Translation
Eine letztes Mal...
AnnaxYo ...
One last time
So here it is now ^^ I don't know very long, sorry Q.Q But I didn't want to chew it through like a chewing gum xD
I wish everyone a lot of fun reading;)
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One last time ...
One last time ...
And I know ... everyone else doesn't care ...
And I know ... life makes the choice ...
I know ...
The full moon was high in the sky and cast its faint light on the earth. Little snowflakes danced in the wind of the night that sang its song. They covered the earth with a white, glittering layer and gave the impression of peace and hope. The picture would be perfect if it weren't for the thick fog that pushed through the streets and settled in all the cracks ...
One last time ...
Behind the closed lids, the eyes moved restlessly to and fro. Cold sweat gathered on her forehead and her breath came weak. The blonde hair clung to her skin. In her sleep she pulled the covers up, tried to hide. Tried to escape. Tried finally to forget.
Couldn't forget ...
Couldn't escape ...
She was trapped ...
... caught in reality ...
One last time ...
Panting, she opened her eyes and looked around hastily.
Nothing…
She was in her room, the wind howled around the big house and everything else was quiet. Everything was the same as always.
As always…
Slowly she sat up and put a hand on her forehead. The cold sweat made her shiver and then there was that pounding in her head.
It drove her insane ...
One last time ...
Slowly she crawled out from under the covers and pulled her legs up to her body. Wrapped his arms around her and put his head on her knees. The large room was cold and empty. Only a small closet and the futon were there. It seemed deserted and lonely ...
She was abandoned ...
... was lonely ...
One last time ...
She raised her head and stared out the window. Looked at the many small snowflakes that made their way to earth. Her hands trembled as she ran through her wet hair. She got up cautiously, swayed briefly, and then went to the window.
When she saw her reflection in the mirror she was frightened ...
What has become of you ... Anna Kyouyama ...
There were deep, dark circles under her eyes. Her lips were cracked and chewed up. Her hair was sticking out from her head.
What has become of you ...
Shivering, she ran her fingers over her lips when something damp touched her nail.
Since when did she cry?
Thick tears welled from her reddened eyes, slowly obscured her view and gradually dripped onto the dark wooden floor. A low sob came from her mouth and echoed around the room.
I feel really shitty ...
As if in a trance, she grabbed the window knob and opened it.Cold air hit her, took her breath away and let the tears freeze on her cheek. She wrapped her free arm around her upper body, her fingers clutching her flesh. She couldn't take it anymore ...
One last time ...
She closed her eyes and felt how the cold sapped her strength. She bit her lower lip slightly, not realizing that she was biting harder and harder until she was bleeding. The metallic taste hadn't bothered her for a long time, maybe she had gotten used to it. Got used to being alone, being abandoned. To be broken. There wasn't much left of the girl from that time. She didn't remember when she had last seen Manta and the others, she never opened the door for them. She ignored her doorbell, tried to distract herself with cooking or washing. Tried to keep busy and not think about how empty the too big house was now. Maybe she should just get out of here, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. She didn't want to lose the last of what she had left of him.
But this house was also driving her crazy at the same time. Again and again she imagined to hear him, to feel him ... to see him ...
She knew herself that this was not possible, no one had seen him ...
Not after that one event ...
One last time ...
She knew what to do herself, but didn't know if she would ever be ready. She had to let go of him and get on with her own life. It is always easy to say such things, but when you are in such a situation ...
Anna looked at the moon. He looked so pure and innocent.
A light breeze caressed her, played with her hair and kissed her cheek. She closed her eyes and concentrated on this incredible feeling, he had always been so gentle and careful ...
Yo ...
It was like he was with her again. Hugging her, comforting her, building her up, driving her to white heat and just getting on her nerves. She let herself fall. Falling into the memories of a carefree past. She heard Yo's laugh, not just his, there was Manta, Ryu, Horo, Ren and everyone else.
"Anna ..."
The Kyouyama opened her eyes and jerked around "Yo ?!".
Nothing…
Of course that couldn't be ... once again the fantasy ran away with her, she finally had to stop and learn to live without him. The room was and always would be empty ... but it had sounded so real ...
One last time ...
I hear your voice ...
The pounding in her head got stronger and tears welled up in her eyes again. Why was that done to her? It was like he was here. Here in this room. It was like standing behind her and watching her. She could literally see the grin on his face.The first tear ran down her cheek, dripped from her chin and hit the wooden floor with a loud splash.
I feel really shitty ...
She could feel how he was looking at her. She felt it with every fiber of her body. Everything contracted in her, it was supposed to stop.
She knew he wasn't there, he couldn't look at her. Because back then when he died his spirit was destroyed ...
He couldn't be there, there was nothing left of him ...
He and Amidamaru had not only died in the human world ...
No ... they had been wiped out forever ...
And yet she felt that look on her back. It gave her goose bumps down her back ...
One last time ...
I can feel your looks ...
It stoked her throat. Slowly she turned and saw ... nothing. The tears kept streaming down her cheeks and soaking her nightgown.
Her whole body trembled with grief, nevertheless she made a decision that would change her life from the ground up ...
One last time ...
Slowly she sank down in front of the black table with Yo's photo. The flowers in the vase slowly withered, they too had made up their minds. Anna lowered her head and closed her eyes. She breathed deeply and evenly, memorized Yo very firmly and locked him in her heart forever ...
The big clock struck 12 ...
It was the 24th of December 2010 ...
The last time ...
That I miss you ...
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So that's it, hope you enjoyed it ^^
I took over a few lines of text from the song of Panik - One last time ^^
glg
YourRose
I wish everyone a lot of fun reading;)
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One last time ...
One last time ...
And I know ... everyone else doesn't care ...
And I know ... life makes the choice ...
I know ...
The full moon was high in the sky and cast its faint light on the earth. Little snowflakes danced in the wind of the night that sang its song. They covered the earth with a white, glittering layer and gave the impression of peace and hope. The picture would be perfect if it weren't for the thick fog that pushed through the streets and settled in all the cracks ...
One last time ...
Behind the closed lids, the eyes moved restlessly to and fro. Cold sweat gathered on her forehead and her breath came weak. The blonde hair clung to her skin. In her sleep she pulled the covers up, tried to hide. Tried to escape. Tried finally to forget.
Couldn't forget ...
Couldn't escape ...
She was trapped ...
... caught in reality ...
One last time ...
Panting, she opened her eyes and looked around hastily.
Nothing…
She was in her room, the wind howled around the big house and everything else was quiet. Everything was the same as always.
As always…
Slowly she sat up and put a hand on her forehead. The cold sweat made her shiver and then there was that pounding in her head.
It drove her insane ...
One last time ...
Slowly she crawled out from under the covers and pulled her legs up to her body. Wrapped his arms around her and put his head on her knees. The large room was cold and empty. Only a small closet and the futon were there. It seemed deserted and lonely ...
She was abandoned ...
... was lonely ...
One last time ...
She raised her head and stared out the window. Looked at the many small snowflakes that made their way to earth. Her hands trembled as she ran through her wet hair. She got up cautiously, swayed briefly, and then went to the window.
When she saw her reflection in the mirror she was frightened ...
What has become of you ... Anna Kyouyama ...
There were deep, dark circles under her eyes. Her lips were cracked and chewed up. Her hair was sticking out from her head.
What has become of you ...
Shivering, she ran her fingers over her lips when something damp touched her nail.
Since when did she cry?
Thick tears welled from her reddened eyes, slowly obscured her view and gradually dripped onto the dark wooden floor. A low sob came from her mouth and echoed around the room.
I feel really shitty ...
As if in a trance, she grabbed the window knob and opened it.Cold air hit her, took her breath away and let the tears freeze on her cheek. She wrapped her free arm around her upper body, her fingers clutching her flesh. She couldn't take it anymore ...
One last time ...
She closed her eyes and felt how the cold sapped her strength. She bit her lower lip slightly, not realizing that she was biting harder and harder until she was bleeding. The metallic taste hadn't bothered her for a long time, maybe she had gotten used to it. Got used to being alone, being abandoned. To be broken. There wasn't much left of the girl from that time. She didn't remember when she had last seen Manta and the others, she never opened the door for them. She ignored her doorbell, tried to distract herself with cooking or washing. Tried to keep busy and not think about how empty the too big house was now. Maybe she should just get out of here, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. She didn't want to lose the last of what she had left of him.
But this house was also driving her crazy at the same time. Again and again she imagined to hear him, to feel him ... to see him ...
She knew herself that this was not possible, no one had seen him ...
Not after that one event ...
One last time ...
She knew what to do herself, but didn't know if she would ever be ready. She had to let go of him and get on with her own life. It is always easy to say such things, but when you are in such a situation ...
Anna looked at the moon. He looked so pure and innocent.
A light breeze caressed her, played with her hair and kissed her cheek. She closed her eyes and concentrated on this incredible feeling, he had always been so gentle and careful ...
Yo ...
It was like he was with her again. Hugging her, comforting her, building her up, driving her to white heat and just getting on her nerves. She let herself fall. Falling into the memories of a carefree past. She heard Yo's laugh, not just his, there was Manta, Ryu, Horo, Ren and everyone else.
"Anna ..."
The Kyouyama opened her eyes and jerked around "Yo ?!".
Nothing…
Of course that couldn't be ... once again the fantasy ran away with her, she finally had to stop and learn to live without him. The room was and always would be empty ... but it had sounded so real ...
One last time ...
I hear your voice ...
The pounding in her head got stronger and tears welled up in her eyes again. Why was that done to her? It was like he was here. Here in this room. It was like standing behind her and watching her. She could literally see the grin on his face.The first tear ran down her cheek, dripped from her chin and hit the wooden floor with a loud splash.
I feel really shitty ...
She could feel how he was looking at her. She felt it with every fiber of her body. Everything contracted in her, it was supposed to stop.
She knew he wasn't there, he couldn't look at her. Because back then when he died his spirit was destroyed ...
He couldn't be there, there was nothing left of him ...
He and Amidamaru had not only died in the human world ...
No ... they had been wiped out forever ...
And yet she felt that look on her back. It gave her goose bumps down her back ...
One last time ...
I can feel your looks ...
It stoked her throat. Slowly she turned and saw ... nothing. The tears kept streaming down her cheeks and soaking her nightgown.
Her whole body trembled with grief, nevertheless she made a decision that would change her life from the ground up ...
One last time ...
Slowly she sank down in front of the black table with Yo's photo. The flowers in the vase slowly withered, they too had made up their minds. Anna lowered her head and closed her eyes. She breathed deeply and evenly, memorized Yo very firmly and locked him in her heart forever ...
The big clock struck 12 ...
It was the 24th of December 2010 ...
The last time ...
That I miss you ...
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So that's it, hope you enjoyed it ^^
I took over a few lines of text from the song of Panik - One last time ^^
glg
YourRose