So, that's my job now, I don't know how much, and I hope you enjoy it! ^^;

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I go to my system and put the CD in it that was left behind!
That he forgot.
Play ..... and off you go!

I don't know the melody, but it sounds nice, now it really starts and I sat down at my desk again!

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming

~ ° ~ ° ~ Dear diary! ~ ° ~ ° ~
What should I do?
He didn't come today either!
I wait and wait, I just sit at the window the whole time and wait for him to come back!
But he's not coming!
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I try to sing along to the lyrics, but I don't succeed !!

I don`t want to close my eyes
I don`t want to fall asleep
`Cause I`d miss you, baby
And I don`t wanna miss a thing
`Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never doI`d still miss you, baby
And I don`t wanna miss a thing

I listen to the text very carefully and notice how well this English text expresses my feelings!

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I miss everyday life, everyday life when he was with me!
When he annoyed me!
When he annoyed me!
When he loved me!
Yes, the night before his departure was something special!
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I have to smile!
Yes, it was something very special
And yet I miss him!
"Do you hear Ranma, I miss you!"
I scream all my sadness, my anger that's in me with this couple
Words out of me!
It feels good! It feels liberating!

The song is already over and a new one is playing
I know it and once again it's a song that makes me sad: Marahy C. à Hero!

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I got really bad at school!
Yes, I, I am bad at school
is that to be believed?
Well it is what it is!
It comes, as it must!

Your Akane!~ ° ~ ° ~

I close the book again and lock it with the little golden key!
With a slight jerk I open the drawer and put the diary back where it always lies!

"Actually I wanted to go swimming!"

I slowly get up and walk with shuffling steps to the bathroom and undress, then I take a shower to clean myself!
I'm really looking forward to the hot, fragrant bath !!
I get out of the shower and slowly slide into the large tub, how often have I sat in this tub with Ranma?

I close my eyes and remember the time with Ranma, the time before he left! It was a beautiful, dreamlike, but not always an easy time!

I've been lying in the tub for a long time and notice how the skin on my fingers is starting to curl!
The time I've spent in the tub is enough! So I get out of her and dry my body!

Only wearing a towel, I go to the window in the hallway, it's raining.The thick drops fall on the roof of the dojo's going down.
When Ranma left 2 years ago, the door of the dojo stayed closed forever.
Nobody entered it anymore. Everyone had their own reason not to enter the dojo anymore,
I didn't go in because it hurt and it still hurts!

Everything is wet out there.
I go to my room and get dressed!
I put on my yellow pajamas, they are still my favorite pajamas. However, I had to cut off the legs so that I had short pants, because the pants were way too short for me!

I leave my room to go downstairs, when I get to the stairs I go down the first few steps, but then I stumble and fall.
I fall and fall, but then I am caught by someone who must have just been outside because his clothes are soaked through!

I'm slowly getting clear in my head because the fall and the sudden catch irritated me very much!I stand up and now I stand in front of the person, my savior!
The person wears a long, dark coat that is supposed to protect them from the rain, as well as a large hat that puts the whole face in a dark shadow, so that the person cannot really be recognized!

I bow to the person to thank them, but when I look at the person again I recognize my savior, he has taken off his hat.
And my heart stops beating for a few seconds, I stare at the person, but then I take a step towards the person and raise my hand. The next few seconds passed too quickly to slowly pursue them, I gave my rescuer a resounding slap in the face!

He smiled and held his flushed cheek!

"Why did you leave me alone, why Ranma?
Why didn't you get in touch?
Why was I the only one who believed you were coming back, back to your family! "

I try to control myself, I try not to burst into tears and sink to the ground!Ranma takes a step towards me and lifts my chin up with his thumbs!

We kiss eachother! And it's enough, it's enough as an answer and as an excuse!

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I hope you liked it!
I'm also happy about a few clerks!

See you

Carol-chan