was taken to the hospital? Maybe ... maybe you and I were still ... friends?
With a slight smile on my face, I quickly sat up in bed. As quickly as hope had spread in me, I had lost it again. After taking a closer look, I found that this couldn't be a sick room. Unless they were recently equipped with a huge flat screen TV and a water bed the size of half a football field. Hm ... that would have been possible if I had been in the KURO-HOSPITAL, but Si's father would certainly not have distributed pictures of his son and brother in the hospital rooms there ....
Taki! Oh my god, that must have been Taki's room! But why…? My eyes filled with tears again. So then it really happened yesterday ... I lost my best friend and then passed out in his uncle's arms. Great, that sounds like me. I didn't want to see Taki now, I didn't want to see anyone at the moment.Except maybe ... Be. I wanted him to tell me that yesterday it wasn't him, but his… his evil twin brother, believed to be lost, who had thrown these cruel things at me. I wanted him to comfort me. I wanted him to hug me and vow to stay with me no matter what. I wanted…
Suddenly I blushed like an overripe tomato. N-No, that about hugging and swearing ... that would be, that would have been inappropriate! Out! But I still wanted my best buddy back, no matter what I had to do for it. Determined I crawled towards the end of the bed - oh man, the swing made you seasick and I was still sick from the previous evening. Did that even happen yesterday? Or the day before yesterday? I shook my head vigorously. Don't think about it, Yuri, or you'll just cry again.
When I finally made it to the end of the bed, I swayed slightly and went to the door. I opened it quietly so that Taki wouldn't hear me. I peeked briefly into the bright hallway and, when I heard nothing suspicious, crept towards the front door. I was almost there - just past the kitchen! - when I heard a voice from it. At first I thought that Taki had noticed my attempt to escape and called me back, but then I heard a second, well-known voice.
"That's best, Taki," Sei was muttering. "It's best for him."
I inhaled sharply. What were they talking about? And above all about whom? Why did you sound so depressed? His voice broke at the end of the sentence.
Taki angrily snapped at his nephew: "The BEST for him ?! Do you have any idea what condition the boy was in when I found him? Seichiro, I tell you, you didn't want to see him like that. He was complete on the ground and I mean that literally, I think Yuri doesn't deserve to be treated like that!You owe him at least an explanation. "
I was shocked when I heard my name and stumbled. I quickly braced myself on the door frame and hurriedly withdrew when I caught a glimpse of the kitchen. Sei's face was turned in my direction, but I hoped no one had noticed me. They talked about ME!
When Sei continued, his voice was suddenly different. It sounded harder, almost numb. "Taki, that's none of your business. Matsuo has been getting on my nerves for a long time. I can't take a day with him any longer. I have to protect him all the time, defend him from the others, and - God! - the boy is clumsy ! And then he always looks at me with those faithful dog eyes, that makes me throw up! He should just stay away from me, otherwise I can't guarantee anything. "
"Seichiro !! What suddenly got into you? Why ..." Taki jumped up from his seat, grabbed Be by the shoulders and turned him around. He yelled at him furiously while shaking his nephew roughly. I couldn't hear the rest of Taki's screams. Now that Sei no longer had the kitchen door in sight and his uncle was busy with him, I was able to escape unnoticed. I quickly slipped past the door, slipped on my shoes, quietly opened the front door and closed it gently behind me. Without even turning around and making sure that my escape went unnoticed, I ran home. Tears of desperation ran down my face. As much as I'd cried in the past few hours, you'd think I had run out of tears, and yet the salty streams ran down my cheeks. The sun popped down and made me sweat. I could only have slept with Taki for a few hours, because judging by the position of the sun it was just early afternoon. I arrived home completely exhausted and sweaty.The door was locked, so I searched my pants pockets for the key. When I finally found it, my trembling hands dropped it.
"Damn it !!" I yelled as I bent down to pick up the silver thing. I was just standing upright again when the door opened in front of me. Kaya stood before me with eyes wide with surprise. "Yuri, what are you screaming ... Oh my god, Yuri, what happened ?!" I really had to make a pathetic picture when even my not to be shocked little sister lost her composure at the sight of me.
"Ka ... ya ..." I whispered before throwing myself into her arms and crying again. What should I do? What should i do? Kaya's thin arms closed behind my back. As hard as she could, she hugged me. "You know what, Yuri? First you take a hot bath and I'll make you something tasty to eat. And then you calmly tell me what's going on, okay? Mum and Dad aren't here today, so you can do it like that shout a lot like you want. "
Kaya really was the very best little sister you could imagine. She did everything for me. Of course, it was also the other way around. I nodded slightly to show that I agreed with her suggestion and broke away from her. I stumbled towards the stairs. I was dizzy as hell. My hands clung to the railing. The last thing I needed now was a stay in Si's father's hospital. Another sob escaped me. Already an arm put around me and helped me with the steps. "Slowly, brother heart, otherwise you will tumble down the stairs and then your beautiful face will be over." Kaya gently bumped her head against mine when we reached the top. Because of a beautiful face. Takeshi was right! I had a milk face. I wasn't pretty, I looked girlish. I gave the impression that I had to be looked after.And that was apparently one of the reasons why Sei had turned away from me.
"So, there we are. I'll have a bath for you and you will take off your clothes in the meantime, will you? Don't worry, I won't turn around." She sat me on the closed toilet seat and started to let the bath tub down. I couldn't move. I tried to pull my shirt over my head, but I just ran out of strength.
"Yuri? Should I help you?", Kaya asked me gently and also a little embarrassed. Sure, we got along well, but not that good either. I shook my head but made no move to move. A small sigh escaped her as she set about pulling my t-shirt over my head. “Uh, that stinks! What have you been up to?” Her words were more aimed at themselves than at me, so I didn't even try to answer. Kaya held my hands and pulled me to my feet. Then she crouched down, demonstratively turned her face to the side and began to work on my pants. Normally I would have been embarrassed to let my sister undress me, let alone show myself naked in front of her, but at the moment I didn't care. Everything except be.
I only noticed in passing that Kaya pushed me towards the tub and I got into it. She left the bathroom and left me alone with my thoughts. And of course my thoughts were with you ...

I didn't know how long I'd been in the bathtub when my sister knocked softly on the door and peeked in. "Yuri, everything okay? Don't you think you should get out of there slowly? You've been sitting in there for over an hour. The water must be cold and your fingers must be very wrinkled. Come out of there now, please." True, the water was cold and my fingers looked like wrinkled tomatoes, so I got up and got out of the tub.At least I could move again. I dried myself off in slow motion and put on my beige sweatpants and a gray shirt, which my favorite little sister had laid out for me. I left the bathroom and went into the kitchen. There Kaya was already waiting for me at the laid table. I sat across from her and stared at my plate filled with spaghetti. Uh, I felt sick. I couldn't eat anything with God now.
Kaya seemed to have looked at my thoughts, because she said: "Yuri, I know, you probably don't feel like eating now, but you should at least have a little something to yourself. You will see, it will certainly be good for you."
Reluctantly, I picked up a fork and spoon and tried a bite. Seconds after I swallowed, I dropped the cutlery and ran to the sink. For the second time today I vomited. Kaya was with me immediately and stroked my back. "Shh, little big brother, no matter what's going on, I'm sure we can fix it." And I started to cry again. I had only heard the term "little big brother" from Kaya twice, and those were moments when I was completely devastated. This time, however, I wanted to die. Oh man, I had mutated into a real drama queen. I opened the tap and rinsed my mouth out. Then I sat down at the table again. As a precaution, Kaya had removed everything edible and sat down across from me. Silence spread. She didn't want to rush me, for which I was extremely grateful, but the curiosity was written on her face.
I took a deep breath, which sounded more like a deep sigh, and began to speak: "Yesterday ... When I ... The shooting star ... Ms. Kuro ... So bad ...". "Wait a