Translation
Das Alptraumleben
By Daniela
There was a pool of blood to be seen ...
A knife stained with blood ...
A scream could be heard ...
She herself was mute ...
Couldn't move ...
I woke up with a scream. I was shaking ... my eyes were red. I wondered if that was the aftermath ... of the trauma I suffered at the time. Always those voices in my head ...
She keeps calling my name ... that voice so cold that keeps calling my name ... wants me to come to her. I was still shaking. I got up ... everything sways around me. I ran into my bathroom and all of a sudden a tear rolled down my face when I entered the bathroom. On the mirror ... which I was looking at right now, it said, "Come to me, sweet child ... I'm waiting for you". I was so scared. The fear was so great that I turned away from the bathroom, I turned around and a girl who was covered in blood appeared like a bolt of lightning. I was shaking again. I ran out of my apartment, still in my night clothes. I threw the door open and ran ... ran to school even if I was half an hour early. I was there. My best friend has also been there. She asked me why I was there so early, the only answer she got was "nightmare". She said that I should go to the doctor, that my nightmares were no longer normal. But I didn't listen to them.
Half an hour had passed and the doorbell rang.
I sat down in my class, the teacher also came very punctually. He started class.
I could hardly hear anything ... my ears seemed numb ... Everything blurred before my eyes .......
The blood ran out from under the door. The scream of a woman could be heard .... "Mommy" ....
A crying child came down the stairs and saw the blood flowing from under the door. She heard another scream. .... "Mommy?" ....
She slowly opened the door ... tears ... countless tears rolled down her cheeks ... .... "MAMI !!!" ....
I woke up in class "MOM !!!" ...
Everyone laughed at me. My friend asked me what that was now ... again she got "nightmare" as an answer. My teacher scolded me, but I hardly noticed anything. Lately everything has seemed so unreal to me. "Come on, sweet child, I'm waiting for you" suddenly shot through my head! My teacher shouted, "ALICE! Now finally listen to me!" I ignored what he said. He sent me home. So I ran home ... with the thought of what was going to happen there this time ... I got into the Zuf and drove 2 stations. The train stopped and I got off. I ran tired through the forest. I kept hearing someone calling my name. A shiver ran down my spine. I got goosebumps. "What ... what's going on here?" I heard myself say I was now standing in front of my house. It looked dark and creepy from the outside. I hadn't unlocked the door completely yet, I could already see blood flowing from under my door. I recoil and knock down a lot.
She saw ... someone hit a woman with an ax. More and more blood flowed.It flowed under her feet ... she went very pale ... her eyes were wide open. She was crying ... the woman was screaming ...
"Run away! Don't come any closer! RUN !!!"
I woke up again and this time I was shaking more than the other paints. I looked at the door with wide eyes and went straight back. I went back downtown. My throat was tight ... I couldn't make a sound. "I want another apartment!" I thought. I was scared, scared of my own house. Was it cursed? No, that can't be ... after all, it's my parents' house.
In town I met my friend "Hi Tascha!" Tascha did not answer me at first, but then she answered me "What was that again in class earlier?" I remain silent for a short time ... because I remembered the dream had to think. "A nightmare ..." I tried to smile, "I told you that" Tascha "Oh ... I thought you were kidding me ..."
I just replied with "Oh" ... Although I was facing Tascha, I couldn't believe I was standing in front of her. Everything seemed unreal to me ... even my hand in front of my mind's eye. I could only think of blood the whole time. Tascha asked me "Say ... what about your past? I've always wanted to ask you that" ... but I didn't answer ... I didn't know what to say. I mean, I don't have a family at all ... "I don't know ... I suffered a trauma back then ... I can't remember what was then." My body seemed to be at a standstill, it was just mute. Tasha asked about my mother, and shortly afterwards I passed out again.
The little girl ran up to the man and shook him, "STOP !! PLEASE, YOU HAVE TO STOP THIS !! DAD FINALLY STOP, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? PLEASE FINALLY STOP !!!!!" The little girl cried and was very upset ... "Please stop ... what has mommy done to you? Why are you doing this?! Stop it !!!!!!" The girl couldn't stop shaking this man ...
The man simply said that she should have been asleep a long time ago and asked her why she was still awake ... The girl just kept shaking the man ...
I woke up in the hospital ... everyone looked at me very funny ... like something bad was happening.
The doctor asked me if I had a headache ... I answered no, even if it was a lie. He asked me if I was quite sure. I answered yes and nodded. The doctor looks at me and asks me if I know where the trauma is coming from, I said no, the truth. He wanted to examine my brain more closely. I fell asleep...
The man hit her away and hit the little girl. She was crying ... She was afraid that she was going to die just like her mommy ...