'Quickly I ran from room to room "Where the fuck is it?" I felt that the others were getting closer and closer, my house would soon be within sight of them. "It must be here somewhere! I can't go without it!" I ran from one place to the next, cursing.
"Are you looking for this here?" Startled, I turned around. Rin, my big sister, sat on the window frame, she held my amulet in her hand. She stared at me coldly and I just stared back coldly. "Where did you-" "It doesn't matter," she interrupted and tossed it to me. "See it as a parting gift, you know I was always there for you, that's my job as your big sister, but if you choose this life, you decide against me, against your family and against your entire clan, me hope you realize that. "
I quickly tied the amulet around my neck. "You know that I have no other choice, I can't live like this, not when I have the opportunity to go another way, without blood and death."
For a moment I could see sadness in her gaze, but it quickly disappeared.
"You have always been different from us, but Suki good vampires do not exist, people leave us no other choice, you will be rejected by them and they will be afraid of you no matter how often you tell them that you are different! They won't believe you no matter what you do. "
I nodded: "I know", then I grabbed my little bag with the essentials and put on my black coat, then I looked her deep in the eye. It hurt me to leave her behind. She was the only one in my family who really meant something to me and still: "It's too late, there is no turning back, my way is clear. Thank you for everything, Rin."
"Then we will probably never see each other again, but I hope that will not be the case." Without making a sound, she had disappeared, as if she had never been there.
I looked sadly at the window sill where she had just been sitting, took a deep breath to clear my head and finally jumped out of the window. I landed elegantly and inaudibly on the soft grass.
Far back I could see the first hunters, they wouldn't get me, if they got here I would be over the mountains, I knew that. But it was difficult for me to start walking, to leave it all behind me, after all I have lived here my whole life and only rarely left the village. And now? Now it should be final. But there was no other way, I quickly wiped away the tears that had stolen into my eyes and ran off.
Only on a small mountain a few kilometers further did I stop and look down at my former village. There was a light on in my apartment, that is, the hunters (trained vampires who were supposed to capture wanted people, usually they hunt enemies of the village, people or vampires from other villages, now they hunted me) were already there.But they wouldn't find anything, I hadn't left anything for them to track me down. Whatever, I didn't even know where to go now. I sighed softly, turned and left the lights of the village behind me. '


I slowly opened my eyes, a tear rolling down my cheek. ° Not again, again and again this dream, from this one and last night. It's been so long .. 4 years .. why can't I just forget what was then? ° I felt the tear evaporate from my face, it was incredibly hot. Well that was probably normal, after all I was in a desert, but it will soon be cold, because the sun was already going down, only with the last of its strength did it stay on the horizon.
With one skillful movement, I was on my feet and in a few seconds my few things were stowed in my backpack. I slowly made my way north, the destination of my journey was somewhere there.
I hoped that I would only get there when it was dark, because if I was honest I had been tired of the looks of people for a long time, the lustful men and the envies of women. And yet that wasn't the only thing I could read in people's eyes when they saw me, I could see fear and anger every time, it was always the same.



Isn't it hard to see what I've changed is it? But I've been writing FFs for a while now and over time I have found that this time is simply better and easier to write. I hope that nobody cares that I have changed that and I am still looking forward to such positive feedback from you!
lg. Kiira-chan; D