Nobody would notice if I wasn't there.
Nobody would miss me when they see that I'm not there.


It was a rainy day everyone got into their houses

warped and the animals took shelter in caves and trees. Nobody

was more outside except for one. One that already has the meaning of life

long lost. She was alone and yet she had friends. she laughed

and yet she felt empty. It was good and yet it was

bad. Her parents owned a large fashion store.

She got everything she wanted. Was the smartest in her class.

Had many admirers. Her friends liked her even without hers

Reputation. That pleased her and yet she hated it all.


She hated standing.
She hated getting it all.
She hated having so many admirers.
She hated being the smartest.


Every day she laughed a fake smile.
She lied to her friends and parents with that laugh every day.
Every day she looked in the mirror and saw her empty shell.
Every day she wished she was different.


It was as if the rain wanted to express her feelings. she stood

had been in the rain for hours and looked at the sky. Sometimes

she saw the moon and then it disappeared behind a black

Cloud. In front of her was a river that rose more and more through the rain.

This lake was in a park and she was standing next to a bench

she didn't want to sit down. Her eyes rested on the lake. always

when this emptiness took hold of her she came here. Disappeared from the

World of lies that she had to build. Whenever she lied to everyone

tore her heart more and more apart.


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She wanted to tell her friends how she really felt

she never could. Her friends always thought that she really was

happy is like she did. But nobody could get behind this facade

recognize something. Whenever she saw others laugh from their hearts or

heard the neit came up in her. Nobody knew how stressful it was

always the perfect daughter, perfect student and most desirable woman

to be of school. Clearly other women in school have too

Her admirers include almost all male students at the moment

at all. Most of the time, she cannot even stand up to the looks of her teachers

hold. She turned her gaze towards the trees and then towards the water.

It rose again and came up to her ankles. Because it

rained her tears mixed with the rain. They pearled on

her lips and chin off only to then silently to the ground

fall. She never sobbed, because whenever she cried it was

silent tears. It wasn't exactly one for her family

great sensation when everyone has the only daughter one

Is crybaby. Even she didn't know if she was, but sometimesshe really thought of it.


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She remembered exactly when a new student came into her class.

Black hair that stuck out to the back, as well as dark black

Eyes. His clothes are always black pants, sometimes one

white, black or dark blue top. When their looks

met, he looked somehow intensely at her. At that time the eyes turned away

and looked out the window instead. That day it had too

rained, which calms her heart all the more, but she still had to

play a cheerful person. Their bad luck was that there was only one free one

There was room and guess where ...... right next to her, Sakura

Haruno. His name was Sasuke Uchiha, and it was part of the family

Uchiha who built the famous Uchiha Software Corp. you

had businesses everywhere, and Sakura's father also owned one everywhere.

When Sasuke sat down next to her, she felt the angry ones

Glances from her classmates and yet she skilfully ignored them.

When the break gongled, she met her friends.


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Their meeting place was always at the cherry trees. All were there.

Shikamaru Nara, Temari Sabakuno, Sai Mitarashi, TenTen Ama, Naruto

Uzumaki, Ino Yamanaka, Neji Hyuga, Hinata Hyuga, Kiba Inuzuka, Rock

Lee, Chouji Akamichi and she Sakura Haruno. Everyone was just there

Not Naruto yet. But when he came he had Sasuke in

tow. Again he looked at her like that and she turned away. Be

The look was so intense that she thought it was going into her soul

watch. Maybe he could because that's what it felt like. The

School went around fast and Sakura was satisfied. you

Said goodbye to her friends with the excuse of hers

Parents urgently needed to speak to them. But in reality

she disappeared at her favorite place and stayed there for a few days.

She knew everyone would look for her and yet no one would find her.


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It was the same today, she fled from her friends and stood

now in the rain. The water reached up to the base of her breast. But

she ignored it and she ignored the cold too. Sakura was on

end of her strength and just didn't want any more.


She didn't want to lie anymore.
She didn't want to laugh anymore.
She didn't want to be perfect anymore.
She didn't want LIFE anymore.


This is how she felt day by day and it just got worse. More

the silent tears only made their way on her face

then to unite with the tears. She got tired of it and left

deeper to the lake. As she walked on, she lost her footing and

slipped off. Her body sank to the floor where she was lying. You would have

look up and swim up but she didn't want tomore. She just didn't have the strength to do it and wanted it too

no longer apply. Slowly her vision blurred and before her

She could close her eyes when she saw Him swimming towards her

and she packed. That was it, because she lost consciousness.


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When she woke up she only saw white and brown cupboards. your

Mind set in and she immediately knew WHERE she was, in the

Konoha Hospital. She looked around and saw him, hers

Savior Sasuke Uchiha.

> Why did you save me?
He didn't answer, just looked at her in silence. Sakura knew

that she got no more answer so she turns her gaze to

Window. Then she felt the bed sink a little and one

Hand your head gently but still decisive in another

direction turned. Now she looked again into this soul mirror

was so much like hers. Before Sakura could do anything, his were there

Lips on hers. He kissed her and she didn’t return him

pushed him away and slapped him on the face.

> Get out of here. If only you hadn't saved me but

just let them die. she hissed angrily. > No, I know you

for half a year and see in your eyes your facade that you

hang up every day. I was like that too, but I've changed and

now I want to help you to get out of this blackness. You like me

not perceive but I fell in love with you. <

he explained calmly.

Sakura was silent, just looked at him with shocked eyes. He knew

actually how she felt because he had done it himself

and he wanted to help her. Sakura turns her head to the window side

just then the door opened and Sakura didn't even turn

her head to one side.

> Itachi what are you doing here? Sasuke asked in surprise. > Your friend

Naruto said you were here so I wanted to see something

is going on here. Is that your girlfriend?
grinning. > With such a pain in the ass, I don't even go into a thousand

Years.
She turned her head back to Sasuke and looked at his brother.

They looked almost the same only the age difference and the length

the hair was different. Itachi laughed while Sasuke looked up

sat back in his chair.

> Well Sasuke your first rejection from a girl and exactly this one

You love girls. I'll say it again, namely

this time to both of you. Disappear and leave no more

look at me. Oh Sasuke and if you want me again before death

save i will divide you four.
Both Uchiha brothers were shocked and still they left. As the

The door was closed, she closed her eyes and saw the picture

Sasukes in front of you.She shook her head and read back in

slide into a dreamless sleep.


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Several days have passed since this incident and Sakura has

long since left the hospital and goes back to school. Your

Friends were worried about her which is why she kept them out all the time

goes the way and ignores them. Even if it wasn't easy before

especially since Sasuke was sitting next to her and her other friends in hers too

Sitting near it was a strange feeling everyone looked at

become. Sometimes paper butterflies fly to her. Your friends want

meet her again or know what she's got

each time she tore up these messages and never appeared or

never replies to a message. Your cell phone was already full

calling or texting, so she had a new cell phone

bought and wrote down all the numbers of her friends

not saved let alone given their number to them. Just

the teachers and their parents had the new number. But also the

Days went by and when Sakura wanted to go home one day

a car stood in front of her. Someone got out and none other than

Fukago Uchiha stood in front of her. Since she thought he was waiting for his

Son that was partly true she ran past him.

> Are you Miss Sakura Haruno? Fukago asked calmly. > Yes how can I

help them? she asked suspiciously. > My sons have them for

invited to eat and told me that they don't like to talk to them

which is why I would like to invite you personally and take you