Hall ole people !! ^^

I've already written some Shônen-Ai stories. All so far to Beyblade. Until a friend made me aware of the Shi²-FFs.
I liked them so much that I decided to write one too.
Sorry, the FF arose out of boredom. That's why it may not be so good. But I still hope that someone reads it. (And then maybe leave me a picking point * gg *)
Well, I've talked enough now.
Have fun while reading.
Your Sora @ -> -> -

Disclaimer:None of the characters are mine. I'm not making a profit with this fanfic either. (But if someone wants to give me money for it, I don't mind. ^^ ")

Pairing:Satoshi / Shigeru

Background music:Um ... did I have something like that? Oh yes, in the end ^^ "": Nena feat. Kim Wilde - Anyplace, Anywhere, Anytime

Dedication:Everyone who knows me ^^

Be with you

> What did I do wrong?... I just said that I love you very much ... What's wrong with that? ... is it because you are my rival? ... is it actually still you? ... Or are we friends again ... Just like before ... Yes, that's how it should be again ... <
A black-haired boy sat in the shade of a large tree and thought.
The wind blew through the leaves above him, making them rustle softly.
The water of the shallow river, which was less than five meters away from him, rippled softly and the surface of the water rippled slightly in the wind.
The sun laughed down from the bright blue sky, on which not a single cloud could be seen.
The birds happily twittered their songs.
All in all, it was a nice afternoon when you should be in a good mood.
Not so Satoshi. He stared mournfully at the grass in front of him, which swayed slightly in the wind.
He sighed softly and looked at the grass next to him. At one point it had been pushed down, as if someone had been sitting there recently.Finally Satoshi looked at the river.
Before his eyes he saw two little boys who, only wearing bathing trunks, were standing up to their knees in the river and splashing each other wet. He even heard the laughs and giggles as if they were really there.

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The smaller of the two waded ashore and sat in the sun on the grass.
"Hey, Sato-chan! Don't be a coward! Come on!"
"But Geru-chan! I don't feel like it anymore. You're splashing me wet again anyway! And I have no chance against you."
“Little coward!” The taller of the two stuck out his tongue at the other.
"I'm not little!" protested this. "And I'm not a coward either!" he added meekly.
"Of course not," the taller reassured him.
He came slowly out of the water and sat down next to the smaller one.
Suddenly a cold gust blew over them.
"Are you freezing, Sato-chan?"
The smaller one nodded and continued to shiver."Come here then."
The older man pulled him gently and hugged him.
"Geru-chan?"
"Hm?"
"It's nice and warm with you ..." whispered the little one and snuggled closer to the other.
He smiled and hugged him even tighter.
They sat like that for a while. Both had been dry for some time and neither was freezing anymore. Yet they did not let go of each other.
Finally the younger broke the silence.
"We always stay friends, don't we, Geru-chan?"
"Of course, I promise you that." smiled the other.
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> Yes, it was still so beautiful back then ... We almost never argued ... I wish I could turn back the time ... But it will probably never be the same as it used to be ... <
Satoshi was so deep in thought that he didn't even notice how tears slowly rolled down his cheeks and left dark stains on his T-shirt.
> But what has become of us? ... Now we're rivals ... Oh how I hate that!... I don't want to compete with you ... So why are you doing this to me? ... <
The black-haired boy slowly shook his head, thinking back to what had happened about ten minutes ago.

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Both boys sat side by side under the tree in silence.
Shigeru looked up at the sky and leaned against the trunk behind him.
Satoshi sat next to it and looked out over the river.
Finally he broke the silence: "Do you still remember?"
"Hm?"
"We played here a lot when we were little."
"Yes you are right."
"I thought it was very nice to be with you back then."
"Really?"
"Hm ..."
It became quiet again. And again both lingered behind their thoughts.
"Shiregu?"
"Yes?"
"Why are we actually rivals? I mean ... we used to be so good friends."
"I know. But, I can't tell you."
"Why not?"
"Because ..."
"So you don't know."
Another awkward silence broke out between the two boys."I wish it was the same as it used to be," Satoshi muttered.
"..."
"Do you think we could be friends again? Like before?"
"I ... don't know ... why do you even want that?"
A slight blush settled over Satoshi's face. He looked at Shigeru, embarrassed.
"Well because ... because I love you very much. That's why."
"But ..." Shigeru couldn't manage to say more.
He got up quickly and left.
Confused and embarrassed, Satoshi watched him go.
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There he was now. Alone. Without Shigeru. Just with his thoughts.

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> Why did you just say that? ... human, Sato-chan ... Sato-chan? ... was that just what I really thought? ... This is just unreal! ... First you say something like that and then I use your old nickname in my mind! ... Now everything is really too late ... * sigh * ... But you're right too ... Why aren't we friends anymore? ... I keep asking myself that since I left you ... You are always so happy ... I would like to be that too ... But instead I keep thinking of you ... Oh, Sato- chan ...
Eventually he was torn from his thoughts.
"HEY! Do you hear badly ?!"
Startled, he widened his eyes and took a few steps back.
A red-haired girl stood in front of him.
"Ha-hello, Kasumi," he stuttered.
"Well, finally woke up ..."
"What is it?"
"Nothing. I just wanted to draw your attention to the fact that you almost ran over me."
"Really? I'm sorry. I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice anything."
"Yes, I noticed that you weren't there at the time."
"..."
"Hey! What's going on anyway? You're not usually like that ..."
"I ... it's ... oh nothing."
"Out with the language. There is something and I want to know what. Didn't you want to meet with Satoshi?"
"Y-yes, I did too.""And what happened?"
Shigeru looked around nervously.
"Um, maybe we can continue talking in a less busy place? Not everyone has to hear it right away."
Kasumi shrugged his shoulders: "Okay."
Then they went to a nearby lake, sat on the bank and let their feet hang in the water. It was nice and quiet here.
After a while, Shigeru continued to speak softly.
"Satoshi totally confused me. With what he said."
"And what did he say?"
"Well, that ... that he is very fond of me. And that he would like to be friends with me again."
After that was out, Shigeru felt his cheeks start to glow. Embarrassed, he turned away so that Kasumi wouldn't notice.
"And what's so bad about it?" she asked and looked at him.
"Well, ... nothing! That's it. I really like Satoshi too, but I don't know what he expects from me."
"Why do you guys always have to be so numb and awkward?""How do you mean it now?"
"Very simple: You like Satoshi and he likes you. Everything's fine. Now move your bum, go to him and tell him that!"
"But ..."
"Nothing 'but'," she interrupted, getting up and pulling him to his feet.
"You go to him now and tell him that. Got it ?!"
Slightly intimidated, he nodded, but stopped anyway.
Kasumi raised her eyebrows.
"What is it now?"
"Why?"
"What" why "?"
"Why are you helping me?"
Kasumi couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"Oh, you guys are really funny. Don't even notice when you're in love."
Again Shigeru felt the blush rise in his face.
"Ha! I knew it," she said triumphantly. "Now go and tell him. Otherwise it will never happen to both of you."
With these words she pushed him back on the way and a little way in the direction from which he had come.
"You just have to trust yourself," she said and stopped.
Shigeru kept walking.In his mind he went over the conversation with Kasumi again.
> I should trust myself ... Yes, that's easier said than done ... But it shouldn't really be that difficult for me ... After all, I'm very fond of him ... How he'll react to it. .. I'm kind of scared ... I hope that everything will go well ... And we can become friends again ... <

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Slowly he came closer to the river.
Satoshi was still sitting under the tree, staring into the area.
Shigeru walked quietly towards the others. He had turned his back on him and did not notice him.
CRACK!
Startled, Shigeru took a few steps back and looked at the ground: he had accidentally stepped on a small branch.
Satoshi had also heard the branch and was now looking surprised at Shigeru.
"Shigeru ..." whispered the black-haired one.
The addressee took a few steps back and stared at Satoshi in embarrassment.
Satoshi also looked at Shigeru for a while, until he finally turned around again and leaned against the tree.Finally Shigeru also took courage and leaned against the tree next to Satoshi; however stopped.
It became very quiet for a while. Neither of them said a word.
Until finally ...
"Satoshi?"
"Yes?"
Shigeru let himself slide down the trunk and sat down next to the black-haired one.
"I'm ... sorry that I just disappeared earlier. Maybe I should have told you something beforehand."
"And what would that be?"
Without thinking twice, the brown-haired man pulled the other man close and hugged him.
"I love you very much, Sato-chan," he whispered to the younger boy.
He got