Translation
The Last Dream
...SasuHina ...
memories
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Hina writes all of this in her diary. So she writes everything that she has suffered in the past. I hope you enjoy reading. ^ _ ^
Dear Diary
Forgive me…
Forgive me for the last time I opened you in over two years. I can still remember the time when I bought you and what I said ". You will never let me forget my feelings, my deepest secrets, my fears, my joy and above all my memories." At that time I was the happiest young woman in the world. Now I look at myself and ask myself “What are you still alive for?” I've lost everything I've ever loved. Like a tree that gradually loses its leaves in autumn. I've lost all of my leaves. Now i only have you
I can not take it anymore. The loneliness and the memories that just don't want to leave me alone. I don't want to remember the painful times anymore. I have to put up with it every day, but I can't. It just doesn't want to. Now I've decided to forget my memories and start over. But before I finish with the past, I want you to know what I've been through so far.
I was born in a small village called Kinega near Konoha City. My parents looked after me until I was 5 years old, then they left me and my 3 year younger sister with my grandma and moved to town. Later I asked them why they let us stay with my grandmother until my 12th birthday. Their only words were "work" "busy" I never believed them. If they could, they would always leave me and my sister with my grandma. But unfortunately it didn't work, because as it had to happen, my grandma died on my 12th birthday. I really liked my grandma. She was the only one who understood me. The only one I could trust I was always teased, misunderstood, and excluded from everyone. And all because I knew everything better, was a nerd, so to speak, and of course because of my unusual eyes. What could I do for it because I was born this way. It wasn't my fault. I didn't like long hair, so my hair was always short. I didn't care about my looks. Wherever I went I was always staring at with curious eyes. I've always been cast out and hurt. But I learned to ignore it. There was just me, my sister and my beloved grandma. So the years passed in which I spent my childhood without friends and without my parents. Our grandma left us with a sudden illness. What I will never forget are her last words.
"My little one. You will later grow into a beautiful young woman. You will discover new feelings and make friends. There will be good times waiting for you and bad times too.No matter how difficult it is, always believe in yourself and stay strong. You overcome everything with a smile. Do not forget it."
Yes with a smile. No matter how stupid it sounds, it helped a lot. After my grandmother was buried we had to go to town to see our parents. Everything was new to us. Our parents didn't really care about us. Their lives consisted only of money which made us very sad. But I tried to love her anyway. They were my parents and they still are.
Until then, I was spared the real pain.
But it all started when I was in middle school and saw HIM.
HIM…
... Sasuke Uchiha ...
The next Kapi will certainly be longer. Hope you liked it.
I'm always happy about clerks.
lg
sera4
Hina writes all of this in her diary. So she writes everything that she has suffered in the past. I hope you enjoy reading. ^ _ ^
Dear Diary
Forgive me…
Forgive me for the last time I opened you in over two years. I can still remember the time when I bought you and what I said ". You will never let me forget my feelings, my deepest secrets, my fears, my joy and above all my memories." At that time I was the happiest young woman in the world. Now I look at myself and ask myself “What are you still alive for?” I've lost everything I've ever loved. Like a tree that gradually loses its leaves in autumn. I've lost all of my leaves. Now i only have you
I can not take it anymore. The loneliness and the memories that just don't want to leave me alone. I don't want to remember the painful times anymore. I have to put up with it every day, but I can't. It just doesn't want to. Now I've decided to forget my memories and start over. But before I finish with the past, I want you to know what I've been through so far.
I was born in a small village called Kinega near Konoha City. My parents looked after me until I was 5 years old, then they left me and my 3 year younger sister with my grandma and moved to town. Later I asked them why they let us stay with my grandmother until my 12th birthday. Their only words were "work" "busy" I never believed them. If they could, they would always leave me and my sister with my grandma. But unfortunately it didn't work, because as it had to happen, my grandma died on my 12th birthday. I really liked my grandma. She was the only one who understood me. The only one I could trust I was always teased, misunderstood, and excluded from everyone. And all because I knew everything better, was a nerd, so to speak, and of course because of my unusual eyes. What could I do for it because I was born this way. It wasn't my fault. I didn't like long hair, so my hair was always short. I didn't care about my looks. Wherever I went I was always staring at with curious eyes. I've always been cast out and hurt. But I learned to ignore it. There was just me, my sister and my beloved grandma. So the years passed in which I spent my childhood without friends and without my parents. Our grandma left us with a sudden illness. What I will never forget are her last words.
"My little one. You will later grow into a beautiful young woman. You will discover new feelings and make friends. There will be good times waiting for you and bad times too.No matter how difficult it is, always believe in yourself and stay strong. You overcome everything with a smile. Do not forget it."
Yes with a smile. No matter how stupid it sounds, it helped a lot. After my grandmother was buried we had to go to town to see our parents. Everything was new to us. Our parents didn't really care about us. Their lives consisted only of money which made us very sad. But I tried to love her anyway. They were my parents and they still are.
Until then, I was spared the real pain.
But it all started when I was in middle school and saw HIM.
HIM…
... Sasuke Uchiha ...
The next Kapi will certainly be longer. Hope you liked it.
I'm always happy about clerks.
lg
sera4