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Fanfic: Jeder Abschied ist schwer
Chapter: 1
So guys, here is my new ff !!!!!
Have fun while reading!!!
I would be really happy about commis!
Every goodbye is difficult
"That's great for you!", She said, but her voice had a slight undertone. Why? She really meant that.
He got a great offer. Should lead a martial arts school in the future. That was his dream, but why couldn't she be happy for him?
Suddenly she knew ... he would go away because of it ... far away ... to
Europe...
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It was three in the morning, but Akane was still awake. All she could think of was that afternoon's surprise. The surprise that affected Ranma.
He was supposed to set up and run a martial arts school with a friend of her father's, for which he was of course immediately ready.
He would have gone anywhere for it and would have done anything ...
and he also went .. tomorrow ..... to Europe ....
She lay on her back and stared at the ceiling.There was something soothing about the white painted surface and she didn't think about it for a moment. Oh, if that only lasted ...
* why do I care so much that he walks? *
this was the first time that this question occurred to her. She had only asked herself why HE was leaving, but not what she actually had to do with it ..... why hadn't she got this question earlier?
She knew an answer for the first time that night ..... fear ... fear of the answer ..... fear of your answer ..... fear of your feelings .....
* I know why I don't want him to go ..... I ..... will miss him ..... *
Admitting that to yourself wasn't the hardest part ..... everyone will miss him ..... but, Akane knew very well that she wouldn't miss him like everyone else ..... she would miss him when Husband ..... as her fiancé ....
"How much do you want to pack?"
Kasumi was really desperate when she said that. Or rather sighed.Everything revolved around Ranma. Akane's thoughts too.
She had thought about how to say goodbye to him ...
with a handshake ... or a hug?
Like everyone else shortly before ..... or alone?
After all, she was his fiancée ... but only because her father wanted it!
Akane didn't know what to do, and this had been going on for an hour since she got up.
While she was thinking, she caught sight of a photo. It showed her lying on the beach and Ranma stood by and sprinkled her with water.
* I like this photo ... it's so ... so carefree ... like little children ... * It wasn't the young lady she should be now ...
Should she give him the photo as a present? After all, there are enough of Ranma in the house ...
But that would surely seem strange to him ...
Akane was about to start over again when someone stood in her doorway ...
It was Ranma.
"Hello Akane!" he said, in a great mood.
"Do you want something specific?"she asks uncertainly.
* I know that's rude, but what else can I say? *
Ranma also noticed that something was wrong with Akane, but he didn't want to ask her. She could react very irritably and all he didn't want now was an argument. It was hard enough for him to say goodbye.
That's exactly what he wanted to do ... * Goodbye ... oh god, that sounds so serious ... * was all he could think of ...
"yes, I wanted to talk to you again .... say goodbye ...."
At his last words she felt a stab in her heart ... was it the joy that he said goodbye to her alone and first, or was it pain because it was getting serious ...?
"Come in and have a seat!", Akane said a little nicer.
Ranma went in, closed the door, and sat down on the bed with her. Only now did he see the photo she was holding in her hand ...
"Hey, I don't even know the photo!" he said and leaned forward to take a closer look ... while he brushed his shoulder against her ...Akane shivered at the touch.
"You have what?", Ranma wanted to know, but she shook her head.
They sat there for a while until Ranma broke the silence.
"What are you going to do this summer?"
"Me? Hmmm ..... learn ..."
"Well, I don't have to anymore!"
"hmm ..."
"I mean, this is a chance not to do it anymore, isn't it?"
"hmm ..."
"Akane, what have you got?"
For the first time today, she looked him in the eye ...
Ranma saw her eyes shine ...
Why did she have to cry now? ...
Then he saw the little tear ...
He'll be laughing soon.
that rolled down her cheek ...
and very carefully wiped them away.
"Hey, don't cry! ..... Is it because of me?", He looked deeply into her eyes, "... if it comforts you, I tell you, it is not easy for me to leave .... . believe me..."
Those words, his hand on her cheek and his eyes ... it was all too much ...
sobbing, she fell into Ranma's arms.
* he will go.... *
At first he didn't know what to do, but then he put his arms around her tightly.She was trembling. He also had to swallow.
They have never been so close as they were on this day. Why now? Neither of them knew the answer to that .....
After a little while, Akane broke out of the hug and looked at the floor.
But this time Ranma knew what he had to do ..... even if it would make things even harder ..... harder for both ..... he had to do it, otherwise he would never forgive each other .. ...
"Akane, I ....." .... he put his index finger under her chin and gently lifted her head so that she had to look at him .... and she looked straight into those wonderful eyes .... Ranma's fingers slid along the contours of her face, away from her chin, to her cheek ..... wherever Ranma touched her, it was like a little firework on her skin ... she put her hands on his chest, the underneath it rose and fell ..... he twirled the hair on the back of her neck with his fingers before sliding closer to her .... Akane smiled at him and closed his eyes ...
he was now two centimeters on her face when .....* to be continued * I know it's not much, but what's the saying ... quality instead of quantity !! I hope you see it that way too! hel loving_ Akane